I'm really losing my memory.

Isn't it precious to exchange past sadness for everything? ! Feelings. I don't want to forget, but now I try my best to forget! The harm you give me always stings my every sense. I want to have an amnesia and forget everything.

I'm really losing my memory.

First, I always wonder if there are people like me in this world who feel deeply lonely no matter where they are! Of course, maybe paranoia. You want to leave, but you don't even have the courage. Will anyone be sad if you disappear? I'm really losing my memory!

Second, do you have this symptom? Because of a little thing, your mood has become very bad. You don't want to talk to anyone. You really want to have an accident, make yourself lose your memory, forget all the people, and keep wondering. Your lacrimal gland is extremely swollen, and you are bored to death, thinking that the world will end soon. At this time, you should go out for a walk, don't stay alone in the corner, see the sunshine, and then let nature take its course. It's good to be clear after the rain.

Third, I really want to get amnesia and let my life start over. I can't learn, I can't learn, some things just can't learn! What a tangled day!

Fourth, every day, no matter physical exhaustion or mental trauma, all this fills my soul, and I'm going crazy. I want to have an accident, or I will die or lose my memory.

5. I really want to travel and go to a place that no one knows. Or try to lose your memory and forget who you are. There should be no trouble.

Six, sometimes I really want to lose my memory once, and then everything starts again.

Seven, there is a moment, really seems to disappear in this world, really want to escape from all this, really want to go to a place where no one knows, really want to lose memory.

Eight, it turns out that other people's happiness will stimulate me and will recall. I suddenly want to lose my memory.

Nine, I really want to have amnesia and forget all the bits and pieces of these years.

Ten, if everything can be re-selected, go back to the beginning. If I can, I really want to have an accident and then lose my memory, never remember anything again, never again.

Eleven, I really want to get amnesia and erase you from my memory forever, so I won't search your button number and micro signal repeatedly every day. When can I forget you? ! ! ! Ha ha.

I really want to get drunk and forget all my unhappiness. I really want to take a trip, face the sea and release all my unhappiness. I want to travel, go to the beach and lose my memory.

Thirteen, I really want the car accident to make me lose my memory, but I don't want to die |

Fourteen, I really want to have an accident. If I lose my memory in the accident, I won't miss it so much and feel so painful.

Fifteen, when to let go, the heart is not so tired, so painful. I suddenly wanted to think about the plot of a TV series, and I was shocked to lose my memory. I woke up and forgot everyone. I don't know anyone I just want to be happy, and I have no worries alone.

Sixteen, sometimes I really want to get amnesia, only remember my relatives and good friends. Maybe then you can be happy.

17. Looking back, you will tolerate everything about me. You love me very much. You will never leave me. You will never abandon me. What you said suddenly hurt people. Is it over? Quarrel for no reason, suddenly cold war, want to cry but dare not cry, has been holding back. I really want a serious illness to make me lose my memory. Is it because you don't love me anymore, or has your pent-up mood exploded in the past three years?

Eighteen years old, and now I'm outside alone! No one can understand what he is doing now! The family doesn't understand! He doesn't understand! And this is my own choice, I have to bear all this myself! But when and how long can you bear it! Sometimes I really feel so tired! I really want to have a amnesia, let me forget all the pain.

Nineteen, I really want to isolate that heart from the world and block it for generations! I'm really losing my memory.

I really want an accident. No one will die. The kind with amnesia. I admit that I am sick.

Twenty-one, I really want to have a scene of amnesia, which is equivalent to living again, living twice in this life and earning once.

Twenty-two years old, I really want to lose my memory! Then forget everything you shouldn't remember.

23. Is it really that easy to forget? I will always pay attention to you silently and dare not disturb you. Falling in love with someone is like being possessed. I really want to have a car accident that I will never forget. I love you and dare not disturb you.

I really want to travel, forget my troubles, let go of my fetters and let myself lose my memory alone.

Twenty-five, I really want to jump. Why are you so cruel to accompany her on Christmas Eve? I really want to have an accident, either let me die or let me lose my memory!

Twenty-six, I really want to lose my memory, or I will have an accident when I go out. I miss it so much ~ ~

Twenty-seven, I really want to get amnesia, only remember my family.

Twenty-eight, I'm really going to lose my memory, so I won't think of unforgettable memories of the past three years. But you have your parents.

Twenty-nine, I really want to suddenly lose my memory. Let's start all over again.

I really want to get drunk.

