Lu Xiaoguo, I won’t make you cry again.

One? "My brother loves gourds the most"

I always make Lu Xiaoguo cry. In her five years of life, I had never played the role of an older brother well. Until one night after dinner, my mother took Lu Xiaoguo for a walk outside the community. My mother said that as soon as she left the community gate and walked less than a hundred meters, Lu Xiaoguo stopped leaving. She stared blankly across the road and yelled "Gourd, Gourd" to my mother.

My mother looked up and saw that there was a motorcycle selling candied haws on the opposite side of the road parked on the roadside. After my mother realized that the gourds in Lu Xiaoguo's mouth turned out to be candied haws, she came home at night and beat me up. She said, Lu Xiaobei, you are a bastard, you even cheated my sister's candied haws. But that’s all for another day.

At that time, Lu Xiaoguo ate too many sweets, and countless holes were drilled out of her teeth by bugs, which often caused pain when she ate hard food. My mother said Guo Guo was good, but her teeth hurt after eating candied haws.

Lu Xiaoguo raised his head and said to my mother, "My brother loves gourds the most."

When they came back in the evening, I was sulking alone in the house. I was 17 years old at the time, and it was the first time in my life that I confessed my love to a girl and was rejected by her. I don’t know whether she was impatient and wanted me to give up completely, or whether she didn’t take my poor self-esteem into consideration at all. She said I don’t like ugly boys. My old face was white and red with shame, and in the next few classes, I only heard one sentence in my ears: ugly boys.

When Lu Xiaoguo knocked on the door, I was still looking at my face in the mirror. Before I was rejected by that girl, I never thought there was anything wrong with boys having small eyes, single eyelids, and wearing glasses. Now looking at myself in the mirror, I wanted to smash the glass. I finally recognized the reality. I just cursed in my heart, Lu Xiaobei, you are so damn ugly.

"Who is it?" My heart was full of teenage worries, and my tone was very unfriendly.

"Brother, I am Guoguo." She said in a sweet voice outside the door.

"Oh, Guoguo, find a cooler place to stay. Brother, something will happen." I vented my resentment on Lu Xiaoguo. She was born to the same parents. We almost don't look like brothers and sisters. Uncles and aunts who had met Lu Xiaoguo joked: "Old Lu, where did you two steal this girl? You two can't give birth to such a beautiful daughter."

Maybe this is a small probability event, although Unlikely, but it became a reality in our family. I can guarantee that Lu Xiaoguo is the biological daughter of my father and my mother. I was outside the ward when my mother gave birth to her, and my father was also there, so there is no way it can be faked. Of course, my dad didn’t give my mom the chance to find someone else to improve our family’s genes. Therefore, Lu Xiaoguo, who has been like a little princess since birth, standing with everyone in this family reminds me of a modification method in Chinese language: contrast.

"Brother, open the door. Guoguo bought a gourd for you to eat." She was still knocking on the door outside.

I opened the door and scolded her: "Lu Xiaoguo, are you bothered?" She brushed her hand behind her back and stretched it out to the front. She was holding a bunch of Candied haws.

"Brother, you love gourds the most." She stretched her hand towards me in the air, and when I took the candied haws from her hand, tears burst out of my eyes.

Half a year ago, I took Lu Xiaoguo to kindergarten. On the way, I met the aunt next door from her hometown in the countryside. She used the hawthorn grown at home to make candied haws and sell it on site, and the business was very good. Lu Xiaoguo sweetly said hello, aunt, and got a bunch of big candied haws in exchange. I was extremely jealous, so I told her that this was a gourd and children should not eat it.

Lu Xiaoguo was a little hesitant. After all, the candied haws looked delicious, so it didn’t mean that he couldn’t eat it. Seeing that she didn't believe it, I took out my cell phone and called my mother. I pressed the speaker phone and said on the phone: "Mom, tell Lu Xiaoguo whether the gourd can be eaten. Someone gave her a gourd on the way and she had to eat it.

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My mother, who didn’t know what was going on, said firmly on the phone: “How can you eat the gourd? Xiaoguo, be good and don’t eat the gourd. Mom will come back and cook something delicious for you in the evening.” "

Later, after I finished eating the candied haws, I threw the bamboo stick into the trash can at the entrance of the kindergarten. I also told Lu Xiaoguo: "I will give my brother gourds to eat in the future. My brother loves gourds the most." ”

My tears kept flowing, and my heart hurt terribly. It was not because of my sad love, but because of a joke I once inadvertently made, but my dear sister Lu Xiaoguo took it seriously.

Let’s watch Little Demon Fairy with you

For a while, Lu Xiaoguo was obsessed with Balala Little Demon Fairy. She loved watching Balala Little Demon Fairy to an outrageous degree. All the time she was at home, the TV shows were always "Balala Energy, Sharo Sharo, Little Demon Fairy, and Whole Body Transformation." "

Yes, I have memorized this transformation spell. I can only miss countless NBA live broadcasts and pass by my dear Kobe.

Not only did my mother not come out to seek justice, but she also bought her a complete set of DVDs, a glowing magic wand, and a shining silver crown.

Later, it developed to the point where Lu Xiaoguo would only shout with the magic wand. When the spell comes out, everyone in the family has to cooperate with her to make her magic fairy dream come true. I can't complain about this, so I basically ignore her when she is in a good mood, and only deal with it when she is in a bad mood. Pretending not to hear, Lu Xiaoguo could only complain to my mother.

