Goodbye, my childhood sweetheart.

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I study in the south, the air in the south is really fresh, the scenery in the south is really beautiful, and the winter in the south is really cold.

Curled up under the covers and shivering night after night, it's finally winter vacation, and I can't wait to buy a ticket to go back to my hometown in Shandong.

Although I am a boy, I am eager to go back to the place where I have been away from home for so long for the first time.

When I got home, everything was the same. I opened the curtains and opened the window. The warm sunshine shines on my face, and the oncoming air is as cold as every winter in the past.

The only difference is that I didn't see the figure in my memory on the same floor of the opposite building.

The window of our room is just opposite. I have loved lying by the window since I was a child.

The girl opposite has a nice name-Qing Xue, and I like to call her Snowflake.

When I was a child, I was chased and beaten by my mother, and I laughed here; When she grows up, she reads English by the window. I get up early every day and listen to her from stuttering to standard fluency. Later, we rode to and from school together, and every day when we came home, she would lie prone on the desk by the window and do her homework.

My life is full of her shadow, and this is the first time we have been apart for so long.

When my mother was busy in the kitchen, she said to me, "Feng, Qing Xue is going home the day after tomorrow. Your uncle and aunt are going to work. You can meet her at the station. "

"good!" I nodded, snowflake, you finally came back.

At the peak of winter vacation, the station is very crowded. I have been looking in at the exit for a long time. I watched her pull a big suitcase and squeeze it out.

As soon as she saw me, her eyes lit up in an instant and she waved at me hard: "Feng Feng! Here, come and help me with my luggage! "

"Yes, Miss!"

I smirked and took the suitcase in her hand to say how happy I am to see you back. As a result, the words on my lips became: "Hey, tell me, after studying in the capital for half a year, why are you still like a local girl!"

Qing Xue pinched her sore arm and gave me a white look: "You still owe me a lot. No wonder no little girl has ever looked up to you! "

02

Take Qing Xue home. She is hungry and wants me to cook noodles for her.

I walked helplessly into her kitchen. I know this place better than her. Ever since I was a kid. Every time I get tired of playing, she orders me to cook.

She finished eating like a whirlwind, put down her chopsticks, wiped her mouth and said, "Not bad, I haven't seen you for half a year, and your cooking has not been put down."

In the evening, her parents came back from work and left me for dinner at home.

"Mom, I want to eat braised shrimp and braised chicken feet!"

Qing Xue watched TV with melon seeds in the living room, and did not forget to order.

I laughed at her: "Didn't you just eat noodles?" You can still eat so much at night. Is your goal to be Garfield? "

"No, my goal is: I would rather be fat and delicate than thin!" Qing Xue a face of justly.

Her mother came out and said, "Feng is right. What if you can't get married after eating so much? " Qing Xue, you should exercise with Feng this holiday, but don't get fat again. "

I grinned at her, and she grabbed the pillow on the sofa with her backhand and hit me.

The next morning, I dressed up and went to Snowflake's house. I said hello to my uncle and aunt who were going to work, and knocked on someone else's door in my dream.

I kept filming for a long time, and finally the door was opened and a hairy head stuck out. She slowly raised her head, and there was a fire in her sleepy eyes, which looked like she was going to eat people.

My heart contracted a little, but I am so thick-skinned that I won't be afraid of her!

I smiled and said, "Snowflake, my aunt said yesterday that you should follow me to exercise, change clothes quickly, and I will take you for a run!" " "

Snowflake let out a moan, walked back to the bed in three steps, jumped up, put her head into the quilt, messed up her hair, looked up and looked at me with bitterness.

I leaned against the door frame and put my hands around my shoulders. No matter whether you are coquetry or cheating, I will pick you up.

Helpless, she resigned herself to get up, and reluctantly said, "Get out of here, I'm going to change."

In retrospect, I can't help feeling that Xue Hua Jr. was so broad-minded that he didn't kill me.

We ran around the community several times, and the distance was not far. I ran refreshed, but Snowflake was half dead, lying on the sofa.

"No ... oh, I won't run tomorrow! Hey ... it's freezing this winter morning! "

I looked at her and jokingly said, "I don't think you exercise enough." You don't have much activity and your muscles can't stretch! " "

Snowflake took a deep breath and suggested, "Why don't we go swimming? The room is not cold at all, and you can exercise the whole body. "

Swimming? Sounds good.

We hit it off and got a swimming card.

Swimming is really much more interesting than running. There are fewer people in the afternoon. We swam for a long time before landing, which was very enjoyable.

I glanced at the little snowflake wiping my hair with a towel and said sincerely, "If you were thinner, your figure would be particularly good!" " "

Snowflake looked at me excitedly: "Really?" This can be seen! "

I nodded solemnly: "Well, something!"

