Dream back to the Qing Dynasty: Biography of Thirteen Brothers

I met her for the first time in an afternoon. At that time, I had just had a fight with the blank of Lao Shi. Master Yanda didn't say that he picked something, but made me kneel on the steps. The fourth brother is not in the palace, and the third brother cares nothing and bullies people. But considering the virtue of the old stone with a nosebleed, it is still worth it.

I snuck out when no one was looking. There is a sea in the inner office. I often like to go there when I am upset. Few people, very quiet. Although I knew that the convent lived there now, I didn't pay attention to it. I escaped the eunuch, and just walked along the wall, I heard a faint song coming.

I haven't heard the music before, but I don't have a taste. I can't help but wonder. I walk lightly. A girl in a blue shirt is sitting by the water with her eyes closed, humming a tune, and her snow-white feet are so naturally immersed in the water-a girl.

I don't know why my heart jumped and crept by, and the sun shone on her through the willow tree. I used to kneel on the stone steps of the palace until I was fainted by the sun. At that time, I hated the sun very much, only thought it was so heartless. ...

But now the closer I get to that girl, the more relaxed I am. The sunshine surrounds me and her. It turns out that the warm feeling is like this, and the fourth brother also makes me feel very warm, but that feeling is different from what I feel in front of me. I walked there step by step.

Walking behind her, she still didn't realize that the expression on her face was so soft, and an unspeakable peace spread slowly from her week. Willows help the wind, reflecting her face flickering, suddenly giving me a feeling of uncertainty. I couldn't help taking a big step forward and standing behind her.

She obviously had a feeling, but she looked around the water and didn't look back. I couldn't help laughing and saying, "You are so comfortable." I pulled her back before she almost fell into the water, and it was even funnier to watch her look at me in shock.

But when she called me a kid, I couldn't laugh anymore. I ironically went back and saw her coldness, and then she happily admitted that she was also a kid. What a strange girl! What's there to be happy about?

Good-looking eyes, fair lips, fair skin, appearance is the second. I have met many beautiful women, but she has a gentle temperament from the inside out, a pair of confident and straight eyes and a slightly curved mouth ... Her name is Djarrar Tower. Wei Ming, this is a name that will haunt me all my life, but I don't know it yet, but my heart is a little wary, because she is an old eight.

A cloth towel brushed gently, and I pushed it away rudely, partly because of surprise and partly because of some scruples about her origin. She glared at me mercilessly, but still gently wiped the wound on my head. I didn't understand. She simply said that the wound looked so ugly. I stood there, let her wipe it, soaked my handkerchief on my forehead, and then she sat back so leisurely.

I can't tell you how I feel in my heart, but I can't help leaning over. She tried to push me, but after a while her son couldn't push me, so she gave up and let me lean. No one moved or spoke, but I felt as warm and calm as the water in front of me. This feeling that I have never felt before made me attached to it, and I secretly made a decision in my heart. I will hold this feeling firmly in my hand, never let it slip away, never give it to anyone.

She stayed until she put on her shoes and socks and wanted to leave. I caught her. Before she struggled, I told her clearly that I would beg her to leave. In her dodge, I stole the incense, and I left with a smile, leaving her there with palpitation. ...

Goodbye is already in the palace, actually by the water. I wonder if she has a special preference for water. She was a little surprised when she saw me, and the conversation with each other was no different from last time. Although I talked to her with a frown, I still wanted to shout happily in my heart. She's still her. She hasn't changed. What I experienced that day was not a dream.

Just laughing, the fourth brother came along. I just said hello to fourth brother, and I saw her face changed. Her eyes were unbelievable and excited, but slowly everything calmed down. She looked at us as if we were no different from the stones on the roadside, and my heart jumped again.

Her polite ceremony went on, and fourth brother felt a little interesting. He looked her up and down. I've been with fourth brother for so many years, but I really haven't seen him go to see any woman seriously, but I didn't think much at the moment, so tenth brother jumped out and spoiled.

Originally, we had an agreement with the big brother, but I didn't expect myna to come in in a roundabout way. Even because of her Amar, he didn't have to be so obvious, but he felt that they were coming for me, for my brother.

