My parents always say that I have poor self-discipline and blame me blindly. Talking to me is about studying, which makes me very upset.

Life always goes through a certain stage, and you are at this age. Nowadays, the competition is so fierce. Parents subconsciously regard college as the most basic way out for your future. This is understandable. You should look at it from their perspective. They don’t want you to delay your future because of playing. Who doesn’t want their own future now? Is the child okay? There is also the issue of playing with classmates. In fact, at that time, we didn’t really like to play with classmates who were good at studying. My parents at home would say that if you play with others all day long, they are so good at studying, why are you so bad? So my advice to you now is to put study first and face the current position and environment. Another thing is to find a friend who has the same hobbies as you. It's not about having many partners but having the best. Having one or two close friends is enough. There is no need to integrate with too many people too early, as it will not do you much good. Going to college and entering society is the time when you really need to use these. The relationships you build at that time are the ones that will affect your life...