A teenager who once hid in his heart when he was young.

"Long time no see, I miss it very much."

This is the beginning of our story.

In fact, it was just a joke at that time, but somehow it inspired the scattered starlight in my heart and merged into a galaxy.

That's senior three. He is my front desk. Because of the epidemic, the whole class is sitting at a table alone, and the front and back tables are almost equivalent to the previous deskmate relationship.

I didn't do well at that time, especially in physical chemistry. The formula can't be used attentively, and the principle and reaction are not clear. All day, I was afraid that the teacher would suddenly let me go on stage to write a topic; In private, I feel inferior and always feel that I can't do anything.

But he's different. He is a famous "great god" in his class. This title stems from the fact that he once solved a chemistry problem in class and saw the answer at a glance, but the teacher who explained it didn't understand it. He is also a pistachio, and it seems that he can't hold back without saying a few words under any circumstances.

After meeting him, I became different.

I hardly talked with others throughout the last semester of senior three. First, there is no confidence; Secondly, I am used to my embarrassing situation because of my own achievements.

Less than three days after I changed my seat next semester, he inexplicably opened my mouth. We even found in small talk that we met in an extracurricular class three years ago. After that, we got to know a lot, but we didn't say anything else.

I remember it was a rainy morning, and I walked in front with an umbrella. It's not completely bright yet, and because of the rain, the vision is blurred, and the whole person is stunned. Vaguely, I heard someone calling my name

At first, I thought I heard wrong. I took a few steps forward and heard a similar sound. So, I stopped, stopped and looked back.

I saw him.

He shouted at me from behind with a big black umbrella. "It's so early today!" "You too."

What others may not understand is that at that moment, I was really moved. How long has it been? I've been walking alone. Sometimes I accidentally meet someone I know, and then I bypass someone I know. I'm afraid to call out that familiar name easily. It's just that the fragile heart has prepared an unwarranted ending for this process. What I am afraid of is indifference and silence in the eyes of others.

But sometimes, the weaker, the more sensitive and the more fragile. I never think that all other people's words and deeds are born of my own doubts. Even if it comes true, it's not your own fault, but someone else's fault. There is no need to talk to him again, just try to be yourself. He taught me this.

On weekdays, I am used to being humble and transparent in front of everyone. I thought no one would care about this class, but at this moment, everything changed. It seems that everything is telling me that I don't deserve it, but I deserve it.

I found that life doesn't seem as bad as I thought, and I don't have such a bad impression in others' hearts. Just because my grades are poor, I may not be qualified as a student in a key class, but it does not mean that I am an unqualified person.

Later, I accidentally got the first place in my class in math. At that time, the test scores in the class will be ranked from the first to the last and posted in front of the classroom.

At first, I didn't know I had failed in the exam, but I knew I wouldn't do well in it. So I want to have a look after class. But when I really found out, I panicked again. I am even sadder to think that the list of shame will be put on for another week.

At noon, I was sitting without my mind. He put a piece of paper folded a few centimeters into my hand, and I saw it was a report card.

"This is ..."

"Take it back and stick to it ..."

"Can I take this away?"

"Why not? I took it away if I didn't do well in the previous exam. Why don't I do well in the next exam? "

I acquiesced at that time.

Now I think, sometimes, you really need to do something unconventional, such as taking away that report card that makes you lose face. Not all compliance is correct, and the premise of compliance is not to hurt yourself. You hurt yourself, no matter how hard it is, you have to change, and you can pursue the success you can expect next time by breaking the routine.

Since then, our relationship has been very good, and I often ask him what I don't understand. Because he treats him sincerely every time, I gradually hide him in my heart.

Who didn't hide another person in his heart when he was young? This person may not be perfect sometimes, but his behavior and thoughts are so different from yours. It can even affect you and change you.

I remember the Chinese teacher in high school once told us what she saw: "The books you read and the people you loved are all hidden in your temperament."

I guess it's true.

He changed me, and made me more confident, harder and better after senior three. I am no longer afraid to seek the help of outstanding people, and I am no longer sentimental. If you put your energy into practice, you will naturally gain something.

Later, we opened it. But I went to the future with the efforts and confidence he gave me. Sometimes he will call my name behind my back and catch up with me as before. Sometimes you say something stupid to me, which makes others look back and smile, but we never care. Everyone seems to know each other's intentions, but they just hide their hearts.

Isn't it like this to like someone? I hope I can be better and closer to him, even if it is the position on the ranking table and the number on the report card. I hope I can become better and deserve the word like.

In this class, because of my weakness, I have to hide all the light and emotions, which has become the purity that others mistakenly think. It was not until I met him that I opened my heart, spoke my mind and smiled. Even the formulas he wrote me and the topics he talked about were hidden in the book.

At that time, I thought it was very simple, that is, I hoped that one day, I could be worthy of his Excellence. But in fact, he saved me and made me. Pull me up in the swamp-covered wasteland, point out a way, light a lamp for me and let me go forward. And I passed the college entrance examination successfully, and my grades are already very satisfactory.

Later, we all went to an OK university, in two different cities. Although we lost contact, we all got what we wanted.

I hope that one day, we can meet again at a higher peak.

At that time, I would definitely say:

"Thank you for coming into my life."

"Long time no see, I miss it very much."