Is there really a Zhu Yingtai?

Zhu Yinggu, the daughter of the late Zhu Zhifu in Meixian County, was Song Ci's right-hand man and confidante.

First of all, she is an ambitious and idealistic person.

In her heart, she expects to rehabilitate wrongs and forbid violence against Song Like's Ci, and she is also a person who absolutely has this strength. This is exactly what she can follow for 20 years.

The real reason around Song Ci. She is smart, considerate, observant and annoying, but the only and most fatal shortcoming is that she is a woman.

Son, in the Song Dynasty, she never realized her ideal day. As a result, Song Ci published "Ying Gu, Ying Gu. If only Ingu were a man.

. "This kind of feeling, she will have such a fierce reaction, it is precisely because Song Ci inadvertently spoke of her hidden pain in the bottom of my heart. Maybe that year.

Dai Li has never had the courage to face up to this secret wish in her heart, but her behavior still reveals her secret from time to time.

However, Ying Gu is still a woman.

It is doomed that she can't turn a blind eye to the feelings that have quietly sprouted between him and Song Ci, which transcend the working relationship. Especially the love of Song Ci.

Love permeates her behavior, and the feelings unconsciously revealed are by no means explicable respect. She silently followed Song Ci,

She has never done anything beyond the ceremony, but that doesn't mean she hasn't thought about the possibility of being with Song Ci. In fact, she did think about it, and she also

Obviously (I don't mean what she said to Xue, I mean her watch after she accidentally saw Song Ci making out with his wife.

The most important thing is that her understanding of Song Ci is beyond Yu Zhen's wife.

Finally, I want to talk about her relationship with Song Ci, which is my real motivation for writing this article.

The relationship between Yinggu and Song Ci is a teacher and friend, with love and respect, intimacy and alienation, and tacit understanding, which has a special aesthetic feeling.

It is this feeling that touched me.

Below I want to briefly talk about the reasons for the formation of this relationship, although this is not clear.

1。 At first, Ying Gu was a daughter who wanted to avenge her father, and Song Ci was a new scholar who wanted to avenge her friends. They both lost their father soon, and they were pregnant with another one.

Passionate, set foot in danger together, and launched a life-and-death struggle with Meixian's man-eating black net. However, at this time, Ying Gu was just a girl.

Little girl, I have only one simple wish, to avenge my father. She relies on Song Ci, because only he can clear her father's grievances. Her heart is Song Ci,

Because we have the desire to clean up old grievances and prohibit violence.

2。 Later, Ying Gu stayed with Song Ci and Song adults and was regarded as a god by her. At this moment, Song Ci is a company in her mind.

Like a mentor. She learned a lot from Song Ci, and her cleverness made her gradually approach Song Ci in ability. At the same time, she

Understanding also brought her closer and closer to Song Ci step by step. At this time, the position of Song Ci in her heart changed again, and she got to know him.

For example, your own relatives. She loves Song Ciruo as much as her father, respects Song Ciruo and respects her half brother. Finally, she felt Song Like's words more and more.

When she was a child, she tolerated the bad temper of Song Ci, such as her naughty children. And Ying Gu found herself in love with Song Ci, which

Love is deep, but it is hidden deep. She knew she shouldn't fall in love with Song Ci. She knew she wouldn't be with Song Ci, and she couldn't bear it.

I hurt Yu Zhen, who is kind and virtuous, because her respect for Zhen is probably no less than that of Song Ci.

What about Song Ci? Although he is ignorant, he is not ignorant. He naturally felt this secret love, so he paid more and more attention to it.

I mean my dependence on menstruation. This dependence is not only in life, but has gradually extended to work. He is included.

In my heart, I regard Ying Gu as an asexual partner, but I have to realize the fact that Ying Gu is a daughter. He is used to having his aunt around.

Around him, his concern for Ying Gu is superficial. According to the character of Song Ci, the clever English aunt realized that her position in the heart of Song Ci was not.

Replaceable, but this kind of irreplaceable is not as a lover, but as a partner, otherwise the Song lyrics will not hide their affection for Yinggu at the beginning.

Dependence and care. It is this lack of concealment that makes Ying Gu flinch. Although, Song Ci may have some love for Ying Gu, I'm afraid.

No one can tell. Coupled with their lofty integrity, they will not affect their work or indulge themselves for the sake of small children's affair.

I feel sorry for the kind Yu Zhen.

It is this complicated and at arm's length relationship that bothers them. After so many years of getting along, they have reached a realm that ordinary people can't reach.

The tacit understanding, this tacit understanding can not be explained in a few words, or even can not be explained at all. However, it is precisely because I am so used to this complexity.

The mixed relationship between the two people has stabilized and no one wants to break it.

Let's end with a sentence from Song Ci: "Maybe what you can say is a cliche, but you can't say what you want to say."

Maybe this is the secret of the human heart! "