1. Sometimes I want to cry because I feel wronged, sometimes I want to vent because I am in a bad mood, sometimes I want to be crazy because I am depressed, sometimes I want to get drunk because I have too much helplessness, sometimes I want to leave this world because my heart is so tired, and sometimes I want to find a place where no one can cry and cry all my grievances.

Sometimes I want to travel. Sometimes I want to get drunk. But I still firmly control myself. How many times have I wanted to drink red wine glass by glass? How many times, I want to cry at the top of my lungs to my distant friends on the phone. When the pressure is too great to be solved, shopping, swiping cards and buying famous brands can't calm your heart.

Sometimes I feel at a loss and can't sleep. I really want to get drunk and travel.

There is nothing to be sad about. I have shed tears several times before. I want to get drunk, but my mind is still clear. Look, I'll take your picture.

5. When I got home, I wanted to turn off my cell phone and get drunk, so I was in a mess.

6. The older you get, the less courage you have to face the reality. You dare not look at the present situation or look forward to the future! Physical and mental fatigue, suddenly want to get drunk.

7. Sometimes, I just want to cry once because I feel wronged, sometimes I just want to be crazy because I am depressed, sometimes I just want to vent because I am in a bad mood, sometimes I just want to be quiet because I am really tired, and sometimes I just want to get drunk because there is too much helplessness. Calm down and think it over. Just put it down.

8. Don't ask me why, I just want to get drunk. But when there is no one to protect you, you must go home sober and safe.

9. I have been having palpitations after drinking coffee today. I don't know what happened, and I am inexplicably sad. I have an impulse to get drunk.

10. I hate being swayed by considerations of gain and loss. I want to get drunk and let go of all my unhappiness. My March was terrible. I don't want to do anything when part of it is lost in front of my eyes. I'm so tired. I hope that one day I will cry and remain my big brother.

1 1. Sometimes I really want to get drunk. Life is always full of setbacks, losses, accidents, joys and sorrows. What is the meaning of life?

12. It seems that I haven't drunk for a long time, and I suddenly want to get drunk, but I don't seem to have the courage, because you know it's hard to get drunk.

13. Sometimes I want to get drunk, but I can't drink enough. Sometimes I want to cry, but my tears don't flow. Is it sad to the extreme? No, because I know it's useless to drink and cry. Looking back on junior high school and senior high school, I hoped that it would last forever, but after that most difficult time, it was nothing. Now my dreams are full of him.

14. I want to give up on myself, get drunk, run like crazy, run to you regardless, and be illusory. You have no idea how hard this life is. I never dreamed of seeing you. I tried so hard to be a good enough person, and now it's meaningless.

15. There is only one lamp left in the Academy of Fine Arts. Now we have personally realized that sentence, we are just small stars. People who can't drink well often want to get drunk and cry.

16. I really want to get drunk recently, but I dare not tell the secrets that I can't tell in my life.

17. They all laugh in the sun, green shoots, open their mouths and suck the sun; Yulan lifted countless white jade cups and wanted to get drunk; Maple loosened its fist and let the red blood flow in its palm. I just stared.

18. I suddenly want to get drunk, so drunk that I lose my mind, so drunk that I have to be taken care of, so drunk that someone is worried about me.

19. Sometimes I want to get drunk, but when I wake up after getting drunk, I may be even more sad. It is better to face all the difficulties in life soberly.

20. I want to drink, get sick, lie prone, get drunk and sleep forever.

2 1. Sometimes I really want to get drunk. I wonder if I will call her when I am drunk.

22. Sometimes, I just want to be crazy because I am depressed. Sometimes, I just want to get drunk because I'm upset. Sometimes, I just want to be quiet because I miss you.

23. If you want to get drunk and tell everything on your mind, you won't be so wronged.

24. I want to get drunk and wake up to find that these years have turned out to be a dream. I am still the little princess at home.

The healing system of self-consolation means: I want to lose my memory and throw away my messy memories.

1, I want to lose my memory and put aside my messy memories.

2. If you take the initiative for a long time, everyone will be tired, not because you don't love, but because you are tired.

3, pain, you don't have to say it; Crying is not necessarily a sad thing; Laughter is not necessarily happy. It is good to know a lot of things by yourself.

You didn't look back when you left. If you look back, you will see how sad I cried.

5, people are tired when they are alive, because they can't put down their shelves and tear their faces, and there is no complexity that can't be solved.

6. Do you know why this class is not United? Because there are many dogs! !

7. How I wish the sun would shine tomorrow and burn my rotten dream.

8. If I have to start over, I don't want to know you!

9. Girl, can you not be cowardly in front of anyone? Even if you are embarrassed, you will still leave arrogantly.

10, I'm afraid you can't enjoy how gentle I am.

