With my father gone, it keeps raining in my world.

On the afternoon of May 24, 217, my father passed away. The home supported by my parents collapsed with my father's death, and I became a person without parents.

to this day, I still can't believe that my father, who usually walks with the wind on his feet, was teased by the doctor last November when he went to Hong Kong and Macao for a medical examination, and his father who had lunch with my family on Mother's Day, why did he lie in the intensive care unit of the hospital only three days later? The doctor said that cardiopulmonary resuscitation was successful and spontaneous breathing was restored, so I should be able to wake up. My brother and I cried with joy, and said that Dad had said before that he didn't want to stay in the intensive care unit, so he would be transferred to the ward for our care when he woke up.

Is God blind, or are we not filial enough? Are the years ruthless, or is God going to punish us? My brother and I are eagerly looking forward to Dad waking up. I even think that Dad will blame him for being unwell after waking up. Why not call 12? I also want to spend more time with my dad in the future, and talk about homeliness with him ... However, the reality is too cruel. At the scheduled time when I should wake up, my dad fell asleep and did ct. There was no brain edema, no thrombosis and no bleeding, but my dad's condition was getting worse day by day. Cooperate with doctors, ask experts for consultation, and buy health care products that have miracles on others. We three brothers and sisters hope to be crushed in the hope of miracles again and again.

Accompanied by uncles and aunts, we tearfully made preparations behind our father, dreaming that the coffin was painted and the shroud was finished, and dad would regain consciousness! What can be waited for is the announcement that the doctor can't save the day.

On the afternoon of May 24th, my father, who had been in a coma for seven days, was pulled out of the ventilator by the doctor, and his relatives scrubbed his body, cut his hair and dressed him. He was so sad that he was pushed to the funeral home. Sad, groggy, and wave after wave of condolences to relatives and friends to pay homage to his father.

On the morning of May 26th, my father's old colleagues and relatives spontaneously came to bid farewell to my father. In the condolence hall, my father's former unit leader and brother respectively recalled my father's life. After the memorial service, my relatives paid tribute to my father's remains and looked at him as if he were asleep peacefully. I held the coffin in my hand and still wanted to wake him up, but my dream, my heart was broken after all, and my father had driven the crane west!

It is said that "my daughter is my father's close-fitting cotton-padded jacket", and I can't forget my father's envious eyes when he took my hand across the village. I can't forget my father riding a bicycle for dozens of miles, sweating for the white sneakers my brother and I wore on June 1 ST; I can't forget the happy time when I lived in my father's dormitory in middle school and was free from the cold rain on my way to school. I can't forget the delicious meals my father cooked for me after school; I can't forget that my father asked for leave to accompany me in the senior high school entrance examination. When the results of the senior high school entrance examination were announced, he asked someone to check the results and told me the good news at the school at the first time ... My father, with a low educational level, stayed in the countryside when others were transferred. Together with his mother, he cultivated our brother and sister to jump out of the farm and changed their fate.

After going to school, getting a job and getting married, my brother and sister have their own careers and families, and my father is suffering from diabetes. My father, who loves meat and drinks, changed his eating habits for a short time. After retirement, he insisted on practicing sword and beating Tai Ji Chuan, and his life was dull but full. On July 5, 21, my mother, who was only 55 years old, died suddenly, and our home was no longer complete!

only by raising children can parents know their kindness! My mother's failure to fulfill her filial piety has become the eternal pain and sorrow of our brother and sister. We hope that my father will live a long life, because my father is at home!

In December 26, my father was diagnosed with esophageal cancer. After two operations, my father survived the death gate. In our lie of "benign esophageal ulcer", my father cooperated with his children and doctors! After some illness, the fat father lost weight, but fate took care of him, and his father finally defeated the disease!

Just last year, when I saw the advanced eagle-eye diagnosis and listened to the doctor's words, I thought my father who had passed his birth year was as healthy as a young man, and the stone hanging in his heart was put down. I thought my father would live a long life! God is blind, and nature makes people. In this summer, on my nephew's birthday, my father fell down. On my son's birthday, we bid farewell to my father and buried my parents together!

the son wants to raise and the relatives are not there! Dad, after you left, it kept raining in my world. Except for work, I didn't want to go out and do anything, or lay in bed in a daze, or played back the bits and pieces together in my heart. Before I knew it, tears had already overflowed my eyes. Every time I sleep, I am eager to meet in my dream, but I either stayed up all night or failed. You never appeared in my dream once!

On that day, my kind colleague said that I was in poor spirits, haggard and my hair was white, which made me want to open up. I burst into tears in an instant. Dad, you know, my daughter misses you and mom so much!

Dad, you left, and your grandson's college entrance examination is just around the corner. I didn't tell him the fact that you left. He always asked me, "Mom, why are you so depressed?" I prevaricated with him while guarding this cruel secret! The college entrance examination is over. Just yesterday, I told him: "Grandpa died!" " He repeatedly confirmed and cried bitterly, complaining why we didn't tell him earlier and why we didn't see you for the last time. He cited the anomalies at home and said that he was puzzled before the college entrance examination: "Why didn't grandpa come to cheer for me?" When I got home in the afternoon, he hugged me with red eyes and said, "Mom, grandpa is gone, and you still have me. For me, you must be fine!" " Just today, he, who doesn't usually go out with us, begged me to go to the park. My son seems to have grown up at once!

Dad, after you left, there was no home for you. Except for going with my brother, I never came to the door again. Your clothes are still hanging in the closet, and the things in the refrigerator are broken due to power failure ... This Tuesday, I will take your grandson to the grave!

mom and dad, I miss you, can you give me a dream?