/kloc-how much debt do people born after 0/990 have now, and what efforts have they made to pay off their debts?

In order to pay off my debts, I have done many part-time jobs, such as waiter, cleaner, courier, sorting garbage and so on. I have done all the work that ordinary people can do.

I calculated the debt roughly in my mind and found that it will be nearly 200 thousand this year. Every time I think about it, I feel a heavy stone on my chest. My salary is nearly 10,000 yuan a month, and the scattered funds such as part-time jobs are about 2,000 yuan a month.

But this is still not enough. If the monthly rent of 1700 yuan is cancelled, theoretically, it can be paid 1 10,000 yuan a month. But this is just a theory, because I didn't add interest. I don't know how to reduce interest. The only thing I can do is to increase my income.

I also made a daily schedule for myself. Get up at 7: 30 in the morning, get off work at 4: 30 in the evening, deliver takeout from 5: 30 to 9: 00, be your own media from 9: 00 to 12: 00, and entertain yourself from 12: 00 to 1: 00.

I can't remember when it started. Every day, my biological clock starts to go out of whack. I often live in anxiety about paying my debts. I can't eat or sleep, which is my normal state. I like watching Quiet Time on my mobile phone. I can live a normal life for a while, watch videos or play games, and I don't have to worry about work interruption and receiving debt collection messages.

There is always a feeling of sleeping for a long time. Often dream for a long time. I suddenly woke up and saw darkness around me. I quickly pressed the light and glanced at my mobile phone, as if I had only slept for a few minutes. I suddenly got scared. This makes me feel lonely and at a loss. It was at this time that I formed a bad habit, that is, to turn on the light when sleeping.

If I can choose again, I will definitely take the road of debt because I have no other way to go.