Once the sea was difficult for water, so the old friend seemed to follow me in my dream-a record of my great partner: Li Jianqiu

Once the sea was difficult for water, so the old friend seemed to follow me in my dreams-Remember my great partner: Li Jianqiu

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Today, people don't know the hardships of the old days. Once a new person is replaced by an old one, the sea is difficult for water in a blink of an eye, but it is an old friend who laughs and dreams of staying.

I don't know if I've read too many miscellaneous books recently, so that I have some dreams, and I dreamed of my childhood friend-Li Jianqiu several times. So that when I woke up, I looked out the window at the quiet night, thinking about the dreamland and naivety of these nights, and I couldn't help laughing ...

Li Jianqiu was my first male partner when I was a child. That year, I was two years old, and he was sixteen years old. The so-called swordsman was full of autumn colors, and his name was absolutely worthy of his name: his eyebrows were like swords, his eyes were full of autumn water, and his posture was tall and straight.

when I first met him, I was playing with the earth by myself. In the relatively closed 198s, a small iron bucket, a small shovel, a small yard and a pile of sand were enough for a two-year-old child to play for half a day. In the sunset, he strolled in the glow of the sun, smiling quietly from far and near, watching me perform all by myself, and suddenly an adult was serious about his own entertainment. At first, I showed my superb clay tricks without looking up, perhaps because I saw my Wang Po-style boasting, or because my clay works were not satisfactory. His appreciation gradually changed from silent support at first to continuous laughing with sound. I glared at his ridicule instinctively and declared loudly: Stay away from my property!

Grandma who was chatting in the distance heard my voice for the first time, and got up in a hurry to find out that it was him, so she was relieved and said to me: This is Brother Jianqiu, the grandson of Grandma Ziyi. At this time, I noticed his true face: a white dacron shirt with green army pants and shoes, his arms crossed and folded on his chest at will, and he was looking at me with a happy laugh for fun.

"He trampled on my cake." I pointed at him with glaring eyes and complained to my grandmother. He didn't know the difference, so he smiled and asked his grandmother, Who is this little boy? He is quite powerful. "She is my granddaughter, Linlin. She is two years old this year. Come and ask your grandmother for the key." Grandma's tone was obviously that she liked him very much, and she kept chatting for a while. He nodded in response and looked at me: "It turned out to be a little girl. I thought it was a little boy. A little girl should wear a little skirt. Why didn't you wear it?" He began to tease me, "I don't like wearing small skirts, I just like my radish pants." I proudly straightened up and showed him my radish pants as I answered. "Such dirty radish pants, you are a child." He continued to consume my simplicity and enjoy his happiness. At this time, I found that my most proud radish pants were covered with dirt marks. Under embarrassment and loss, I still tried to fight back: "You are the little dirty child who was picked up. I am my grandfather's favorite child. You trampled on my cake. You have to pay for it. If you don't pay for it, I will let my father catch you." "So awesome!" He laughed even louder, almost shaking his head. "OK, I'll pay you." As he said, he bent down and casually grabbed a handful of soil and threw it at me. I was caught off guard and instantly became a native from head to toe. Looking at my embarrassed and dirty expression, he even laughed, and simply squatted on the ground with his hands and looked at me for fun.

Where there is oppression, there is resistance. In extreme anger, I directly picked up the small iron bucket in my hand and ran to him madly, pouring the whole bucket of soil on him. Because I was squatting, I was also careless, but he couldn't stand up and avoid it, and his hair turned earthy with a white dacron shirt. At first, I was afraid that he would hit me, so I ran away desperately, only to find that he didn't chase me at all. Obviously, he cares more about his brand-new and fashionable dacron shirt than his dirty hair. Unfortunately, the dirt is dirt, and no matter how it is treated, it can't turn white. After slapping for a while, he simply let it go and began to look around my trail with his eyes. When he found me hiding in the corner and peeking at him not far away, he waved his hand directly and shouted to me loudly: ". "

I hesitated in doubt. He didn't see me coming, so he just ran to me. When I saw that the situation was not good, I ran away, but someone else was good at it. He caught me a few times and looked at my frightened expression. He directly locked my body with his hands and said to me," Look, I'm dirty, too. Even if it's even, let's make friends. " I turned my head to ignore him, and he simply laughed: "You can call me Li Jianqiu in the future, and I will call you Linlin."

In this way, I started to call him Li Jianqiu, but he never called me by my name. Since then, whenever he came to ask his grandmother for the key, he would take the initiative to ask me to play for a while, and my grandmother was obviously happy to have a familiar person to play with me, saving her a lot of time for small talk. Under his initiative, we always went from just saying hello to playing around without any worries. I learned that he wanted to be a soldier after graduating from junior high school, to see the world in Shanghai, and to have a plum blossom watch, etc. Although I didn't know what a soldier was, where Shanghai was, and what a plum blossom watch was, I learned how to beat a boy in a fight, how to climb a tree, how to climb a house, and I also learned many novel and interesting places and things: for example, how to play the equipment used for training firefighters at the entrance of the instrument factory at that time. How to ride a bicycle, how to play chess and Go, how to talk to the aunt in the pastry shop in the mall to get free cakes, and how to know that there is a musical instrument called violin that plays beautifully, and so on.

during that time, I felt how gorgeous and beautiful the adult's world was for the first time, and for the first time I publicly showed my friends how much my big partner Li Jianqiu knew, and how much my skills grew when I played with him. Every time I learned something new from Li Jianqiu and showed it to my friends, I felt proud and powerful when I looked at their expressions of envy or jealousy or disdain.

