Will people get tired of living in one place for a long time?

I am a 19-year-old girl, senior three. He left his hometown and poor countryside for Beijing at the age of seven. I have been in Beijing for twelve years, and now I am a senior three. My registered permanent residence is not in Beijing, so I can't take the college entrance examination. (My brother is a senior in high school and has an account with my father. ) My parents asked me to take the entrance exam or the self-taught exam here in Beijing, and they are going to transfer my account. But I still want to go back to my hometown to take the senior high school entrance examination, get married in my hometown's countryside and live in the county. I know that the countryside and counties and cities in my hometown are poor, which is why my parents broke into Beijing. However, I want to come back, because I am backward and poor. I have been in Beijing for twelve years. I'm really tired of it. I'm tired of tall buildings, pressure and super-fast pace of life. I moved three times in Beijing. The first home, the house around my home, is uncomfortable and breathless. The second time is better. The window of my room faces a park, and I can see some places to breathe. Now I live in a house with an elevator. The curtains in my room have been opened, and I can still see the house. Fortunately, the community looks better, with waterfalls, artificial lakes, pavilions, lawns, fitness areas and trees. However, people on the sidelines say that I am not satisfied, and others can't live if they want to, but I am really tired and have enjoyed everything I should. Besides, these are all bought by my parents. I don't think it belongs to me either. Because I have enjoyed everything I should, I want to live another life for a change. Many people think I'm stupid. My parents' hard work made me who I am now. I should be grateful. Yes, if my dad hadn't broken into Beijing, I couldn't even afford to go to school. In junior high school, gallstones can't afford surgery, so they can only be exhausted. My classmates all say that I am still complaining, saying that I don't know what it is like to have no money. The poor are embarrassed and feel that living in this world is very painful. I think what my classmate said is very reasonable, and I am also inspired, but I want to go back to my hometown because I am tired of staying in Beijing. Tired of Beijing, I have traveled all over Beijing for twelve years, and I am really tired for twelve years. My greatest dream is to live in every city in Shandong. The teacher said that my ideal was very slim. Even if I have the financial strength, when you get married, have children and have concerns, it is estimated that I will give you180 thousand to live in each city for one year, and you will not do it. Now it can be said that a person is full and his family is not hungry, and he thinks about the future with his present thinking, so your idea is immature. After listening to the people around me, I feel very reasonable, but to be honest, I am really tired of Beijing. The busy and tense fast-paced life makes me breathless. I have been here for 12 years. My mother wanted to transfer my account. When we first talked, I said I wouldn't let him transfer my account. I said I hate Beijing, and I'm leaving. Finally my mother ignored me. Later, my mother asked me to take my picture. I don't know why I took pictures, but I didn't ask. The third time, my mother said that she would take a photo of me and transfer my account. At that time, I cried and said that I hated the customs and habits in Beijing. As a result, my mother actually said that the whole country is the same. I started crying and throwing things. My mother ignored me and insisted that I stay in Beijing where I wanted to throw up. Later, when my father came back, I lost my temper and said, I said I would go back to my hometown. Besides, my father told you that I want to go back to my hometown. Why do you want my mother to transfer my account? Why did you impose your idea on me? My parents decided not to transfer my account to Beijing. Now I feel a little selfish, but isn't there such an opportunity in Beijing except Beijing? Jinan, Shanghai, Suzhou, Nanjing and so on. Not bad, and the pressure of the pace of life will not be as great as in Beijing. I am very happy now. After work, I still live in my parents' high-rise apartment and have a car, which can alleviate the pressure of survival for me who just got employed, but to be honest, I am really tired of Beijing. What I said is a bit confusing, but this is what I really think. Many people say that I am stupid, have a good life and don't know how to enjoy it. I use my supervisor to analyze the taste of poverty in the future, but I am really tired.