Tell me about your jealous experience. What kind of vinegar have you eaten?

When my boyfriend and I were sophomores. In fact, before this, we both had a good impression on each other, but the two of us never stabbed enough.

Until one day, our school held a literary evening to welcome new students. That night, a girl in our class, that is, his hometown, confessed to him. At that time, this confession ceremony caused a great sensation in our school, including me. I was really unhappy at that time, but because my relationship with him was still uncertain, I didn't show it. But he just read my mind, and then he took my hand and said in front of everyone, "Sorry, this is my girlfriend. I love her very much and will always love her. "

? Then, we inexplicably decided to fall in love. What he did that night surprised me, but I was happier. Because it is really a very happy thing to be expressed in this way by a person who has quietly liked it for a whole semester.

? After that, his fellow villagers still didn't give up completely. They often care about him and greet him on qq, and he will talk to her and care about her occasionally. Because we have just been together for a long time, not to mention that person is his hometown. Maybe I can't understand how kind it is for a person to study abroad and meet his hometown. So, even if I really wanted him to delete her, I kept my mouth shut. As long as they don't do anything wrong, I can tolerate it and force myself to endure it.

Until one time later, his fellow villager asked him to borrow 200 yuan, and he asked me if I would take it. I thought that he should take the initiative to refuse for me instead of asking me to beg him, so I said, "Whatever. Look at you. " I didn't expect him to transfer the money to her without saying anything. I was really angry when I found out. I was obviously uncomfortable and didn't pretend to be okay. I lost my temper with him: "What do you mean? What do you take me for? This is your hometown. You often greet each other on qq. I put up with it, but what do you mean you won't lend her money now? Just use me as a decoration? You care so much about her. Why did you refuse her? It's good to be with people. Why? Do you like being a central air conditioner? " He smiled inexplicably and was very happy when he saw me lose my temper. Seeing his performance, I turned to leave, but he hugged me and said, "You are finally jealous. I thought you didn't care about me at all. You are so cute when you are jealous. "

At that time, the first feeling in my heart was that he was despicable and invincible, but I felt so warm at that time. It's the feeling that I want to hit him but I can't bear to hit him. He told me how much he once wanted me to be jealous and how much he wanted me to let him delete his hometown, because he just wanted to know what it was like to be cared about by me soon after being together.

Of course, sweetness is just the beginning. Before I was with him, I knew that he had several ex-girlfriends, all of whom had been hurt by him, and some of them had not let her go yet.

Once, when I was playing with his mobile phone, I accidentally saw someone say to him on his qq: "Your current girlfriend is less than one-third as long as xx." He didn't answer. When he found out that I saw this, he deleted the woman, but she just didn't reply. I hope he can kill her for me, but he won't do it. He refuses to do it. So, I was very angry with him. "Why don't you get angry when people say that about me?" He is silent if he doesn't talk. Later, he told me that he had hurt the girl before, so he didn't want to have any problems with him now. what can I do? I can only bear it and accept my fate.

? After that, all his ex-girlfriends added him qq one after another, but he refused. After refusing, I look at his space every day. After reading his space, I look at my space. Then I really didn't like it and complained to him, "Your ex-girlfriends are watching our space every day, waiting for us to break up!" He always said that I was imagining things, and then he silently set the space to be open only to friends, and I was immortal, showing love in the space from time to time, in order to choke those seniors.

He is not particularly attractive, but his appearance is ok and he is cold to the outside world, so he has the charm of overbearing president. In order to prevent a blind person like me from looking at him again, whenever he goes to a new place, he will finally add: "I have a girlfriend, I love her very much, and I will love her forever." Every time his friends are obedient to me, I just want to proudly say that he did it consciously, not that I taught him (proud face ~).

? what can I say? I've been with him for almost three years, and I'm jealous. I really believe him. In recent years, I have seen some changes he has made for me, and I have always kept them in mind. I hope we will be happier and happier in the future.