I thought it was an excerpt of a love story?

1. I thought I would cry, but I didn’t. I just stared at your footsteps and forgot to move my already stiff legs; 2. I thought you would like it if I could make you laugh. Fuck me, but I lost, I lost completely, you just left like this, just left, and I was still waiting for you stupidly; 3. I thought we could go on forever, but you left, and I am still where I am. , I will still wait for you to look back, but you don’t, and I won’t, because I am tired, so tired that I don’t even have the strength to wait for you, so I give up; 4. I thought I would forget, but I still will I think of it, but I will bury him in the deepest part of my heart, never touch it again, never open it again; 5. I thought we would reach the end, but you still let go of my hand, and I still think about it. You, but I won’t bother you anymore, because I know we can’t be, so I won’t have extravagant hopes; 6. I thought I could be good, I thought you could be happy, but I still lost, very badly. Completely, I thought I would forget, but I still think of our past and our memories; 7. I thought you would always be there, I thought you would always love, but I was still wrong, so wrong.