The Madman's Theory —— Excerpted from Reading aloud by Mugo

1. Don't get too close to him, don't be curious about him, you don't know, you are staring at the abyss.

2. They are very satisfied with each other, like a famous dish in the south of the Yangtze River-glutinous rice lotus root, where glutinous rice is connected with lotus root, lotus root is connected with glutinous rice, and the plates are all sweet.

His smile is real, his pain is real, and no one can sit idly by.

4. They all rambled a few words and became quiet again, as if all the conversations were silent countdown, and the end point was still silent trance, and they fell into some similar collective anxiety. I sometimes think that their anxiety may be a probe into the God of life. They saw the power of prosperity and destruction in one person at the same time. They are exposed to something that may be related to the spiritual nature and are afraid of it-where they are and where they will go.

Depressed people show the abyss to people. They want to see the original darkness, so they turn their backs and pretend not to see it. Depressed players play the abyss to people. Finally, they hear the original darkness from the sad voice of the cello and go to a more desolate place than the barren land, so they want to think and love.

He asked me a lot of questions that made me nervous, and felt that he could easily get the details that made me ashamed from any of my answers.

6. Narcissus, the narcissistic god in Greek mythology, fell in love with his reflection in the water.

7. Writing is like a terrace, which makes people feel their own sunset, and then they can erase a little fear of the night.

8. Maybe these art pursuers are not fighting for death, but just a right to meet death.

Mania-Family Systemic Therapy (Yu Meijuan)

Yu Meijuan ran back and forth, and her slippers hit the aisle like drums. Her rampaging figure looked like a female warrior, which awakened the place.

The eyes of water ghosts-nightmares (Bi Hua)

1. Whenever he is asked some questions that may puncture his fantasy, he will not give any feedback. This is the nature of mental patients. They are good at self-defense, and they are also good at rejecting and ignoring information that points out contradictions in their spiritual world.

The eyes on her head are obviously extinguished, like leaves in the wind.

3. Desire is suppressed, usually because it causes anxiety in consciousness and cannot appear in consciousness, so it has to be driven out of the subconscious, but it wants to express itself, so it makes itself appear in the dream with a new face, which not only avoids the awareness of consciousness, but also frees itself. This is an expression.

4. Symptoms are for survival.

In the river of the underworld, the dead have to cross the black water to be extradited and reborn.

Please help my mother-dual personality separation recognition disorder (Fang Fang)

1. It's not the smart brother who is under great pressure to study, but the stupid brother who calls the smart brother to comfort his mother.

2. When a child is unloved, the first reaction is not to blame his parents, but to reflect on what is wrong with him, to be unloved, and to yearn for the love of his parents. This is the main theme of the child's growth for a period of time. Fang just wants to be worthy of being loved.

Do you know what is the premise for children to live a happy life? His mother will be very happy.

There is a layer of ash and another layer of ash in your heart, but these ashes pile up into mountains, and you won't care that another layer of ash falls on the mountains in the afternoon. Turn yourself into a mountain. ..... You think you are a mountain, but in fact you may just be a small cup. You think it may be ashes poured into it by boiling water. You think you are piling up dust into mountains. In fact, it may just be a full cup of boiling water. You think you are rock solid, but the next second, he may explode.

I sometimes pass by the corridor of the inpatient department, and you will still think of that teenager. He looked at the cat and talked, but never looked at the person with pure love hidden in his eyes.

Smile and depression (Hu Beibei)

1. Smiling depression is a kind of depression, and now it appears more and more in work and social occasions. Generally refers to people who pretend to conform to the so-called social etiquette, force a smile and can't properly handle external pressure. Specifically, they must create a positive and sunny image, be afraid of being seen through, have strong self-esteem and seldom communicate and express. Facing the abyss alone, their smiles and positivity have the nature of performance, and their emotions and inner experiences are inconsistent, so it is difficult to show their true side.

2. Word response is a subconscious response, people will process more sensitive words faster, and there are similar color response, memory response, picture response, eye movement response and so on. In the word memory reaction, the more words you are required to remember in half a minute, the better. The words that people will eventually write down faster are all words that will make them more sensitive. This is a subconscious process, people are not aware of it in consciousness, so the resistance is reduced and the test results are tested.

