How to write slowly without expectation?

1, have no hope for feelings, just want to get rich. How many people can say this sentence. It's not that they don't love, but that they dare not love any more.

2, talked about a love, really scared. I no longer have hopes and expectations for love and marriage. Two people are really not as good as me, and there are not so many half-hearted and guesses.

3. The beaten place still hurts, and the wound is still bright red. But now Russia is not what it used to be, and it is not so easy to guess and deal with. Good at collecting, hiding, pretending, and no longer have hopes and extravagant hopes for feelings.

4, no longer have any hope for feelings, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

5. There are too many realities, and we always tear our love into pieces and then abandon it until we no longer believe in love or have no hope for feelings, and then we can calm down even when we are rejected, and then adults tell us; You are mature.

6, silence, because I began to disappoint the silent people, the deepest love, silent heart, the heaviest injury, I wronged, I cried in my heart. I really loved someone, and it's hard to choose to leave. After layers of twists and turns in my heart, I struggled again and again, and my heart was sadder than death, until I was completely disappointed with that person, until I no longer had hope for my feelings, and I took out the last trace of attachment and refused to leave.