Retired soldiers have a more exciting life, is it true, is it true?

I have just returned from the army and have been living in isolation for two years. I used to be a carefree person, at least in the eyes of my friends. I applied for this number 51 in early 2006, but I never had the chance to play it since I was in the military. Later, I really couldn't survive at home because I was too lazy, uneducated and had no skills. I spent all day clubbing and disco dancing, so I wanted to join the army to experience life in order to change my bad impression and improve my quality. At that time, there were four branches of the armed forces, the Shanghai Armed Police, the Beijing Art Corps, the Tibetan Soldiers, and the Marine Corps. My family asked me to choose, and I immediately decided that the special force was the Marine Corps. That night, my mother knew about our military training. I cried sadly all night and found out later. So I chose the special forces because I wanted to go to the most difficult place to train myself. Later I realized that that place was really not for people. In the early days, it felt very beautiful and awesome. Now I am sitting in front of the computer typing words, and all the details of the army immediately come to my mind, and I feel everything. I really don’t know how to express the feelings of a retired special forces soldier. Now I will tell you about my general situation. Maybe you will get to know Chinese soldiers again, the army within the army. I didn't cry when I got on the train, because I knew that I had no chance of being vulnerable at the beginning of my career in the special forces. I wanted to become strong so that my family and Jiangdong elders would value me again. My relatives cried profusely when they came to see me off, and the children who had been pampered by their parents since they were young were crying terribly. Looking at the cries everywhere under the car, I wondered what there was to cry about. It turned out that , my psychological maturity ability is no longer comparable to those of those children.

I didn’t look at them when the car started. I stared fixedly at the front of the car. My mother called me by my nickname. I knew I couldn’t look back. I was afraid that if I did, I wouldn’t be able to stop crying. After all, I knew a little about the life in the army I chose, but I still didn’t know what it would be like when I came back. The whistle sounded, the train started, and I left my hometown.

However, I still looked back at my mother, gave her a thumbs up, clenched my fists, turned my head and slowly put it down. My mother was crying hard underneath, and I felt confused... There What kind of life is it? Finally, I came to the Chinese Navy's ace special forces - the Marine Corps, which symbolizes the Legion of Death!

First of all, it was three months for the recruit company. I don’t know how to evaluate the training of our recruit company. Others said that after the recruit company passed, the subordinate companies felt comfortable. Looking back, it turned out that our recruit company was right. For us, it was paradise, and the life in the old company made us worse than death. At that time, I only knew that the instructor told us that you have become a real soldier in these three months, regardless of training, internal affairs, life style and other In terms of your various qualities, you are almost the same as veterans of other general armies, but you are still far from a standard Marine. This requires you to hone your skills after you join the company. In addition, no matter what you do after two years, Whether you stay in the team or retire, each of you will lose something you never thought of and are very reluctant to part with. You must be mentally prepared, but you must understand that this is a special operations force, not an art soldier or a pig-raising soldier, nor a soldier with a gun. Think of yourself as an arrogant military lord. Few people know our real life. You are the purest killing machine in China. To the country

you are free and free to the people. You are obligated! Remember, you are just a chess piece ready to fight at any time. Here are the most real special forces. They will not talk nonsense to you about protecting your home and country. You are just a body that knows how to move and obey. Abandon all personal relationships with children ( Later I found out that I really lost the woman who loved me the most. I will talk about this later). As long as you stay here for one minute, you can fuck me for sixty seconds. Everyone must invest 200% in me. Focus on training, and when you realize that you have lost a lot in the future, don’t regret it, because the military camp has trained you into the most real men...

I felt a thump in my heart at that time: Fuck you, you bastard, our devilish days It’s finally here!

The U.S. Military Academy at West Point has a famous saying, reasonable training is called exercise, and unreasonable training is called tempering. Comrades in other troops and ordinary people in society all say that it is hard to be a soldier. In fact, the word hard is used in What we do is simply enjoyment. What we do is called torture, and even more so, destruction. At first, I felt that the humanitarianism of the Chinese army was so poor. Later, I realized that in the words of our instructors, it is called combat effectiveness. It means being able to do things that are impossible and impossible^( After the next round, there is a 10,000-meter warm-up every morning. In the morning, there is also combination training, grappling and Sanda fighting, bone analysis, nerve analysis, car starting principles, stunt driving, skydiving skills, wild survival skills, and a lot of chaos. In the face of death, we can only do our best to save the rest. I saw with my own eyes a comrade in front of me when I was training for a 10,000-meter long-distance run in the sea at a temperature of 40 degrees in the summer. I vomited blood while running, and died after being treated. I understood a lot at that moment...

