What was your most beautiful "slap"?

My grandparents have two sons, and the oldest is my father. My grandparents didn't like me since I was born. According to my menstruation, my grandparents encouraged my father to send me away before the full moon and let me have another child (my father is a civil servant and can't have a second child). It is said that someone has found it, but I gave it up because of my father's firm opposition. Later, when I was 5 years old, my uncle's second son, my cousin, was born, and my grandparents began to get excited again. I adopted my cousin to my father from time to time. Even though I was only five years old at that time, I still remember my grandparents and my father saying that raising girls was a loss. Of course, in the end, my father and my grandparents had a big fight and gave up. As long as it is related to grandparents, my childhood is gray. Because I am a girl, even if my parents were often busy at home because of work when I was a child, I could only go to the next door for dinner. My grandparents won't pick me up for dinner even if it's only a few buildings away. My two cousins eat three meals in the old man's house from birth to school. On holidays, I can only get 10 yuan's red envelopes from my grandpa's milk. My cousin not only has hundreds of red envelopes, but also the latest toy clothes. In fact, the difference in materials is not that important. After all, my parents have always been very kind to me, so I can do whatever I want.

But what hurts me most is the mental injury. When I was a child, I spoke late and my cousin (boss) of the same age spoke early, so it has always been used to set off my cousin's intelligence. Whether I meet relatives or neighbors, my grandparents will belittle me when they praise my cousin. For example, girls are not smart, and the boss (my dad) is also stupid. It's common for you to say that it's useless to have a daughter. From elementary school to junior high school, my cousin and I are in the same class. Has always maintained the first and second position, and my cousin is a famous punk in the school. However, in the eyes of grandparents, I have become synonymous with hard work and plain, while my cousin is just young and ignorant, playful but smart. In the third year of high school, not surprisingly, I was admitted to the high school in the provincial capital, and my cousin barely got admitted to the high school in this city after paying the sponsorship fee. I still remember that before I went to high school, the whole family had dinner together. Grandpa told me that you, a girl, should not study hard. Just find someone to marry in the future. It is useless to study too much. Then the whole dinner kept praising my cousin's cleverness and encouraging him to go to high school and study hard to get into college. I still remember a sentence clearly: "xx, study hard. You think your sister is not as smart as you, and she can study well. This shows that it is not difficult to study hard. As a boy, the girl can't read well. It's up to you to carry forward our family. Grandpa will give you a big red envelope when you go to college in the future. " When I got home, my mother cried and kept telling me that I must work hard and don't really look down on people. Three years in high school is actually quite bitter for me. It's the first time to go far away by myself, surrounded by strangers, and it's the first time to live in a dormitory. The first year of high school in the provincial capital also made me find it difficult to learn, but I gritted my teeth and persisted because I knew I couldn't fail. Fortunately, the college entrance examination was not bad in the end. I still remember the expression on my mother's face when she showed my admission notice to my grandparents. The feeling of excitement, pride and pride seems to have finally been released after so many years of grievances. My grandfather took my admission notice and read it for a long time before muttering: this girl can also be admitted to Peking University, and this boy can get nothing. This is the most beautiful face I have ever hit. Not only for myself, but also for my parents.