There is an old friend to go.

Even now, at four o'clock in the morning, Suzhou City shows no signs of being exhausted.

Outside the window, under the dim street lamp, the street is still full of restless traffic, and the insects and frogs downstairs are also uneven.

In the middle of winter, the evening wind blows hard.

C. 1 Go to Ss and watch the starry sky on the playground.

Some people say that old friends are like old wine. I don't know what it's like to get old. I only know that time can dilute a lot, but there are always some things that can stand the baptism of time and eventually precipitate.

I know, that's you.

When I first met you, you were a bright-eyed and eloquent young man. Goodbye, you are married and have a mother.

Youth is really fleeting youth. In a blink of an eye, we once talked about the noise over the school playground. After lying on the rostrum and watching the starry sky, we went our separate ways. After several years of social life, we gradually learned to hide our desires and do everything possible to learn how to further mature.

We began to stay up late and learn to take part in accidental amusement.

but

We are still us, even if we recover.

Geographical distance and the passage of time will make many changes in our lives.

What we can accept and what we don't want to accept are changing.

Fortunately, what will never change is that we can still talk to each other and say good night in such a dead of night.

May friendship last forever.

Good night, SS.

C.2 The beginning of the contradiction, are you okay?

Old z, I haven't mentioned you for a long time. Whether it's news or news.

It seems that this is a long-arranged causal cycle: the harm you have caused to others will be repaid by another person in the name of reopening, making you try the same sad mood, which is hard to let go.

I've been reading General Christmas's book recently. At the beginning of the first page, I have the illusion of mutual appreciation. After reading the preface, I have decided that he is also a person who borrows words and drinks to drown his sorrows. The difference is that he used words to drown his sorrows, but he was sharp and gentle.

I am neither sharp nor gentle.

I just have some regrets. I regret knowing each other.

Every time I think about this, I always feel that Nalan's words: If life is just like the first time, it is really bleak.

I can't write that, because depressed people like to be sure without thinking.

It must be really important for people with depression, no matter what things, what ways and what occasions.

I am an easily persuaded person. He is also an argumentative person, such as a Buddhist.

I Buddha said that all beings are suffering, but are all beings really suffering? In other words, all beings don't feel bitter at all, just bored.

You desperately want to lean on something, lean hard. And the end result will probably be that you fall in this direction due to inertia and fall heavily. This thing will also be farther and farther away from you and disappear because of the force exerted when you lean on it.

Old z, I'm just an ordinary madman.

But I'm not an idiot.

C.3 entertain yourself

Memories are only beautiful and profound.

65438+February has arrived, and 20 18 will be over soon.

20 19, let us all have a new life.