Anorexia nervosa (initial heart)

1. Her face is like a sketch on drawing paper, with a horizontal outline and a left outline. There are only shallow and blunt lines at the bottom, and there is no content. At first glance, it looks like a painting that has just been painted.

She always gives me a sense of plastic, the kind of plastic girl that can be found all over the street. She is beautiful, delicate, empty-minded and a little vain, and a little emotional problem is enough to pester and discuss for a lifetime. I don't like people who are too beautiful and know themselves too well. If this kind of beauty is worth exploring, it is another matter, but her beauty is like boiled water, and it is even more boring to sway colorful movements.

3. I seem to see the broken colored pen from this line drawing, so I hesitated whether to poke it directly, and dragged the broken pen to her again cruelly.

4. binge eating, gagging, gagging, and keeping secrets. Over time, food has become a secret, and every bite is chewing your destiny. So initial anorexia is a rejection of secrets. She resisted the secret unequally, but she had to put up with it.

Forgetting and being forgotten-Alzheimer's disease (Mrs Hu)

1. Alzheimer's Harmo's disease, commonly known as Alzheimer's Harmo's disease, is a cognitive degenerative disease of the elderly, which will gradually forget things, keep the same direction and become unconscious. The core problem is cognitive decline.

2. These old people are suffering from the mental illness of the whole family, or the mental illness of the whole society and the whole era, but no one can bear it. They are quietly waiting for death or being forgotten.

The hopelessness of old people is something that will fall into endless darkness once they fall in love. They are the sum total of family, society and times misfortunes.

Love disease-love delusion (Sun Zhixiang)

1. Psychosomatic disorders generally refer to some diseases that cause physiological disorders due to psychological reasons, such as paralysis for no reason, pain for no reason, etc., and are also very common in the biomedical field. Digestive diseases such as gastric ulcer are mental to a great extent.

2. The human heart is a complex and fragile small universe, which absorbs environmental experience and produces defense regardless of good or bad, and any factor may be the inducement.

An Unforgettable Sin —— Drama Therapy (Qiu Fei)

1. It was getting dark, and he walked towards many cars, which seemed to hit him back and forth with sticks.

Violence is an instant thing, but it takes a long time to endure it.

Innocence and cruelty are synonyms.

Catwoman-Attachment Inheritance (Jasmine)

1. In fact, many important events are engraved in my heart. The patient thinks he has forgotten them, but his body has been remembering them for him, and the symptoms will remind him repeatedly.

2. People need a ceremony to live. A bad mood is water, which keeps flowing. The ceremony was like drawing a faucet for him. Even if it is fake, people have the concept of faucet and switch adjustment in their hearts.

3. Every family is like this. Someone always has family symptoms. That person is either you or Molly. All the emotions you can't get rid of are left to Molly through getting along and interacting. The child is passive and sensitive. He can only accept your things. He will absorb whatever you give, whether it is good or bad, and show symptoms in the shortest time. This is the explanation given by the child as an indicator of the family. You should pay attention.

4. The attachment relationship between children and parents is actually transitive. How did your parents raise you when you were a child? Then you are likely to raise your children in this way when you grow up. Your attachment to your parents will be transferred to your child's attachment to you, and you may not even realize it.

Red phobia-learned fear (falling)

1. In fact, most physiological symptoms are related to mental illness, and the body will produce signs to protect the mind.

2. There is a famous experiment in the history of behavioral psychology, which is called the mouse experiment. The experimenter Watson showed a baby a white mouse. The mouse is very cute, and the baby wants to touch it. When the baby wanted to touch it, Watson suddenly punched the baby in the back, and the baby was shocked and retracted his hand. When the baby touched the mouse for the second time, Watson punched it again and the baby was shocked again. After repeated several times, the baby was too scared to touch the mouse, forming a conditioned reflex of "touching the mouse = being scared". At first, the baby saw the generalization of fear in mice. He is afraid to see any fur coat with plush toys, because it will associate with the fright brought by the mouse and form a conditioned reflex of "fright = mouse = everything of the mouse".

