Why love to find yourself is a joke, endless guilt and self-mockery!

Yes, that's what feelings are like. When you love, people blind your eyes and deceive your own heart. Finally, you lied to yourself. Endless self-mockery will accompany you. But remember, you can be decadent for a while, but in the future, I hope you will cheer up and live better than before, so that you can forget the impossible. But you can put it in the farthest corner of your heart, so that you can always remind yourself and make you more rational and sober in your next relationship.