Express your feelings after the crash.

Life is so unruly sometimes. When you live carefully, it never says a word, but once you make a mistake, it will give you a blow. Life is sometimes unfair. As a new driver, I have been carrying out my coach's instruction while learning to drive. I never put any pressure or risk on other drivers. I only honked the horn five times since I drove, and two of them were still on the road test. My driving habits are similar to those of ordinary people. I am friendly and respectful to others. But even if you don't take care of me, you still make me "pay a lot of tuition"; Life likes to play jokes on you sometimes, but it only takes me to pull my pants after I quit my job and look forward to a holiday, so that I can fall down hard.

Driving is a strange thing in itself, even an experienced driver will die for an errand he has never played. Think about it, not just driving. Many times in life, it is a temporary negligence or paralysis that leads to regret. Well, sometimes it's not easy to live.

Yes, sometimes life is really hard.

It is said that good things don't come in pairs, and bad things follow.

Now sitting in front of the computer, recalling what happened in the past few months, I only feel that I am unfortunate and it is not easy to be with myself.

I made up my mind to leave my job for four years and know my colleagues for four years. After a holiday, I started from scratch with confidence, and the car accident came unexpectedly. Just when I returned home with mixed feelings and tried to relax, I didn't expect that a relative abroad was once again caught in emotional entanglements. Inevitably, I was involved in the incident again. Whether I like it or not, I will communicate with him, my parents, my relatives and many friends to appease all parties. Back in Melbourne, I had a headache about the cost of repairing the car. I spent my energy looking for spare parts and trying my best to find a new job, which exhausted my mood and made me know myself again. At this time, the worse news came: my uncle who helped me was terminally ill and his life entered the countdown. Imagine, maybe two or three years later, I just made a difference, and finally I can go back to the person who cared about me and I can only say thank you at his grave with regret; What I didn't expect was that when I thought that I would spend this year alone as in previous years, I seemed to see the possibility that I could no longer live alone. Unfortunately, the opportunity was missed before I started trying.

Faced with these, I can only comfort myself. Life always has its ups and downs. Life will not be smooth sailing, but it is impossible to be depressed forever. Maybe I'm going through a low tide now. How can we reach orgasm without ebbing tide? It's just that my low tide is too long and too low. I have to tell myself not to give up and not to lose heart every day. So I told myself that things will develop in a positive direction one day, as long as I continue to work hard; So I told myself that if it is gold, it will shine sooner or later; So I told myself that at this moment, some people are experiencing greater pain. If they can survive, then I have no reason to be defeated.

So, I unscrewed the key, buckled my seat belt, turned on the music and drove on.