3. Phobia is essentially an anxiety disorder. No matter whether he sees the stimulus or not, the patient will always be in a state of tension and anxiety because he doesn't know when the stimulus will appear.

According to the theory of genetic environment, human genes will have a great influence on the environment created by people. Taking airsickness as an example, airsickness may inherit the vagus nerve which is sensitive to blood and injury. Hereditary people will have more obvious impulsive tendencies in personality characteristics, and are prone to conflict with others, or be careless. If you are not careful, you will be hit or bruised, or you will be too curious.

People are lazy about pain, as long as they are not on themselves, they can push as far as they can. Since the whole social cognition cannot be changed, it can only be you. You can only go to the hospital with this mistake first, wait for the doctor to kindly tell you that there is nothing wrong, and then get up the courage to return to society and accept people's judgment after being cured.

6. Always keep the biggest imagination of other people's pain. ..... But if you have to endure more pain forever, others' troubles are tornadoes, and others' tornadoes, then you will be torn directly.

Suppressed sexual desire-obsessive-compulsive disorder (Shu Fen)

Arsonism-body conversion disorder (Qiao Lang? Winglet)

1. Socratic questioning: This kind of dialogue is characterized by focusing on asking questions, not directly answering the other party's questions, but inducing the other party to answer their own questions, finding out the inconsistencies, and letting the other party fall into the dialogue trap.

2. hypochondria, an anxiety disorder, patients always suspect and fear that they are seriously ill and will pay full attention to their bodies. This excessive attention improves the awakening of the body, misinterprets the perception of the body, and seems to have really produced symptoms, so patients are more anxious and fearful, and a vicious circle.

If you can't get rid of the shadow, don't imprison him, let him know the horror of this world by himself before it becomes more terrible.

4. Any behavior has a psychological track.

The weight that many people's efforts put on your choice has always made me nervous.

6. This light is the only miracle kindness in 10 years, which has the same frequency as his heart. That was the moment when he believed in the existence of God.

7. They didn't even dare to admit that they hated themselves, so they set fire to their cowardly self. How cowardly they are, and the fire is as loud as screaming. You pretended to be evil and used E to hide your sadness, but no one heard you, so you played the role of a hero and responded to your cry for help.

A puppet named Hong Shen (Wu)

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2. I can't hear Xiaoke talking to me, but my ear is a roar that is divorced from reality. People talk to me in a distant voice.

3. Fear will make people closer, but anxiety will keep people away from each other.

wash

1. The key is not the cure of individual diseases. The key to cure mental cancer is not the brain, but the relationship. You cured his brain today, and once you put him back into society, the cancer of relationship will crush him again. What the world needs is relationship stem cells. ..... You can cut off his illness, but you can't cut off the source. You can't implant stem cells into him as fast as stem cells are destroyed in this world. He always has to experience all kinds of eyes, and healthy people can be burned by eyes, let alone a person who falls into the abyss. You cured him and satisfied your desire to show, but when he was torn by eye contact again, what can you bear for his despair?

The target is not the patient, but the eyes of ordinary people. Stem cells come from embryos, so mental hepatocytes should come from relational embryos. What we should do is to reshape a delivery for the world, so that those so-called ordinary people and their eyes can get used to mental illness. When most people are patients, when they have to admit that they are actually the same kind of people as patients, mental stem cells can really become.

Happy Prince and Prince of Pain (Xie Bi and Xie Xing)

1. Xie Bi's happiness is real, scientific and even moral. It is what people call abnormal and heterogeneous, not the kind of person who can be spurned and trampled on. He is not only happy, but also actively studies and gets top grades. He even entered the famous H University. In such a rotten and horrible family, there is filth all around, and everyone has to drag it down. In the atmosphere of hell, he actually lives in such sunshine. Why should he?

The harder he works, the more inspirational he is, and the more sunny he is. What he arouses is not everyone's sympathy and admiration, but anger and uncontrollable anger. Why would he?

There is no shadow on him, no cross on his back, and no pain in those days. He is like a dry beach full of footprints that should have been left on him. Even mentally healthy people will not have this ability. This ability is even evil. The happier he is, the more guilty he is. Where did he put the suffering of the world and his former victims?

