Father who borrows money

I don't know whether it's sad or ridiculous.

My dad's borrowing money that hurts me the most is concentrated in the last year. When I just graduated, I also borrowed money from me. At that time, I didn't have much money on me. But forget it. The most hurtful thing is these three times.

last summer. At that time, I was seriously ill and in a bad state. On several occasions, I called my parents when I was in a very bad mood in the middle of the night. A few days after the phone call, one day at work during the day, my father called me. I thought he was worried about my status. As a result, when he answered the phone, he said, can I borrow my father's five thousand dollars? Money is needed for the project. I cried at that time. I lent him the money after all. Of course, he also returned it.

in February of the new year, my father wanted to borrow 2, yuan from me to pay back the money from relatives who had repaired the house before, but he didn't ask me directly, but asked my mother to call me. I heard my mother say that, and my heart ached at that time. I don't want to go home for the New Year in an instant. Did the wind blow my money? I told my sister that I wouldn't go home for the New Year, and my sister kept persuading me. Finally, my sister told my dad that I wouldn't go home for the New Year, and then my dad told me that I don't have to fight for money, so come back and spend the New Year with my dad. Result. When I went home for the New Year, my mother still spoke and gave them 1 thousand.

This autumn, at lunch today, my father called me and said that he would borrow 5, yuan from me, and that he would return it to me at the end of the year together with 1, yuan for the Chinese New Year. When I came home on the eleventh, I told him that I had to pay the rent for the new year, and I had to pay more than 2 thousand first; Last week, I also told them in a video that I had my teeth fixed. It was really painful, painful and expensive, and I couldn't eat anything for a long time. He also said that for such a big thing, Dad would pay you some money to use it. Then today, what he called was just a phone call to borrow money, that's all. What he called was just a phone call to borrow money, that's all. I was in the bathroom, and my tears were pattering away again.

Sister said that it is common for him to be short of money in engineering, and with the epidemic, it is really difficult now. We didn't have much money to repair the house, and he was slowly paying it back himself. He doesn't go out to eat and drink in the sea now, which is better. Yes It's a little better.

but why am I so wronged? Why am I so wronged? Why am I so sad? Why am I so sad? Why?