She: "... get out!

03

Although the university holiday is very long, it still passes quickly, and school begins in a blink of an eye.

The weather becomes warm and hot. When the trees blossom and bear fruit, the freshman year is over.

I chose to stay in school during the summer vacation and found a part-time job as a tour guide. It's a pity to hear that Xiao Xuehua signed up for a class to learn guitar. Wouldn't it be great if I went home and taught her? This is a tuition-free package.

I haven't seen you for a year, and the new winter vacation is coming. Qing Xue's mother invited us to her house for hot pot. In the hot air, Xue Hua's face seems thinner, and Bobo's head is particularly cute.

After dinner, she quietly called me into her bedroom, mysteriously moved out a small box, assembled the equipment one by one and connected it to the computer.

She said to me seriously, "Feng, your voice is so good that it's a pity not to be an anchor." And I, your sister Snowflake, decided to teach you the ability of wardrobe in order to fulfill your dream! Are you moved? "

I also asked her seriously: "Dear Sister Snowflake, do you want me to dress up as a man or show my flesh?"

She almost spit out an old blood and lit my forehead with hatred: "Who said that anchors are like this?" I'm talking about the anchor of the audio book! Book player! "

I avoided her finger and asked with interest, "Oh? What book do you want to play? "

"Hey, this is it, but I don't have the copyright, so I can only watch and play."

Snowflake took out a novel and handed it to me. She said, "This novel is only for the two of us, so all the male characters in it are for you. Starting from tomorrow, practice your pronunciation, voice and tone one by one. "

"……"

Little teacher, I'm really scared that you entrusted me with such a heavy responsibility!

Snowflake did as she said and came to me with a book the next day.

"Feng, read these phrases first, and I'll listen to your pronunciation."

I took the paper she handed me and finished reading it. She nodded: "Mandarin is quite standard."

I am very complacent. She took my mobile phone, downloaded a software and handed it to me.

"Well, this software is used to practice dubbing. I found some materials for you. You can match them and I will listen to them. "

What's so hard about that? I brought it here and ordered the dubbing directly.

Snowflake snatched it away, turned on the original sound and said to me, "Listen to how the voice actor expresses his emotions first. Dubbing is an art, different from ordinary speeches. "

After listening to those lines, I feel that watching TV at ordinary times makes no difference. Bring it here and do it directly by feeling. Click it to play.

Oh, my God! Who is that ghostly voice?

Snowflake frowned and listened carefully for several times. I blushed and wanted to go underground.

"Every word you drag is a bit long. Next time, you should be simpler. Incorrect stress, unable to express correct emotions; The voice is not depressed, the tone is too high and not good enough. "

I was dumbfounded, raised my hand to give her a compliment, and sincerely praised: "Too professional!"

She shook her head and sighed: "Far from it!"

Qing Xue found some materials about happiness, sadness, anger, despair and so on, and watched me practice over and over again. At night, I can hardly talk.

"Good practice! Great progress has been made. Come to my house tomorrow and we will officially launch the book! "

Qing Xue was very satisfied with my performance, left me the book and asked me to read it in advance.

The next day, the two of us took the book, listed the important people in it, analyzed everyone's personality and set our own voice.

"This man is an upright, calm and decent person. Keep your voice down and be steady. Read the old man inside, the breath should be weak, and it is best to be hoarse; The younger brother must have a clear voice and an exaggerated tone; As for the rest, as long as it is different from the voice of the protagonist! "

After listening to her analysis, my scalp went numb.

The little snowflake has started recording, and the narration part sounds mature and hoarse, with magnetism. Suddenly changed a style, turned into a delicate little girl's voice, and then another role appeared, which sounded arrogant.

I looked at her side face, and as her lines changed, she changed her expression and danced.

"Snow", I couldn't help laughing. She spat at me angrily and said, "Come and read your lines!" " "

I read a passage, and she sighed: "Forget it, let's play pia first. As expected, you can't eat hot tofu with impatience."

I was a little embarrassed, scratched my head and assured her: "Don't be disappointed! I will practice hard and won't hold you back! "

After that, I will change the words first every time until both sides are satisfied before recording.

The woman and the man put on a play that was not suitable for children, and I was embarrassed. First, they talk to each other. Little snowflake read those touching love words sentence by sentence, and every word seemed to come from the heart. I unconsciously entered the play and suddenly wanted to hug her.

After a holiday, the novel is not long and has been written. Little snowflake was late and sent to an audio platform.

Unexpectedly, many people listened. Snowflake read the following comments and read them to me sourly: "The voice of the male anchor is really nice! My ears are going to be pregnant! Give you a buzz and update it quickly! "

She pouted: "Cut! A group of anthomaniac, only men's voices can be heard in their ears! My master's skill is much better than yours! "

I looked at her funny: "Yes, yes, yes! Little teacher, you are the best! All my things are for you! "

She snorted and said proudly, "You still know the goods!"

