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"I'm sorry, I'd rather be deficient than in vain." What does her signature mean?

What she means is if she can’t meet the person she wants. Or things, I would rather not have them, I would rather not have them, than just find a makeshift one to make up for it.

I will not compromise for the rest of my life just because of the actual reasons.

Then her signature should be related to feelings.