The first move is the best. Brother Four will accompany me to beg the German Queen and give you a message in advance. That's settled. Privately, I asked the slave to give her the note, but I didn't tell her who gave it and why. The fourth brother didn't say anything in his eyes and acquiesced in my willfulness. I just want to know what she will do.

When I sat by her bed and looked at her contentedly, she was sleeping soundly. I couldn't help reaching over, and she was finally by my side.

My life has finally changed. How many surprises did she bring me? Her whimsy, her manners, her kind words, the ditty I have never heard, her endless jokes, and most importantly, her gentleness and understanding.

Wei, that's what I call her. I called her that day and found that I never wanted to leave her again, and my feelings for her were no longer just to possess her. She raised her eyebrows and recognized it. She has always been so straightforward in front of me, reflecting my thoughts one by one like a clean stream, except when mentioning that person. ...

I didn't expect fourth brother's feelings. Such a deserted person gave her pent-up feelings. When I found it, the fourth brother had put it down too deeply, and I was a little at a loss. Wei didn't care, but I don't know why, when she looked at her fourth brother, she always unconsciously took a little pity.

Fear, alienation, is usually such a vision for fourth brother. Even the German queen never looked at fourth brother in that way. Perhaps it is this pity that makes fourth brother hot and cold. I can't tell anyone about this pain. One is my beloved brother, and the other is my favorite woman. I can completely erase who is who from another person's eyes. I am in a dilemma. That's it.

The depression in my heart finally broke out in the Mid-Autumn Moon. I borrowed a clip and fought a tough battle with Deyang. That boy is a dog in Jiuge. I taught him a lesson before he spoke, but he was still in a bad mood. Emperor Amar's reprimand was not taken to heart, and she walked in a daze in the palace. When she looked up, she found herself back in her original position.

Wei's tears fell heavily on my wrist, but they moistened my chapped heart like spring rain. Her eyes were full of pain and pity. At that time, she only saw me. Suddenly found that this is enough, she has me in her heart, she knows me.

After a good night's sleep, I woke up to find Wei, who was at a loss, and my fourth brother, who was doubly indifferent and depressed. I didn't seem to know anything when I went out with fourth brother, and fourth brother didn't say anything. As usual, we all talked about court politics and the way of the world, and said what we should and shouldn't say, but we didn't say anything about last night until we parted. Looking at fourth brother's thin back, I know he is in pain and enduring … because so am I.

In this vague entanglement, a crazy bear tore open all the cover and dodge between us with its claws. My heart ached when I saw Wei facing the mad bear. I didn't feel dizzy until I personally touched her and heard her tell me that she was fine.

When I woke up from a daze, the first thing I saw was Wei's frowning brows and my clenched hands. When I woke up, she smiled loudly and silently, and so did I. She was unscathed. ...

"It's just me, okay?" I asked her. After almost losing her, I don't care anymore. I just want her answer, a definite answer, or I will really go crazy.

"Good", the firm answer made me ecstatic. I shared our first kiss with her very attentively, and her tears flowed down. My heart tightened, for fear that she would regret it later, but she told me in tears that I had never seen tears of joy. Hehe, my Wei ...

That day, I learned that Queen De had asked Wei to wait on Brother Four, and I was frozen in the tent all day. What is the name of the little girl who received me? Donglian is still in Dongmei, and his eyes are always shining with worry. She must know something. I know Wei gets along well with her. At the end of the day, I was allowed to eat and sleep until my minions retired at night. I couldn't help it anymore and slipped away.

Wei's breath is floating around me. This familiarity made me gradually calm down and wait quietly. It seems like a long time, and it seems like a moment. She's back. I looked through the light, and Wei's helpless pain was so clearly revealed. My heart is tight, something must have happened to her and fourth brother.

In fact, I, like fourth brother, are pushing her, because we can't let go and don't want to hurt each other's brotherhood at all, so we have to force her to choose, so regardless of the outcome, fourth brother and I can accept or admit it.

Wei was startled by me. I made her laugh on purpose. Suddenly, I saw a hickey clearly printed behind her ear. My heart seems to have been severely trampled. Fourth brother ... she obviously found out and was silent for a while. She looked up, pale and her lips trembled. I was about to open my mouth to tell me what had happened, but I quickly stopped her.