It was a weekend and the NBA All-Star Game was broadcast live at 8:00 in the morning. I got up at 7:50 and ran away with my blanket. We went to the sofa in the bedroom, and it turned out that Lu Xiaoguo got up earlier than me. My mother was making breakfast in the kitchen, and Lu Xiaoguo was watching Balala Little Magic Fairy alone on the sofa, so she picked it up when she saw me coming out. The Magic Fairy Stick shouted at me: "Gu Na La is the God of Darkness, that strange, black energy. ”

Can you imagine a four-and-a-half-year-old kid occupying the TV and not letting you watch the All-Star Game, and shouting spells at you to make you cooperate? I was filled with anger. I got up, feeling evil, and threw away the quilt and lay down. I said, "Ah, I'm going to die." "After that, she closed her eyes and remained motionless, with some saliva spitting out of the corner of her mouth.

Lu Xiaoguo was stunned. She ran to me with the magic wand and stretched out her hand to shake me, and found that I didn't move. Lu Xiaoguo is usually on TV I have also seen scenes of people dying, and I know that after death, they will never move or speak again. The next thing that I regretted happened, Lu Xiaoguo dropped the magic stick in his hand and laid his whole body on my chest.

She cried heartbrokenly, and kept saying: "Brother, don't die. Guoguo stopped grabbing the remote control. Brother, don’t die. "

Just when I was so moved by her that I was about to get up and tell her that I was alive again, my mother heard crying and came out with a cooking spatula in her hand.

As soon as she saw this scene, she knew what was going on. She rushed over to me with the shovel. I was still pressed by Lu Xiaoguo, so she didn't dare to get up for fear of falling, and my mother's shovel fell. On my lap.

"You little bastard, you lied to my sister again. I will beat you to death." "Although her thunder was loud and the raindrops were small, it was a spatula after all. It hurt so much that I twisted around. Lu Xiaoguo noticed that I was moving again, opened his red eyes and said, "Brother, you are not dead. After saying that, she smiled, lay on me and kept saying, "Brother is alive, brother is alive." ”

My mother was embarrassed by her. She glared at me with a spatula and went to the kitchen. I got up from the ground, picked up Lu Xiaoguo, put her on my lap, and covered me with the quilt. The two were wrapped together.

I said: "Guoguo, my brother has been bullying you, why were you crying just now. ”

三I will take good care of you

Lu Xiaoguo still peed his pants when he was four years old. During a holiday, his parents took over temporary tasks in the factory and worked overtime. The task of watching Lu Xiaoguo during the day fell on my shoulders.

I will accompany her to watch Balala Little Fairy in the morning and take her to the park in the afternoon.

As a sixteen-year-old boy, the last thing I like to do is to change her wet pants. So every afternoon before I take her to the park, I tell her not to wet her pants. I don’t like children who wet their pants. Lu Xiaoguo hesitated when he nodded that day, but I didn't pay attention.

When I got to the park, I walked around with her for three hours. It was already six o'clock in the afternoon when I got home. It was getting cold by then, and Lu Xiaoguo's and mine's hands were cold when we got home.

After dinner, I went inside to play games, but within an hour my mother kicked in the door and came in. Her face was livid, and I knew something was wrong, so I quickly jumped onto the bed and pulled the quilt across my chest.

"Lu Xiaobei, is this how you look at your sister?" My mother asked me in a cold voice without taking action.

"What's wrong? I didn't take good notice of her." I asked, leaning on the quilt on my chest.

"She peed her pants. Why didn't you take her home to change her pants? In such a cold day, she wore wet pants and was blown by the wind for more than two hours. Did you know that she even caught a cold?" My mother After saying that, he looked at me with a disappointed look on his face and went out.

I sat on the bed and hugged the quilt for a long time, unable to react. Lu Xiaoguo didn't say he needed to pee? Didn't she say she peed her pants? She didn't say it was cold? Why did you catch a cold?

I threw away the quilt and got out of bed and went to my parents' room. Lu Xiaoguo was lying on the bed wrapped in her quilt, with a steaming towel on her forehead. My father went out to buy medicine for her and was not there. My mother saw me coming in, got up and walked out.

I sat next to Lu Xiaoguo. Her eyes were open and her face was red. I could tell at a glance that she was in pain.

"Brother." Lu Xiaoguo called me.

I said: "Guoguo, why didn't you tell your brother that you wet your pants?"

She said: "Brother doesn't like children who wet their pants." Her voice sounded Too aggrieved. I remembered what I said to her before I came out in the morning, and I wanted to give myself two big mouths.

I said: "Guo Guo, brother is joking with you. My brother loves our Guo Guo the most. I have to tell him when I wet my pants in the future. If Guo Guo catches a cold, no one will accompany me to watch Ba La La." "The little magic fairy."

I picked up the magic fairy wand she had in her hand and pressed the switch, and the magic fairy wand started to glow in various colors.

I said: "Balala energy, Wuta."

Lu Xiaoguo closed her eyes with laughter. I put the hot towel back on her and she opened it again. He looked at me and said: "Brother, you mispronounced it. It's Balala energy, Wuta, Wutala. Give magic elixir."

I scratched my head, it seems that I need to remember Not good enough. I just memorized the spell when I watched it with her two days ago, but I can't remember it anymore.

I said: "Guoguo, dad will bring you the magic elixir right away. When you get better, my brother will take you out to play. Okay?"

She nodded and said, "Brother, I'm sleepy." I touched her head and asked her to close her eyes, then sat on the edge of the bed and watched her sleep.

Actually, there is one sentence I haven't said yet. But there’s no need to say it out loud. I know, I will definitely do it.

That sentence is: "From now on, I will definitely take good care of you."

Yes, I use my happiness, my love, and all my guarantees : I will definitely take good care of you and prevent you from crying again.

No more, I have to leave. Our Lu Xiaoguo woke up, and she called for her brother.