1 1 year-old girl left home for 4 days in anger. Have you ever run away from home?

? I am a left-behind child. My parents went out to work after I was one year old. I met my father for the first time when I was seven years old. Since then, they have come back to see me once a year. I live with my grandparents. They are very kind to me and dress me up beautifully. However, I am always bullied by my classmates at school. I dare not speak out or fight back. My grandparents are old, and I don't want them to worry. If I live with my parents, I will definitely fight with those who bully me, because I have been putting up with it without the support of my parents.

? Over the years, this tolerance has made my personality more introverted. One year before the Chinese New Year, my parents came back, and I went to visit relatives with them. They talk about my children. My parents say that I am introverted and my grades are not good. In short, I just didn't hear a good word, and other people's relatives have always praised my children for being sensible, and they didn't say anything about it.

? My parents have been telling me this topic since I got home, and I am really disgusted. I want you to stay with me for a few days all the year round. Other people's children are fine. Then why did you give birth to me? The more I listen, the angrier I get. I had a big fight with them and ran out the door. I don't know how long it has been running. At that time, I always tried to bully me at school. You bully me when you get home. Am I still myself? The more I think about it, the angrier I get, and the less I want to go home. It's getting dark. I'm running in the right direction. It's a classmate's house. It was also winter vacation, so I went to that classmate's house. I asked her to play with her, but it was too late to go out. Of course, her parents knew me and asked me if I had told her at home. So I spent a safe night at her house, but I didn't know how worried my parents were.

? I played at her house the next morning and left after lunch. At this time, I don't want to go home. I stopped in front of a haystack near my home. I got into the haystack and made a nest for myself. I went to the nearby pond to pick three lotus leaves, found some evergreen leaves, spread them in the straw pile, and then lay down to sleep. People who have slept in haystacks should know that haystacks are warm and won't feel cold even when they sleep in winter. I was scared that night. After all, I spent the night alone outside, listening to the wind outside, and finally I decided to go home. When I got home, I found the light on and no one was at home. I quickly went to bed, and it was already dawn when I slept.

? When I got up in the morning, my grandmother was already in my house. My mother is cooking in the kitchen. When my grandmother saw me, she came to do ideological work for me. She said a lot, that I was not sensible, and that my parents had not eaten for two days. I feel uncomfortable and anxious. All children who run away from home should know.

It was the first and only time that I ran away from home. I was 16 years old that year. I was young and ignorant. I have always felt that my parents don't love me, and they are too irresponsible to leave me alone. Now that I am a mother, I realize that it is not easy to be a parent.