Living is a joke.

If time could go back to 20 years ago, I would never have thought that I would be like this 20 years later.

Although she was not rich from a small family, at that time, she had pride and backbone. At the age of dreaming, the little girl will fantasize that she has grown up and become beautiful, wearing beautiful skirts and high heels. Of course, I will fantasize about meeting a prince charming in college and living happily together …

The reality is cruel. I haven't changed much since I grew up. I don't like to wear high heels and skirts because it's too inconvenient and tiring. I was admitted to the university, but I didn't meet Prince Charming. Because of professional reasons, there are more women than men, and the quality is still a long story. Therefore, in college, a love didn't happen, which became a great regret in life.

Stepping into society, the only pride and backbone left in my bones were razed to the ground by the cruelty of society. Love, if I didn't get it when I was a student, may be gone in my life. There is no love in the simplest and simplest environment. When I step into the society, marriage is the matching of resources. At this moment, I realized, silly girl! Our father didn't accumulate a good social background, and you are not excellent yourself. How good you are looking for!

After marriage, daily necessities, old people and children, poor couples, everywhere show their incompetence, dare not change, can not sleep every day. The laughter of adults is somewhat true. You're not really happy. It is. Being alive has become the most disdainful and annoying appearance when I was a child …