"It's good to be back," I told her. She froze, then with tears in her eyes, gave a big smile, which was so happy from the heart. I hugged her tightly, and then I realized that what I just blurted out was my heart. It's good to be back. Really, that means she turned down fourth brother and chose me.

Wei is asleep, and I always look at her sleeping face. I can't sleep, so I don't think my fourth brother can either. A lot happened today. In fact, I clearly know that Wei is extremely free when she is with me, but when she is with her fourth brother, she has a sense of tension.

I met her first, and I tried my best to get her attention. I don't know the attraction between her and her fourth brother. For her and her fourth brother, I am desperate for Shisanlang, and I am going in the right direction. But today, for the first time, I feel mean ... Wei mumbled a few words, but I couldn't hear what she was saying clearly, but my brow frowned tightly. I leaned over and kissed her forehead gently, watching her gradually relax.

In this seemingly clear but turbulent situation, the days slip away day by day. Wei consciously alienated the fourth brother, but he was not happy. I just redouble my efforts to help fourth brother, who is becoming more and more reticent.

Wei and I sneaked to visit the temple fair, but Lao Shi and them caught us red-handed and took us to Emperor Ama. After some arguments, Queen De returned to Amadi to show me Wei. I was at a loss for a moment, as if in a dream.

Starlings and their harsh words make me angry and scared. Then Wei smiled and asked me, "Is it evil for you or me?" I was in a daze, and my tenth brother said loudly, "Of course I hate you." My heart tightened, but she smiled at the tenth brother. A clear voice came, "handmaiden thanks the emperor, Empress Xie Defai."

My eyes are swollen and hot, and I haven't felt like crying for a long time. I just feel that all the tears have flowed from my heart, leaving a trace of wetness. At that moment, there was no emperor Amar, myna or even myna in my eyes, only her … only the hand clenched under our sleeves.

The days after that were so happy. Grandmother is going to make a southern tour, and my fourth brother will stay and support the prince and take care of state affairs. Wei vaguely absent-minded, as if don't want to leave it to the fourth brother. She didn't say anything, and I couldn't ask. She and fourth brother have known each other for a long time. What's more, she treated me like this, and all I can repay is sincere trust.

Halfway through the southern tour, a great event happened. Emperor Amar rushed back to Beijing, but the news exchange in Beijing was broken at this time. I don't know what happened to fourth brother. I didn't know that the money was poured until I called back to Beijing. He wanted to help the prince lead the government while Emperor Amar was away.

My head was humming, and I immediately thought of my fourth brother who stayed with the prince. If he participated, it would be ... fortunately, when I went to Beijing, grandpa four's family was already waiting for me. It is said that Grandpa Four has just returned from Biyun Temple in Xiangshan. I was greatly relieved that Empress De was ill and had been waiting on him. I'm glad that Empress De is ill.

The chaos in Beijing was quickly suppressed, as if peace had been restored, the demands were banned, all the henchmen were killed and exiled, and soon fell apart. Because the prince didn't know in advance, after a knee-deep talk with the emperor, his position remained firm, and because the fourth brother was not among them, he would naturally be fine. I was relieved and returned to Xiangshan with my fourth brother.

I went to pay my respects to Empress De, only to know that Wei had been ill for a long time. Fourth brother looked strange when he went out. I didn't care. I bypassed the backyard and pushed the door in. Wei slept soundly. She has lost a lot of weight and her face is not good. The girl on the side probably told me about her situation and retired.

I gently reached out to touch her face, and she grabbed me and scared me. I couldn't help laughing at her surprised expression, but she bit me hard after her. Very painful. I shouted, what are you doing? She cried, she seldom cried when I was in a daze, so I quickly went over and hugged her …

Wei whispered something. I didn't hear her clearly, so I asked her. She grinned. "You'll hurt, so I'm not dreaming." Ha ha, my heart warmed up and I laughed in a low voice. Wei's face was relaxed, and there was no such worry as before I left Beijing. Soon she fell asleep in my arms.

Something must have happened, but I don't care. Now she is in my arms, sleeping wholeheartedly. I kissed her on the forehead. "I will never leave you alone again, never again."

cold night

It has been three years, and my wedding night was the beginning of my happiness, but I never thought the final result would be like this. I quietly leaned against the collapsed window, trying to feel the cold warmth.

