In my thirties, I cried again in the interview.

Another hot search has only seven days to live.

No matter how vigorous it is, someone will always take tea to cool off the heat.

There is a person who does not chase hot spots, but specializes in fishing "cool spots"-

Those who were hung up by the hot search archway and left to dry.

Young speculators who lost their wealth after seven times, "Godfather Matt" who cut off his long hair, and "Brother Dali" who returned to society. ...

Interviewer Chen Xiaonan.

She wants to ask about the whereabouts of hot search.

Because a person is destined to live only for a short time in hot search.

Losing thousands of pairs of eyes and walking back to reality alone, how can he pick up the weight of life itself?

This time, Chen Xiaonan returned with her new program "Tell Everything".

And brought us a name-

Tao Yong.

Can't remember at the moment?

The noise disappeared, but someone must have heard a clear echo.

65438+20201October 20th.

A man injured people with a kitchen knife in the outpatient building of the hospital, and three medical staff and a mass were injured.

Among them, Tao Yong, an ophthalmologist, was chopped in many places on his head and arm, and his palm tendon was seriously injured. There was blood all over the floor.

Although he is out of danger, it is undoubtedly a terrible blow to Dr. Tao Yong's career, and he may never be able to afford a scalpel again.

No one expected that all this would happen to a highly skilled and amiable doctor.

Tao Yong 1980 was born in a small town in Nancheng County, Jiangxi Province.

He was admitted to peking university health science center at the age of 17.

After standing on the train for two days and one night, the family came to Beijing and cried in front of Tiananmen Square.

In Tao Yong's own words:

"It seems that all life is the road to happiness."

In 2002, Tao Yong entered Peking University People's Hospital to study for a doctorate in ophthalmology.

Become an ophthalmologist after graduation.

He has been in business for more than ten years, with more than 100 high-level papers published, including more than 100 patients10000 person-times, more than 5000 cases of operation/kloc-0.

At a young age, he is one of the top ophthalmologists in China.

A vicious incident that hurts a doctor.

The feeling of regret.

A round of angry public condemnation.

But after the hot search subsides, will everything automatically return to its place?

We dare not imagine.

"Don't Say Anything" is the first time that Dr. Tao Yong accepted a video conversation after leaving the hospital.

Many people invited him while he was in hospital.

But he chose Chen Xiaonan.

Why?

Of course, this opening remark is flattering, not breaking the ice.

But the reason behind it is:

"I'm really scared."

For a long time, he has built a thick defense against the outside world.

The victim who was badly beaten by the doctor.

There is no anger or accusation in front of the camera. He is actually "repenting"-

In fact, I have become more timid over the years.

I was afraid to say it at first, but now I've decided to say it. I sometimes hate why I have become what I am today.

Is Tao Yong a timid person?

According to him, he is actually a broad-minded person.

In the later treatment, Dr. Tao's physical condition gradually recovered and his mental state was healthy.

However, his colleagues developed severe PTSD symptoms, so they needed medical intervention and palliative care.

But no matter how optimistic and strong a person is, it is impossible to turn a blind eye to such trauma.

What is he afraid of?

Why are you afraid?

The struggle and entanglement under the contradiction between doctors and patients, and the mental journey covered by hot search, are unfolded in the narrative of the parties.

Unlike the role of questioner in the past, Chen Xiaonan is more like a listener this time.

Her eyes were red all the time during the conversation.

Hold back your tears.

The whole interview process.

Tao Yong is not talking about things between him and the injured people.

But in his own mind—

Do you still choose to study medicine in the first place?

For him, "medicine" has three stages.

The first stage—

Treat headache and foot pain. A craftsman, a craftsman.

The second stage—

Develop new means to solve more problems that cannot be solved at present.

The third stage—

Faith.

Mr. Wang believes that the word faith is not an exaggeration at all.

Because choosing to be a doctor requires not only kindness but also courage.

According to the investigation report published by the Chinese Medical Doctor Association, the incidents of violent injuries to doctors in hospitals in China are on the rise year by year.

Every year, the average number of violent wounded doctors in each hospital increased from 20.6 in 2008 to 27.3 in 20 12.

In 20 12, the incidents of violent medical injuries decreased after reaching the peak. But in 20 16, it showed an upward trend. In 20 16, there were 42 cases of typical violent medical injuries in China, which caused more than 60 medical staff to be injured or killed.

From 2065438 to the first half of 2009, there were 34 publicly reported cases of medical injuries.

Some of them pull banners or force doctors to kneel.

Others are so excited that they directly hit the doctor or hit them with tools.

There is even the threat of explosion.

We used to call them medical troublemakers.

What are these people really like?

Some medical troublemakers do it for money, or for lying, or because they have done something wrong.

There is also an inexplicable absurdity.

After the attack, Tao Yong searched repeatedly in his mind to find out which patient he was against.

He was particularly surprised to learn the identity of the hacker.

