Tell me about my retirement.

After retirement, I deleted the contacts added in my mobile phone because of my work, and cleared all the work information in my mind. From then on, there was no telephone noise, no work stress, and I was extremely relaxed and happy. Finally, I can do anything I want.

After retirement, I don't want to talk about people and things in the past. Sometimes I pass by my former unit and just take a deep look. After all, that's where I spent my youth and hard work. But I never bother anyone, and I don't want anyone to bother me. For some parties and invitations, I refused everything I could. Even at the wedding reception of my colleagues' children, I gave them red envelopes and said I was sorry for watching the children at home. No matter what role a person plays on the social stage, whether beautiful or lonely, as long as he retires, the story is over. It is the most important thing to fulfill family obligations honestly and do more things for children to make up for the guilt of not taking good care of children because of busy work when I was young. So I choose to serve my daughter wholeheartedly, bring up my eldest brother and second child, and make myself more tired than going to work, but tired and happy.

Now that my nanny work has come to an end, my husband is still at work, and I enjoy a happy life at home alone. Sleep until you wake up naturally every day, then have a simple breakfast and start doing what you want. I am not an elegant person. I know nothing about piano, chess, painting and calligraphy. I know a little about poetry and songs. I like drinking tea, but I don't know the tea ceremony. I like reading, but my eyes are not good. Just sitting on the sofa, watching TV for a while, playing mobile phone for a while, sitting tired, lying down, lying tired, walking around, never feeling lonely, not bored, just playing by myself, having fun with relish.

This ease, this calmness, is the retirement life I want most.