What are the lines of Fanyi's long monologue in the drama "Thunderstorm"

Fan (opening the window, taking a breath, muttering to himself) It’s extremely hot and stuffy, I really can’t live here anymore. I hope that I

will become the crater of a volcano today, and that I will burn everything clean after a violent explosion, and then I will fall into the glacier and freeze to death

, only burning passionately once in a lifetime is enough. What I have passed is finished, and hope is probably dead as well. Hum,

I have prepared everything, come on, those who hate me, come on. Those who disappoint me, those who call me jealous, come here

I am waiting for you. In Act II