What does Zhang Yanyuan mean by "forget the words modestly and enjoy reading"?

I have been collecting and sorting out scattered paintings and calligraphy since I was a child, identifying, appreciating, mounting, sorting out and concentrating day and night. Whenever I get a scroll or a calligraphy and painting, I repair it carefully and cherish it all day. If possible, it must be selling old clothes and cutting food expenses. Wife, children and servants are all laughing secretly. ..... Later, my hobby (for painting and calligraphy) became more and more profound and almost became a hobby. Whenever I have nothing to do in the morning, I feel that the elegant Xiao Xuan with pine and bamboo planted outside the window has nothing to miss. There is no external tie, only calligraphy and painting are unforgettable. Sometimes I put my heart and soul into it, without words, and sometimes I read it happily.