Why do I feel so disgusted with myself when I pretend to be passionate about others?

Shame, shame, shame... In the end, you still have to pretend. Let go of disguise, and you will naturally know how to disguise yourself. This is the so-called "bystanders know everything, but the authorities are confused."

Why do people disguise themselves? This is your wishful thinking and misunderstanding. There are no pretenders in the world, but there are plenty of evil people. There are no pure people in the world, but there are many good people. There are more good people than evil people, but good people are also shorter-lived than evil people. As the saying goes, "Good people don't live long, but disasters last for thousands of years."

If the concept is clear, there will naturally be no chance of being laughed at. Pretending is the beginning of becoming a villain, and people with conscience will naturally resist it in their hearts. If you feel particularly disgusted with yourself, that’s understandable.