I really don’t want to commit suicide and let others laugh at me, but I really can’t do anything. I spent tens of thousands of dollars to ruin my family. My parents don’t understand, my girlfriend

Hold on, everything will pass! It doesn’t matter what others say, it’s how you treat it that counts! Start from scratch, start from little things, strengthen your confidence, and work hard. I believe that within a few years, you will make back the money you lost, and others will look at you better! Keep your head down and work hard, brother!