I only remember that at that time, I did it for 5 minutes at the most comfortable time every day. We just enjoyed it, and my nerves were tense all day long. It was as tight as a dizzy, the most abominable emergency gathering. I remember that at the beginning, the instructor was training our memory and reaction ability. Wearing socks and slippers on the left foot, combat boots without socks on the right foot, inner wear on the lower body, and shirtless upper body. Military uniform, wear a white vest over the military uniform, and wear the helmet backwards. At that time, I wanted to die, and I had already greeted the instructor’s ancestors thousands of times in my heart. Later I realized that this was indeed effective and helped us. We have laid a solid foundation for our ability to adapt to the situation on the battlefield. We are all looking forward to going home during this year's Sichuan earthquake. Our unit set five firsts in the army when we first went there. I had no meals, no showers, no sleep, all I had to do was clear the ruins and dig up corpses. It was terrible. I was afraid of death for the first time. I couldn't sleep all day after returning from Sichuan. My mind was filled with ruins, dead bodies, and nothing. Help the children.

When I donated, I donated 100, which is a lot compared to us as conscripts, because we only receive 240 per month, which is not enough to buy a piece of clothing for the so-called non-mainstream children, but it is life-saving for us. money! I donated all my casual clothes, and when I was discharged from the army, I still wore my military uniform and returned to my hometown...

May the deceased rest in peace and the living be strong. The Chinese are all one family, and the people of the country will never forget you. After returning from Sichuan, all training was completed, and the work and life system was back on track.

I will be discharged from the army in a few months. The unit was busy with intensive training every day, carrying logs for laps, climbing in quagmire, physical training, 5,000-meter swimming, wilderness survival, and drills and confrontations. They practiced everything that should be practiced. At the end of the year, the company was doing well and achieved good results~.

Then we got on the train to return home. On the train, a comrade of mine had a falling out with an armed policeman from an unknown city in Guangxi. The two of them started fighting. I only saw my comrade beating the armed policeman. It fell back and forth, and I hurried up to pull him up. I really didn’t want to think about who the Marines were. If I didn’t pull him up, something would happen sooner or later. Special Forces soldiers are all masters who ignore death. Fortunately, nothing serious happened. My comrades were taken away. We returned to our old company, and we still looked silent and calm~ I smiled bitterly.

Two years of life have passed by in a blink of an eye, too fast. When I got home, I found that everything had changed a lot. The good brothers I once had became real. They no longer talked about brotherhood with me. They only thought about money. I had nothing to say. My girlfriend also left. She told me that when I was in the army, I'm not with her and don't call her often. It's my fault! Blame me for not taking care of her! I have no words to say about this. In front of national security, the people's peace and happiness, and you, I can only choose the former. I have no choice. To you, I can only say sorry! A true soldier must be able to endure pain that ordinary people cannot endure!

Then one day I ran to the mountains and stood on the top of the mountain in my hometown, looking at the familiar but unfamiliar city under the mountain. I was at a loss and wanted to cry. I miss the army, the instructors and comrades, and the days we spent together, both bitter and sweet. You have saved my life, and I have saved many of you. No one can understand our feelings. You have to fight for it with your life!

After two years in the army, I was injured in my left leg. It hurts a lot when the weather gets cold. I cracked my lumbar spine when I fell while skydiving. It hurts sometimes and I was injured all over my body. When it comes to honor, I I only received one commendation, but is it useful? Yes, the army has taught us psychology, criminology, interrogation and counter-interrogation, driving and blasting, and the most vicious close combat killings, which has given us physical abilities that ordinary people cannot have, but in the face of my current situation, I would rather not, Maybe at this time, as my instructor said: This is the value of a passionate soldier! ~

A game, a dream~~ Back to reality, I can only use the limit of my abilities and found a factory to do my job in obscurity. Although the salary is not high, I want to be calm. life, start another period of my life again! I don't dare to hope for love anymore! Let it go...

Here I wish all veterans who have retired can make a great difference. I believe that the Chinese military is absolutely powerful...