After the postgraduate entrance examination: I waited hopelessly, so I made some arrangements.

I still don't understand where my dad got his confidence. He thought his girl would be admitted, just as he thought, I was admitted to the graduate school smoothly.

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I still remember the scene when my father called me one night two days after the postgraduate entrance examination.

"Girl, is it difficult? Is there a bundle? "

"I didn't do well in the English exam, and the professional courses were ok!" I replied in dismay. I was worried that he would be a little disappointed, so I quickly added, "If you can't get it this year, let's take it next year!"

"Can you take the exam next year?"

"Of course, rest assured, that's all right. Not all people who take the postgraduate entrance examination can be admitted at one time. "

After a pause, he said, "Well, don't worry too much. I think I have a good chance of getting in. Let's wait for the results. "

"..." I don't know how to answer.

"Very not easy to finish the exam, have a rest. I still have work to do, you are busy! "

After hanging up the phone, I had mixed feelings.

In fact, facing the road ahead, I really don't know where to go. And I also know that this is what my dad is worried about. He doesn't know where the girl's life will go next.

His greatest wish at present is that she can go to graduate school and find a good job in the future, decent and not dirty. I feel even more ashamed at the thought of this. If I work harder, is it more likely that I won't disappoint my father?

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Although the score is unknown, I really don't have much hope for myself at present. In the afternoon after the English exam, I felt desperate, and the articles I didn't understand kept echoing in my mind.

Although some people will whisper, "Why is it so difficult to write English questions this year?" "If only it hadn't been so high!" "I really don't know what the teacher thinks? Put all these strange questions out? This is obviously a problem for our postgraduate party! " ……

These factors have nothing to do with me. I have learned to look for reasons from myself first. It's all the same question. Although it is difficult, there will always be people who still achieve good results every year. And those who complain about external factors are just making excuses for themselves!

I accept the coming disappointment frankly. I don't blame anyone but myself for not working hard enough. As for the bad result, I enjoy it alone.

So, I was safe during the days when I was waiting for the score. Without hope, there will be no disappointment. This is my mentality at that time. I think that when a person is no longer afraid of failure, his heart can be so strong.

03

Every day after that, I spent it as usual, plain and natural.

The day before the results came out, my best college classmate, Mr. Chen, asked, "Dear, how did you do in the exam?" I know that the scores of some areas such as Henan have come out at this time.

I smiled indifferently and replied, "The minutes haven't come out yet. They won't come out until after ten o'clock tomorrow. " Maybe girls think all the grades are given on the same day.

"Oh, then you won't come out until tomorrow." Obviously, my guess is correct.

The next day, she asked again, "The score will come out soon. What mood? " I replied, "A white face seems dead." These eight words are my truest feelings at that time, a dying mode, and I have no expectations so far.

After ten o'clock, I checked my grades and saw the scores. It's a little dreamy, but it doesn't feel real. It is higher than I expected, but it seems that I should have done it in the exam. I didn't expect it at first, but I was surprised to find that it was ten points higher than last year's national line, which turned out to be a pleasant surprise.

Then, naturally, I told the girl who cared about me that she seemed happier than me: "I knew you wouldn't let us down." It turns out that no hope is the best hope.

Later, I was busy preparing for the second interview and adjustment preparation until I was successfully admitted. Although I thought my performance was poor, I finally achieved my goal.

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Looking back now, that hopeless waiting time was full of calm and strength. Everything is so indifferent, everything is so logical.

No melancholy, no sadness and despair, so firm, a fearless, distressing and respectable look.

Although everyone has such a period of time, you can waste it at will, wander and worry all day long, although you have predicted the outcome of fate, which not only makes you uneasy, but also makes people around you nervous with your nervousness.

On the contrary, you can give up hope. Like me, you seem indifferent, but you are stubborn in your bones. Although you haven't changed anything, you are at ease because life has been quietly promoting your growth.

"There is no doubt about mountains and rivers, and there is another village." I always believe that all the waiting will meet unexpectedly. Whether the result is good or bad, as long as you treat it positively, there will be another arrangement for natural life. ...