Not the life I want. Tell me.

1, my life now is not what I want, I asked for it; I am not qualified to shout pain, but how I became who I am now, who I am now; Can't see the future clearly, can't go back to the past; Experienced ups and downs, finally learned to be silent!

I don't like darkness very much, but life has told me time and time again that you should learn to accept it, not that I don't know, but that I never want to think about things from the dark side. Finally, when I became gloomy, I thought, is this what I want?

My present life is not what I want, I asked for it. I don't regret meeting anyone. I can't see the future clearly now and I can't go back to the past. The rest is silence. I believe that everyone will have a trough, but I still love life after the storm! Come on!

Living like this really makes me tired. This is not what I want at all. I want to escape, away from all this. I'm so depressed ... there are too many tears this year.

My life is not what I want now, and I feel that everything is not going well. The embarrassment at work really made me start to re-examine myself, and there are many shortcomings to be corrected. Friends, love and affection in my life all make me feel that it is not easy to grow up.