This is her favorite place. From time to time, I seem to see her leaning on the collapse, or watching with relish with a book, or looking thoughtfully out of the window with a cup of tea, but there is always such peace and satisfaction in my eyes, which can often calm my angry, uneasy or uneasy heart.

"Oh, you jumped up without washing your hands or washing your face. Too dirty. " Every time I sneak into the cave to scare her, she will say something so lightly, but the smile on her brow can't hide. Whether I'm sweating or covered in dust, I just hugged me gently but tightly.

"Wei", I whispered, my eyes were a little hot and astringent, but there was no tear. I tugged at the corners of my mouth. I haven't shed a tear since the day when Emperor Amar told me that she was executed. Wei, you know, I always thought I would laugh so happily with your company, but now I find that without you, I have no tears.

My thoughts can't help drifting back to that dark night ... "Why! ! Why! ! You know she didn't do it, so why did you do it? My mother is gone! ! Don't let her go! ! ! Am I not your son? ! Why do you want to take away the only thing I have ... "I knelt on the cold stone floor and roared wildly, even forgetting that I was the most beloved and feared Emperor Ama. I only felt that the grievances and pains I had suffered over the years suddenly welled up in my heart.

The ridicule and frame-up of JIU ge, myna's indifference to May 14th, and the contemptuous eyes of palace slaves passed by my eyes, and I couldn't help clenching my fist. Over the years, I only survived step by step by my brother. Fourth brother propped up my sky with indifferent but practical actions, but Wei, she warmed my heart.

"Pa", a heavy slap fell on my face, and a little salty fishy slipped out of my mouth. I looked at the Emperor Amar who had been waiting for a while. His lips were pursed into a line, and his face was angry, but his eyes were not as intense as before, making people afraid to look straight.

"You-asshole", Huang's voice seemed to squeeze out through her teeth. He paused and turned his back slightly, only his back was driven by breathing. Suddenly I found that Emperor Ama seemed to be getting old again. Did he have so much white hair in his temples before? His hands are so thin and his heart is soft.

"No father would hurt his son ..." Emperor Amar suddenly whispered, his voice was too low to hear. I paused, looking back, he had turned around. The old man who looks a little old has disappeared. In front of me is the proud and dignified Emperor Kangxi, who has been fighting for martial arts all his life. My heart is bitter. Under the cold and arrogant stare, I couldn't help but bow my head, but my inner pain, unwillingness and despair made my body tremble uncontrollably.

It seems like a long time, and it seems like just a moment. A slow but seemingly secret voice came from overhead. "I also asked her, have you thought about what you want to do in the future?" My heart jumped violently and I looked up like a lightning strike. I looked at Amarandi and Wei. ...

Emperor Amar narrowed his eyes slightly and stared at me firmly, but his eyes seemed to penetrate my body and looked away. "She said the lesser of the two evils," said Emperor Amar slowly, and then closed his eyes, as if he were a little uncomfortable. But every word is so gentle that it seems to put my heart in the gap of the door shaft and crush it slowly.

"Husband and wife are one, why should they be separated?" On my wedding night, Wei's smiling and firm words once made me proud in front of those brothers for so long. I thought it was a vow to grow old together, but now it has become Kyrgyz. At that time, I only felt that my eyes were hot and swollen, but my heart was as hot as just eating a handful of soda, and my whole body was soaked in it. "Wei, it's not worth it, you're not worth it" …

A burst of footsteps sounded, and I subconsciously looked up and vaguely saw Emperor Amar standing in front of me. He looked at me silently for a while, rolled his eyes, said simply, "Then don't let her die unworthy", and then went out without looking back.

I fell flat on my knees, my knees numb and painful. I feel hot at the thought of Wei's laughing feast, and cold at the thought that there will never be such warmth again. The weather is hot and cold, and my heart is numb.

A familiar smell of sandalwood came to my face. "Four elder brothers ...", I cried hoarse, and there was a slight sigh behind me. I only felt a cold hand gently stroke my braid from my forehead and fall on my shoulder to squeeze hard.