1 1, I finally put it in my hand, why not keep it in my heart?

12, the memory disappeared without a trace.

13. If I were to describe the deepest friendship in ten years, I would say that we used to be very good with homosexuals.

14, you were worried about her loneliness, but you forgot that I was afraid of the cold.

15. If you leave one day, you can only blame yourself for not being good enough to keep you.

An autumn rain

An autumn rain, a what? Sichuan Lao Luo smiled at me and asked. A cold autumn rain, colleagues say this elegant words. An autumn rain, a cold and a spring breeze are all warm. Lao Luo looked out of the window and repeated this sentence like a woman. His eyes are so long that they seem to be stuck on a tall building two kilometers away from the window.

It is an indisputable fact that autumn has come. Although it's still very hot at noon, it will show baldness in summer sooner or later. Outside the window, it is an empty wasteland with broken bricks everywhere. Spring has come, summer has come, and there are many furry Artemisia in the ruins. Artemisia capillaris can give off a special fragrance when steamed in summer. As soon as Xia Feng arrived, it poured in from the window, as if the corner of the house was covered with Artemisia, as if he was walking in the dense rubble of Artemisia. However, it seems that the taste has faded a lot these days, only occasionally I can feel a faint residue when I sip my nose.

Walking on the tree-lined road, the wind slid down from the green branches, and the coolness poured on the sweaty heart. The skin is slightly cold, but I feel very surprised inside. There is no elegant preparation and no sad exercise. The cool illusion seems to be in the bones, the happy impetuous face becomes dignified, and the expression becomes thoughtful, as if the slight cold wind lifted some memories.

I seem to have lost a lot of weight. What is this? I don't know. I just feel pity, but I feel extremely sad. I really want to turn over the past page and reopen it. If you ask me why I want to expose the past, what do I want to do? Silent, I can't answer myself, because I never thought I would have such wishful thinking, and I didn't have the courage to write it again to embellish the old days. Looking from a distance, it was like a rainy day when I was a child, watching the raindrops hanging from the eaves splash in the lamp-shaped puddle. When the water splashed everywhere, the bright sand churned in the puddle, white as green roots and pulled over my eyes like a magnet, and I forgot to play with my companions. When it rained, I forgot to stab the loach and the three-fingered carp girl by the running water. I can't tell you how stupid and impatient it is. I saw myself at that time, and I don't know how I looked at the distance, but I can imagine that my eyes may be longer than Lao Luo's.

Autumn has come, and one season has to be rotated by another. Maybe one mood should be replaced by another. Every day when I walk into the yard, I can't help putting my hand on my forehead and squinting at the sky. The sky is brighter, bluer and cleaner. The noble day seems to reflect my heart into a pure land, with a clear spring gently bypassing it and green grass mixed. You can smell the wine of leaves from a distance, and you can hear the sound of water every two or three miles. No one's feet are disturbed. This is just an imagination, countless imaginations. It only exists in my heart, or in my dreams. My heart will never be touched, which is an illusion. Like the sadness of the sudden arrival of autumn. I tried to get rid of this feeling from my heart countless times, but I never did. Because when the seasons alternate and things change, it subverts me, riding the wind that comes from nowhere. In countless struggling postures, all failed.

An autumn rain is cold. I once imagined the mood of the person who wrote this poem at that time, whether it was the pain of a strong man or the sorrow of a jade girl burying flowers. But I am not him (her) after all, but I can understand this feeling, which is helplessness and pity for people and things. Spring has gone, flowers have fallen, summer has gone, and cold rain has come, and that whooshing sound will lift the strings of sadness that pedestrians are wrapped in dust.

I dare not think!

Looking up out of the window, I saw the wind turning the top of the green tree like a load. One leaf, two leaves, three leaves, four or five leaves, after a slight cold wind, I sighed a little, paused for half an hour, and suddenly plunged into it, as if I could not bear anything, hovering in the air like a drowning child, raising my hands and sinking, floating and sinking, unable to bear to look again.

An egret flew from a distance, from a small white spot on a clean blue background, gradually enlarged into a white W or M. Was that white when it just emerged from the white clouds in the sky, or was it washed out by the new rain last night? Does it understand the sentence "After Rain on an Empty Mountain" that I can't be happy after watching it countless times? It's dawn and autumn is here. Maybe I know. Look at its flying posture. It is so calm and elegant.