That is a gentle farmer.

He has no family, and his eyes are born with thousands of degrees of myopia.

Before finding Dr. Tao Yong, he had had three operations, and many doctors said there was nothing he could do.

But Dr. Tao Yong decided to operate on him.

After two hours of operation, I tried to give up countless times, but I persisted.

Tao Yong thought the operation was successful and gave the patient the best effect.

But as a result, after the patient cured his eyes, he rushed to the doctor with a knife.

The same tragedy happened last year.

19 10, Feng Lili, deputy chief physician of anorectal department of a hospital in Gansu province, was cut several times by a former patient and suffered fatal injuries to his chest and abdomen, and finally died at the age of 42.

The reason why the patient began to kill his heart was because he had rectal cancer three years ago. In order to save his life, Feng made a diversion colostomy and cut off his anus. This patient needs to carry a dung bag for life.

So he vented his pain and resentment on the doctor who saved him.

Doctors can cure diseases.

But it can't cure the chronic diseases of this society.

In the program, Tao Yong told Chen Xiaonan about his experience.

During school, he used to work the night shift with the pediatrician.

At two or three in the morning, the ward door was suddenly knocked open.

A man holding a baby, sweating profusely, said the baby was dying.

The teacher said nothing.

Some kind of registration procedure or something.

I took the child directly and played in the emergency room for two or three hours.

In the end, the child still failed to save it.

The doctor took the child to see his parents.

The parents bowed and left with their children.

This is the first time that Dr. Tao Yong witnessed the doctor-patient relationship-

From beginning to end, the doctor didn't even mention a penny.

Although the child was not rescued, the parents did not complain.

This experience laid one of his beliefs:

However, this belief has been constantly impacted in his work.

Every day before going to work, he has to carry out psychological construction.

Why?

There are two terrible patient psychology-

First of all, you must only serve me.

Dr. Tao Yong said that as long as he walks into the hospital, there will be countless people who have countless reasons to ask for care.

Only by ignoring it can we get a relatively quiet medical environment.

Second, you must cure me.

One month before being chopped, Dr. Tao Yong treated a child with viral eye disease.

Family members don't know how to get the doctor's mobile phone number.

I often send long messages.

Every detail of treatment, even the medical treatment itself.

What is the best medicine; What is the best operation? After treatment, it is the best result.

Dr Tao Yong is afraid of giving injections to patients.

Because there is great uncertainty for children with low immunity, it is difficult to guarantee the therapeutic effect.

Speaking of which, Dr. Tao Yong asked Chen Xiaonan:

If you were me, what would you do?

Two people tacitly:

-It's hard.

-It's hard.

Too many people can't understand that doctors are not omnipotent.

I don't want to understand that human beings are powerless in the face of some diseases.

They regard the hospital as a safe, but they completely ignore all the cures. In fact, it is only a probability event.

△ Documentary "Human World"

An example from the documentary Life on Earth, 20 18, Shanghai Ruijin Hospital.

The family of a sick child chased Zhu Ming, a doctor in pediatric ICU, and asked him why he couldn't transfer to other departments.

Dr. Zhu was anxious, and his tone was even more urgent.

Because there are more dangerous patients waiting for her to receive treatment.

Although everything happened for a reason, Dr. Zhu was still complained.

The patient's family members not only complained to the medical department, but also called the public hotline.

Dr. Zhu was overwhelmed by calls for verification and accountability.

Family members don't seem to understand or even believe Dr. Zhu's hasty explanation.

On the contrary, the doctor's harsh tone stimulated the fragile nerves of his family.

A detail shows the helplessness of Dr. Zhu.

When I received the investigation call, I was impatient to hear the voice over there;

After the phone call, she slammed the receiver on the phone rack and then touched her forehead wearily.

She was depressed and wronged.

Not just because of their own fatigue.

And because there are so many children waiting for treatment in the department, she has to waste a day on unreasonable things.

When Tao Yong was asked how much energy he had to spend on other things besides medicine.

He answered helplessly-

90%。

An excellent doctor can't concentrate on medical treatment and may even lose his life if he wants to serve patients.

What about development, scientific research and self-improvement?

This kind of intractable disease is far from being cured by doctors themselves.

Tao Yong is a brave doctor.

Many things he did were incredible to his peers.

For example, give money to patients and save some infectious AIDS patients.

His clinic is not "limited"

Because the number limit means that patients have to take their children to get married, and it takes money and time to find food in hotels in Beijing.

He really can't take it.

In 2009, Tao Yong joined the public medical team and went to Le 'an, Jiangxi Province to perform free cataract surgery for local patients.

At the time of departure, the teacher repeatedly warned:

If you don't do it well, it will become a stain on your career; Maybe people are short of money and just want you to pay.

There is a local grandmother Wang, which is a "complicated" case.

Suffering from particularly severe cataracts, so heavy that there is no light perception.

