What should you do if you feel like the days are repeating themselves?

For some time, I have been testing my own behavior. What I said to David is repeated. Big Cat thinks that we are about to graduate. Let’s go to KTV to sing. Those songs are repeated. , lowered his head and scrolled through his mobile phone, which star released a new movie, who cheated with whom, got divorced, repeated.

I know all of these, maybe I don’t know, but what does the matter of entertainment stars have to do with me.

I turned it off. I had already heard the songs, words and sentences on my phone, and I didn’t want to listen to them anymore. They were repeated.

It was Christmas that day, and I didn’t care about this holiday. The promotions and advertisements from the merchants were not attractive at all to me who had no shopping needs. No one responded to the messages sent by friends in groups. A matter of one sentence is empty. With or without it, it cannot interfere with our relationship.

I began to realize that it was boring and powerless. What things have to be done tomorrow? Have you done it? If not, do it now.

Those things I haven’t done yet, whether I have done them or not, my head seems to be in shackles. I can’t think of anything I want to do.

A fear filled my heart. Have I seen through the secrets of this world? The secret of this world is that people do the same thing and move forward like machines?

A sense of alienation spread in my heart. Looking up at the world, I painfully asked myself? What else can be done without repeating it?

It’s been a long time since I called my mother.

I miss my mother, my father, and my brother.

Ding dong ding

Ding dong ding ding dong ding dong, mom answered the WeChat call, what are you doing?

Looking for a chat with you, I haven’t called you for a long time. I recited the repeated words like I was reciting lines.

Have you seen the acne on your face? What did the doctor say?

I went to see it, and the doctor told me the same thing. He said it was not painful or itchy, the area was not large, and no medication was needed. Just pay attention to eating lightly and don't stay up late. It’s common sense that everyone knows, why should I go to the doctor to talk about it? It was repeated again, and I muttered silently and desperately in my heart.

Your brother is getting married. Mom said that the target is the girl in the backyard of your grandma’s house.

Ding, there were ripples in the lake where my mind was dead, and a smile appeared at the corner of my mouth.

My brother is getting married, haha, I can attend my brother’s wedding. I tilted my head and thought, what wedding gift should I give my brother?

When will it be completed? It will be so soon.

When is the first day of the month? I’ll find out when you get home from vacation.

,,,,,,,

After talking to my mother on the phone, my eyes were full of smiles. What should I repeat? There are still so many things I haven’t done yet and haven’t done yet.

I haven’t attended my brother’s wedding, I haven’t gotten up early in the morning and biked to the beach to watch the sunrise; I haven’t gone snorkeling on a tropical island,

and clown fish Taking photos; I haven’t learned how to stand on my head and look at the world upside down; I haven’t been able to climb the school’s sycamore tree, sit on it and watch the passers-by, and sing my favorite songs.

Repeat what?

I still have so many things to do. The world is so big and beautiful. If I get tired of it, I want to change my taste.

Leave the desk, jump on the bicycle that I haven’t ridden for a long time, and drive away.