? People's resentment, even out of the torture of spiritual essence, because he is a defect, can a "patient" be blessed like this? Then, whether normal people who try to overcome the shadow alive have become jokes, and "Zhou Mao" has also become jokes.

At this moment, the human heart is pitifully small.

2. They are eager to destroy this happy morality and this happy "normality".

This time, people are holding a winning attitude, and they are enthusiastic and want to step on it completely.

Anyway, Xie Bi committed suicide. ..... The end of this matter is as fast and absurd as its rise, which makes people feel comfortable and achieves inner justice and balance. ..... After the carnival, no one remembers Xie Bi, they will just rush into the next carnival without stopping.

Perhaps in the eyes of this group of intellectuals who hold most of the truth, saving a bunch of normal people or saving a Xie Bi is not a problem worth considering at all, both of which are bad results. Why not take the easy road?

? I seem to understand a little, because he can't take a step back, especially when public opinion is one-sided. Once he abides by people's ardent gratitude, he will leave a "case to prove" and contribute to the syllogism reasoning that "the murderer with mental illness will intentionally hurt people, and mental illness is hereditary, so the son of the murderer with mental illness will intentionally hurt people with criminal genes".

His mental state and thinking are unique. He is a man who will not be suppressed by other people's eyes and secular understanding. He can be happy anytime and anywhere, and he can change his mood. He is the person who can liberate himself from the relationship most. In spite of his special situation, God gave him the ability to live in a crowd. What is the result? Such a blessed person can't live. Does Su Qi hold a grudge? No, I am desperate for myself, for the world, and for mental illness, a relational disease. In any case, as long as I leave the hospital, the patients have to go back to the crowd, to the crowd that can't even lift Xie Bi.

7. But sometimes, happiness is a sin in this world.

8. Xie Bi didn't ask for help. He didn't ask for help. He just wanted to print something on me. What can I do in the face of such a dying ambition? What am I?

9. I don't like telling distant stories. I know everything that happened during that time. They are like little creatures living between my teeth. Every time they chew, swallow and even talk, they were born with me.

But later, when I began to think calmly about Xie Bi's happiness, I gradually understood this person.

He faced death calmly, not because he couldn't stand the pain of being tried by the whole people, but because he just did what everyone expected, that is, obliterating his own existence and facilitating the world. Even at the moment when he jumps, he may be happy. He has no ability to look forward and backward. He lives in the moment every moment, and the moment he dies is the same as every moment he sees a butterfly.

? From then on, every butterfly I saw was Xie Bi.

10. Every time I stand high, I feel mysterious. The windows of these houses are small and ordinary, and they all look the same, but the scars inside are strange. That's how God sees us. Too many people are too young to have enough sympathy.

1 1. The hand of fate, he will neither touch us nor bypass us, he can't see us, and we are just a strange thing in the ordinary window.

12. If you decide, don't show any flaws. A truly brave person will not report his bravery loudly.

13. He knows better than anyone. He can't do anything that goes against the broad masses of people by himself. He is like a man, knocking at the door and shouting in vain in the thick night. Look, look at people's pain and grievances. Look what you did. Can you be a little ashamed? Can I see the light?

14. Su Qi chose the road of explosion, and blew a fire in the dark with himself, which dazzled for a while and then disappeared forever, but the road I was looking for was to endure to live and not let it go out in the dark, and then walk a little alone on the endless and tired road.

15. You have understood that there is no real comfort in the world, and there is a mission when you are alive. You have determined your mission, so you don't have to try to find one that is not dangerous. The spiritual poverty of this land has nothing to do with you personally. Have you ever seen a bug running under a stone in panic? If you are flustered for a while, they will find another stone, which will never break, so it doesn't matter how much you pay.

Qi Zhiguo in his youth

1. A pair of broken trousers, even if turned over, still have so many holes.

2. Zarathustra: God is dead, but there is no Buddha. I'm going down the mountain. I love this world. I went to the fire.

postscript

I love people more than principles, and I love people without principles more than anything in the world. Oscar Wilde

2. Through the dark moments, those dexterous and fragile lives are disobedient, but they are always worthy of being loved.

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