The conditions are very poor. Alone, I once had a son who died in a mine accident.

In poor health, too. There is a big tumor in my stomach, and time is running out.

But grandma still wants to have an operation.

She said that there is a local custom that people must sew their shroud in the coffin when they die.

You won't see your family there if you don't do it yourself.

Tao Yong struggled, but later he operated on the old man.

After returning, the local liaison told him that the old man left a week after the operation.

But grandma is very happy.

Because that week, when her eyesight recovered, she sewed a shroud for herself.

On the shroud, grandma sewed the photos of her husband and son in her pocket.

Tao Yong was very happy.

He said that he not only saved his grandmother, but also saved himself.

But after what happened, Tao Yong began to be afraid.

What he fears is the quagmire of people stirred by distrust.

So that his once beliefs began to loosen.

I unconsciously want to screen my patients.

But what's even more frightening is that.

Doctors are afraid, but we are not.

A medical trouble is enough to hinder the normal operation of the hospital.

A medical injury, in addition to endangering the doctor's life, is more dangerous.

According to the White Paper on the Professional Status of Doctors in China, as of 20 181October 9, 65,438+66% doctors in China have experienced doctor-patient conflicts in different degrees, and 5 1% of them have experienced verbal violence.

They face fear, anxiety, despair and despair every day. No profession has been exposed to people with low ignition point and high energy for a long time like doctors.

Can you keep them by praising angels in white and medical ethics blindly?

A doctor in "Human World 2" lamented that no one dared to do it after all this noise.

Should we remain silent and patient?

The consequences of silence and forbearance have shocked us.

Chongqing bus crashed into the river.

A passenger asked the driver to open the door and stop halfway because he had missed the station, which was against the regulations, what's more, he couldn't stop when driving on the bridge at this time.

But she ignored the passengers and insisted on getting off.

So it's noisy-

Hit the driver once, twice ... use your mobile phone.

The driver who couldn't bear it rose up and rebelled. The bus went out of control, broke the guardrail of the bridge and fell into the river, killing all 15 people on board.

The hateful thing about this is that a person who doesn't follow the rules has made more innocent people pay a painful price.

We are very angry.

Also woke up-

We are all in the same car, and no one can stay out of trouble in front of the troublemakers.

And medical troublemakers, don't they put everyone in danger?

Because I hope everyone will be reasonable and have unrealistic optimism about everyone's bottom line, it is undoubtedly waiting for death.

What lessons have we learned from the Chongqing bus crash?

Is to stop being silent, stand up and beat up the troublemakers-

Better late than never, increase punishment, set up driving obstacles-

Because we don't want to wait for the next tragedy.

I was sitting in the car.

And what about the vicious incident that hurt the doctor?

We should do something.

Make the damage worse and worse.

In the whole interview, Mr. Wang found the most incredible thing.

When it comes to hurting his patients, Dr. Tao Yong shows no resentment.

On the contrary, he tried to understand each other's situation everywhere.

He believes that this patient must have received a lot of cold eyes in the process of growing up, and a hatred for society may have been buried in his heart.

He supports that the murderer should be punished by law.

But he also thinks.

For him who has no food and clothing, going to prison may be a better choice for survival, thinking that there is no need to struggle and suffer.

Now, although Dr. Tao Yong has been discharged from the hospital, his injured hand is still unable to move.

Many nerves are unconscious.

But he is still grateful.

I survived because three people took the knife for the doctor.

The medical field is full of all kinds of interweaving.

Physical pain, mental trauma.

All these made Dr. Tao Yong learn to look at human nature.

Besides evil, there is good.

Six years ago, he treated a leukemia girl who was five or six years old.

When her parents took her to see Dr. Tao Yong, they had been to many hospitals, but they refused to treat the little girl.

Because the situation is so bad, I am thin and blind.

Even an experienced doctor like Tao Yong could not help but gasp at the sight of the little girl.

But Dr. Tao Yong summoned up the courage to treat the little girl.

There is a simple reason.

The girl's mother trusts the doctor completely.

And the little girl is very strong.

During the treatment, Tao Yong wanted to insert a needle in the girl's eye.

The little girl doesn't need anesthesia, just a drop of eye drops with weak anesthetic effect and tell a joke to the doctor.

More than 10 times. Does the little girl not hurt?

How is that possible?

In order to cure her blood disease, their family sold their house and emptied their finances.

She said she would save some money for her parents.

As a result, a miracle happened.

The little girl's vision recovered to 0.5, and she also took part in a painting competition and won the first prize.

The first prize is 5000 yuan.

Even in such a difficult family. She donated 1000 yuan to a child who was more difficult than her.

That boy has malignant tumors in both eyes.

After Tao Yong was injured.

The father of the child whose eyes were finally removed will donate this 1000 yuan to Dr. Tao Yong.

After telling this story, Dr. Tao Yong sighed: