You are very good, but I am not worthy

Recently, I always feel that I am more sentimental than before, and bursts of sadness and panic always come at once. This may be the so-called anxiety stage of adults.

I always thought that when it came to relationships, I would handle them very neatly, but I didn’t expect that I still overestimated myself.

In terms of feelings, about love. I have always been in a blank state. It's not that I don't want to, it's just that the fate has never arrived.

What I have always been looking forward to is someone who can admire me, who likes me and I also like me, someone who can make me happy. A person who always attracts me with his practical actions.

Because I don’t like to be sloppy, so when I meet someone I don’t like, I will reject it decisively.

I am also a person who is forced to get used to loneliness in life. Once I get used to loneliness, I always think that two people will eventually become lonely after being together. If that's the case, don't start.

I have never liked ambiguity. There are some boys who say they like something but always just talk about it. Although I have not personally experienced the ups and downs of love, for me love is always about either not starting or lasting forever.

Maybe it’s a stubborn thing, maybe it’s too cautious. Friends say that no one will encounter a few scumbags in their lifetime. But I want to say that I am already so miserable. There are so many so-called scumbags. If we treat each other with sincerity, who can be a scumbag?

I always believe that true love still exists in time, maybe mine will come later. I have always believed that as long as it’s you in the end, it doesn’t matter if it’s late.

When you have been used to rejection for a long time, you seem to be unable to understand what it feels like to accept someone, and you don’t even know if this is the feeling of liking someone.

Sometimes you decisively reject someone because you really don’t like them. I just don’t want to have any desire to develop, so since this is the case, I should make it clear from the beginning.

The reason why I didn’t refuse decisively is because I may feel that we can have a good conversation and don’t feel disgusted. So I tried to talk and tried to let myself accept this love, but I still couldn't do it.

I also thought about trying to accept others, but I found that I still couldn't accept it because I was afraid that others would not be able to give me the love I wanted.

In the end, there is only, you are good, but I am not worthy of your liking.

Love itself is a very pure thing, but I always worry too much. We are obviously in a good mood while chatting, but when it comes to whether we can be together, I always choose to escape.

In fact, I am worried about mispayment and worrying about not being able to bear all the pressures from life with me. Because I’m afraid that he won’t be able to bear the hardships I’ve endured, and I’m afraid that he will run away in the end and I will be the only one in the end.

When you can chat with someone about any topic, you don’t need to be as cautious as when chatting with someone you admire.

Chat about whatever comes to mind, and occasionally lose your temper without worrying about the other person finding out that you have a bad temper.

When facing the person you like, you feel nervous, blushing, and your heart beats. He talks incoherently, but if you meet him and say a word to him, you will feel better for the whole day.

In order to meet him by chance, you would rather walk to the bus stop in the opposite direction to where you go home, and then ask, oh, are you taking the bus here? Oh, what a coincidence.

Sometimes, I would even get on the bus he was on, sit at the bus stop where he got off, and then sit back again, and then go home stupidly all the way home...

But when someone deliberately wanted to pull this red thread, I was afraid. I'm afraid that others will discover this little secret in my heart and the fact that I like him, because I feel that he is too good after all.

So in the end, I said, I can’t find someone younger than me, and indeed, it’s someone younger than me. But I know this is just an excuse. The real reason is that he should be matched with a better person, but I am not worthy.

So, this is the difference between you and the person who likes you.

When you are used to being single and accustomed to such a comfort zone, it is really difficult to get out. When you think you are living a good life by yourself, it is really difficult for others to enter your lonely world.

Everyone’s concept of love is different. Some people may like fast-food love, which is simple and exciting without being responsible.

Some people just want to be single for a long time and find someone they can be with for a long time.

And I happen to belong to the latter. And which one do you belong to?

So, when you are alone now, you should love yourself well. I believe that you will always wait for the person who makes you happy.

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