I want to work hard, but I'm afraid someone will laugh at me. What should I do?

No matter how hard life is, stick to it. I believe that tomorrow will not be worse than today. If it can be worse, today's bad is nothing. What happened to you is no coincidence. What you get depends on what you give.

You never know how good you are if you don't push yourself. The road of life, no matter how difficult or easy, always needs to go through a lot, no matter how sweet or bitter, what remains can be proved to be your own. Give yourself a little courage and give the future a chance.

Choose a correct goal and stick to it firmly, even if you use up all your persistence, as long as you think it's worthwhile, don't care about other people's choices and life geometry, just try if you want! Don't pretend what you don't like, and don't force what you don't like.