Gradually, I got into a habit of playing with children or by myself during the day. In the afternoon, when Li Jianqiu went to school, I packed myself up early, standing alone at the courtyard gate of my grandmother's house, patiently waiting for jian li Qiu Lai to play with me. During that time, Li Jianqiu was also very interesting. He basically asked her grandmother for the key as soon as school was over, and then he came to play as promised. He was a good friend. Sometimes he brings me gadgets. What makes me most happy is that he never treats me like a child, neither lets me down nor dotes on me, and sometimes laughs at me. His frankness and frankness make me feel a sense of existence and accomplishment. I am willing to give full play to myself in front of him, act spontaneously and speak freely. In his eyes, I am willing to show my strengths proudly and frankly, and he will bring me more while being happy and amused. I know a lot of people and things in No.3 Middle School, and I also know some of his likes and dislikes. It can be said that every minute with him, I feel full of energy, confidence and harvest.

In order to play with him better, I started to run around and play around during the day, as long as it was the surrounding areas he mentioned, as large as government agencies and small as community miscellaneous hospitals and shopping malls and canteens, and as long as I could get in, I ran all over, and then I waited for jian li Qiu Lai to find me with my day's harvest at night. During that time, I was happy to play wildly and chat with him, and I was hopeful every day.

Good times are always fleeting. Just when I was enjoying every day with Li Jianqiu, one afternoon two years later, Li Jianqiu suddenly stopped coming. I started to get angry and then began to lose. After waiting for a week, I accidentally learned a message from my grandmother's gossip: Li Jianqiu went to the army and went far away, so he could no longer play with me.

At this time, I am four years old, so I can't do whatever I want any more. Under the arrangement of my parents, I went to HNA Kindergarten in the military region and began to care for the whole year. The rigid and strict kindergarten life seriously destroyed my lively and free personality. During the one and a half years here, I began to shed tears for the first time, began to miss my carefree free life, and began to miss Li Jianqiu. My personality began to change greatly: for a biscuit after dinner, I learned falsehood and disguise, honesty and obedience, and how to avoid corporal punishment. I changed, and I was no longer the child who used to talk about smile happily whenever I wanted. I became silent and quiet, and learned to read books, draw pictures, fold airplanes and wash dishes by myself.

Maybe the truth is as the teacher said: I was beaten, learned the rules and regulations, learned the cultural knowledge, and began to look like a girl. But I know that I have lost my innocence and sincerity, put on hypocrisy and disguise, I am no longer happy and happy, and I am no longer confident and proud. I have become a specimen puppet under the standard system, doing what I don't want to do every day, saying what I don't want to say, and living a dull and dull life. At this point, my life is like the evaluation given to me by a teacher after the fourth grade: criticism doesn't matter, praise doesn't care.

after leaving my partner Li Jianqiu, I have been living an unintelligible life. I began to study hard, and as a reward, I began to ask to learn the violin. Although my parents didn't know why I was interested in the violin, a western instrument that had never appeared in my life, with my strong insistence and grandpa's support, I played the violin as I wished, and it lasted for two years without interruption until my violin teacher could not teach me more.

Even today, I don't know where jian li Qiu Ren is, how he lives, and which violin concerto he likes to listen to, but I still have friendship and gratitude for him. As my only sincere friend, I thank him for spending that carefree childhood with me, which made my childhood full of laughter and his company, and made my life free and happy.

His words, his smile, his appearance, his posture, his neat and white dacron shirt, his favorite green army trousers and green rubber shoes are still fresh in my mind, irreplaceable and hard to erase, so that today, more than 3 years later, the criteria for choosing men's likes and dislikes are the only object I have ever thought about seriously interacting with, whether it's a voice or a smile. They all copied his traces seriously and imitated his standards: a white shirt, simple and neat pants, frank and confident speech, simple and clear expression, and a more lively Li Jianqiu-style juvenile charm.

childhood memories are always true, but the most beautiful is true youth. For every woman, what you can't get is always the best!

At one time, I thought about whether I should inquire about Li Jianqiu's current situation, and even thought about whether I should see him again, chat with him, and see his partner and family, but I thought that time is a knife to kill a pig, and life is a sword to pierce the intestines. As the saying goes, the idea came to an abrupt end immediately.

it's a much-told story that life is still over. Have fun with each other and go our own way. Even if we don't see each other for life, it's like meeting each other from time to time for me!

in my childhood with him, I had all the beauty, happiness and happiness, which is enough! After all, life has treated me well and made me feel the purest and most precious sincerity and friendship.

live like this: seeing each other is like goodbye, and missing each other is like knowing each other.

Just like you in my dream: Li Jianqiu, you are always the national teenager who is fluttering in white, chivalrous and graceful!

Finally, to paraphrase a poem written by the national goddess Lin Huiyin to Liang Sicheng, leave it to my brother and myself:

If you are well, it will be a sunny day. If you are happy, it is the end. If you are in full bloom, the breeze will come. If you shed tears, wet my heart first. If you are not in the center, if you are warm in the city. If you smile, the sun shines. If you remember, it's half warm and sad. If you leave, there will be no future. If you look back, you will smile. If you don't leave, I won't give up.

I wish us all happiness in the future!

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