04

It's another year when flowers bloom and fall, and autumn goes and spring comes. When the trees in the south are thick and lush, small snowflakes appear in my school.

She didn't tell me in advance. It must be a whim. She is always in a hurry and is unambiguous about what she wants to do.

"Feng, aren't you busy these days?" She asked me with a smile.

"Well ... I have an exam these two days."

She was taken aback and stared: "What a coincidence? You are so smart, you should have reviewed it, right? Anyway, I don't care, I will come to you, you must take me to play! "

Still so confident, but I like her very much. I can't see her at all.

"Yes, my big lady!"

Seeing my promise, she smiled, stuffed my schoolbag into me and said, "Let's go, take me to the hotel I booked first."

I am speechless, how can I still be so stupid!

After settling her down, I asked her with the introduction of scenic spots: "Where do you want to play?"

She sat on the bed and fiddled with the fan: "Anywhere will do. I just want to see what Jiangnan looks like. It's up to you. I will be relieved if you do something! "

My little daughter trusts me very much. I have drawn up a route, all of which are unpopular attractions with good scenery but few people.

I took her for a walk on the bluestone path in the garden. This is the residence of an ancient family. There is nothing in the house, but the yard is well built.

There are pavilions, rockery pools, green forests and bamboo, and lush gardens. The roof of the high pavilion is hidden in a piece of green, and the cornices are looming.

Little snowflake walked in front of me, dressed in a retro dress, with long black hair hanging straight down on my back, like smooth satin. Her back is graceful, and I am very emotional: unconsciously, my little girl has grown into a big girl.

She turned and smiled at me, revealing a small white tooth, and I could see that she was very happy. Also, she likes ancient poems, ancient songs and all antiques since she was a child.

"Feng, you said how happy people live here. There are small bridges and flowing water everywhere, and white walls and tiles are like living in a painting. "

"Then it's good for you to live here in the future, living in paintings every day." I said with a smile, a little loud. My school is very famous in this area, and it is easy to stay.

She shook her head with some regret: "No, it's too far from home. Besides, I don't want to live such a leisurely life. In fact, I prefer the glitz and charm of big cities, where opportunities are everywhere and there are always infinite possibilities! "

Really, that's what you think Fortunately, I know now. It is not too late.

It began to rain early the next morning. The oblique rain was soft and cold, but it kept raining.

After the exam, I walked to Xiao Xuehua's place with an umbrella. It's an antique hotel, with a three-story wooden building and standing by the water. When you open the window, you can see a wide river and a long street.

She stood at the window and quietly looked at the small ripples on the water, layer after layer.

I explained to her, "You have come at a bad time. It is the rainy season. It will not stop for many days. "

She smiled and murmured, "A puff of tobacco, the wind in the city, Huang Meiyu."

I interrupted, "I don't know how much leisure I have." People describe their worries. Don't take it out of context. "

I raised my hand to greet her: "Come here quickly, I brought you Gordon Euryale cake and osmanthus wine."

Sure enough, she let out a cry and ran over. What a little drunk.

It kept raining, so I put her on the return train, waved to her and said to myself, wait for me to find you in Beijing!

05

At the beginning of my senior year, after knowing that I was on the list of insurance research, I began to contact my tutor and finally went to a famous school in Beijing.

All the dust settled, and I excitedly told Xiao the news, but her mobile phone could not be connected.

I have to call home first. My mother was very happy when she heard that I had applied for graduate school, but I didn't know what to think and sighed heavily.

I asked her how strange it was, and my mother sighed and said, "As soon as you mentioned Beijing, I thought of that child in Qing Xue. At the beginning of school, a truck was tired of driving, collided with the high-class passenger she was sitting on and rolled off the highway. The people in the car ... did not survive. "

My ears exploded with a bang, and my brain went blank, so I couldn't hear anything. I was evacuated in an instant and sat on the cold ground and couldn't stand up anymore.

I bought a ticket overnight and went back to my hometown, hypnotizing myself all the way: "This is fake, this is impossible, you must be fine."

Until I stood in front of her grave, the girl in the photo was still smiling at me.

I couldn't hold it any longer. I knelt on the ground and hid my face and cried.

Snowflake, in my life for more than twenty years, every frame is your shadow. You have engraved your voice and smile firmly in my heart, melted into my blood and became a part of my life. But now, you just left suddenly, and you can't find a trace of your breath between heaven and earth.

What about me? How can I live without you?

I've never been so helpless, but I must go on bravely and see prosperity for you in a colorful city.

Whenever I am free, I also start broadcasting, read some beautiful poems and cover one or two ancient songs.

I believe you can hear me.