The job search is not going well, I feel very annoyed, and I want to lose my relationship.

MM, I appreciate your honesty very much, and you have a certain insight into things, which is very good. Although you have many shortcomings, your own insight is enough. Much better than others. Let’s get down to business. I don’t want to say too many written words here. After all, I’ve been here too. Growing up, I didn’t listen to a lot of the theories my mother told me. Now I only realize it hurts after I hit a nail. You have grown up, and this path of growth has also taken some detours. Let’s not talk about other things. First, let’s talk about your pregnancy. This is more important. I really suggest that you discuss it with your boyfriend before getting rid of him. You I understand the reason why you don’t want it, but it’s very dangerous if you have a spontaneous abortion. If you are not careful, it will hurt your life. This is no joke! ! Don't do it. If you don't want it, just tell your boyfriend directly, and then discuss it and do it. Don't do anything stupid and hurt your body. Only when you have a healthy body can you have the ideals to realize your ambitions.

In terms of work, to put it bluntly, you are a typical person who "wants to eat a big fat man with one bite". Do you know what "high or low is not enough"? You are now living up to this old saying. You have your knowledge, but you have high vision, but other companies look down on you and won’t hire you. You have knowledge, but you don’t want to do low-level jobs (that is, what people usually say Starting from the bottom), it is really troublesome for you to do this. If you want to change, you must first change your values. Although you have learned enough knowledge, there is one thing that you are not good at in society. What you must understand and do is to start from a low level. The things you master and other knowledge will be richer. Judging from my experience in applying for jobs, in fact, what major companies value is not your academic qualifications. How high you are depends on how much ability you have and how much you can do. To give a simple example, for example, in ancient times: there was a scholar who was full of knowledge and always showed off himself in front of everyone with a confident look. This kind of showing off was not intentional, but was caused by the arrogance in his heart, and then he tested it. He was the top pick, but failed. He was not convinced. He felt that there were few people who were more knowledgeable than him in the exam. But why didn't I pass the exam? He went to ask the invigilator, and the invigilator said: You have literary talent, but your literary talent is "dead" and you don't know how to learn and apply it. Does the country want to admit a person who can only talk according to books but doesn't know how to practice? Who will be the top pick? ~! . . This story seems simple and easy to understand, but it is not easy to do the opposite. I have only one simple sentence, don’t be too far away~! ! Once you have a goal, start with the basics of that goal. Don’t dislike the size of the company. Once you have the skills, naturally this small cage won’t be able to fit you. When the time comes, no one will find fault with you when you go to a big company. It will be easier for you. If you don't understand anything now, even if you are admitted, it will be the same. If you can't perform well and get fired, it will be more painful than if you can't apply now. Think about it carefully MM. I wish you get out of trouble soon. Find your new self!