How did you live when you were poorest?

Tell me about my poorest time! I remember 12, when I was 19 years old. I used only 10000 yuan to open my own facade with my dream, but the reality shattered my dream at that time. I ran around looking for a facade, but I couldn't find it. Finally found it, the transfer fee is 4 ~ 10. After more than two months, only 10000 yuan was left. I had to look for a job again and look for a job everywhere, only to find it difficult to find a job. I sighed. Later, I passed a hotel and found that there was a security guard inside. I looked at it at that time, but I have been hesitating. Later, I went there to apply. When I applied, I immediately slapped myself twice. At that time, I looked down on the profession of security. I swear that I will never do anything against my will again. I am diligent, angry and unsociable in it, with a monthly salary of 2700. I want to stay and start a business in the future. Later, it was worth the money, and I saw that I liked it and it was suitable for my job. So I rented a stage with my only 1.2 million yuan as a joint venture, which was opposed by my family and friends. My father scolds me every day, so I can't go home. At that time, the Internet cafe was my home. Later, when I was going to buy a stage, my partner told me that he quit. At that time, I knew in my heart that if I couldn't do it now, I would have to work for 10 years before I could start a business. Later, when my heart was bent, I did it myself. Later, I looked for manufacturers everywhere and finally found one, including many episodes. Later, my stage came back and I went to the logistics company to pick up the goods, only to find that I had no money to pick up the goods. At that time, I remembered to sneak the goods back. (I didn't pay the logistics fee, and the logistics company called and scolded me every day. Remember to bring the goods back, only to find that there is no place to put them. I remember putting them downstairs and wrapping them with tape. I'm afraid of being stolen at night. I got up twice in the middle of the night to see if my things were still there. When things came back, I found that they didn't go well and hit a wall everywhere. At that time, I worked odd jobs with others every day to maintain the expenses at that time. Later, my business gradually improved, but what I did at that time was difficult to do. At that time, it was common to sleep for 3 to 4 hours every day, and it was common to eat a meal every day. Sometimes I am so tired that I cry under the quilt, but I tell myself that I must get through it. Later, for two years in a row, I gradually got over it and bought my first car (van). 1 year later, I caught up with my first love that I was obsessed with for seven years. 1 year later.