I tilted my head slightly and looked at the pale, cold but firm hand ... That was the only thing I had in the future. 1 of "pa", then 1 of "pa", I waited for a while and watched one drop after another tears fall on my shoulders, skirt and fourth brother's hand. It turned out that I would cry. I haven't cried since I was beaten by my tenth brother and cried in the arms of my fourth brother that year, for ten years or more …

Fourth brother came up to me slowly, bent down gently, put his hands on my shoulders and looked up at me. In a blur, I can only see the fourth brother's face as white as snow and his lips as pale as a trace of blood. Only those dark eyes are still full of firmness and ... unspeakable pain. The fourth brother looked at me for a long time before saying, "Good brother, forget it." His voice is hoarse, as if it had been rubbed by sand.

I just feel a blank in my heart and forget … why? I stared at fourth brother. He looked at me for a while, but after all, he hung up. He just put his hands around my shoulders and pushed harder and harder, which even made me feel a little painful, but the pain comforted my heart. Fourth brother, he is also injured.

"I can't forget it for one day, ten days, ten years, and one year ..." The fourth brother said that the lower his voice was, like a thin rope tied around my neck, which made me difficult to breathe. I couldn't help but stretch out my hand and pull my collar.

Fourth brother held my wrist tightly, but it was as hot as fire. Contrary to the cold just now, I earned it and didn't move. He's staring at me now. "Third, even if fourth brother asks you," I held back my backhand. "Fourth brother, I can't forget it for a day, ten days, a month and a year." I grinned and my fourth brother's hand was shaking. "Maybe I will forget it one day, but how can I live before I forget it?"

The fourth brother Zheng, his mouth opened and opened again, but he couldn't say a word. My heart became more and more painful. The tie added, "fourth brother, how long did it take you to forget?" I regretted it after that. His face was a little transparent for a moment, and after a while, he stood up a little staggered. At that time, only our heavy breathing was quiet in the room.

The feeling of heartbreak and regret makes my head as heavy as a stone drum. I hung my head and listened to the footsteps of the fourth brother walking slowly towards the door. After a long time, because the fourth brother had already left, suddenly I heard him hoarse and say, "It's the fourth brother who is sorry for you." Say that finish, he turned and walked out.

I froze there, but at that time I really didn't understand what fourth brother meant …

Before long, Emperor Amar let me out. Every day is drinking and riding horses, or doing nothing and leaning in the cave all day. Fourth brother came to see me once, looked at me and invited him to drink half drunk, said nothing, turned around and left. But the old 14 came once, and there was no ridicule in his eyes, but he was inexplicably lost.

I know very well that nine times out of ten he wrote the transfer order, but I don't even want to see him in front of me. I just had a drink alone. I don't know when he left, and I don't care.

In this way, after a while, one morning, DOG gave me a piece of rice paper with red eyes, shook his hand and opened it. Looking at the familiar fonts, my eyes couldn't help swelling up. "There are only desperate people in the world, there is no such thing as despair." I read it gently over and over again ... when did she write it? Is she looking forward to this day?

I couldn't help laughing at the grimace painted on my autograph. She always does. Every letter to me draws a different face, smiles, frowns and sticks out her tongue, just like her. I can't help rubbing my fingers and looking at that grimace, as if it had her temperature on it, which she left me, I understand …

Fourth brother was a little surprised when he saw me again. He looked at me and greeted me with a smile. His eyes turned red. He always drinks with me all afternoon. Goodbye is endless. I glanced at the imperial edict put aside and didn't want to say anything. I just want to spend some time with my fourth brother. He is becoming more and more silent, but there are always two pity and guilt in my eyes.

I never understood this guilt. I know that fourth brother knelt outside the smoky fast door all night in order to save Wei. For me, he went to beg Empress De Fei. I should be guilty, because I asked Wei for a promise that day. But I don't want to ask him. Fourth Brother understands my heart, and I know that the best way to repay Fourth Brother is to help him get what he wants.

"Hoo", I breathed a sigh of relief. I carefully folded the rice paper in my hand and put it on my chest. I looked out of the window and saw plum trees covered with half-ripe fruits. I can't help but recall that Wei once picked fruit there and put it in his mouth. Regardless of DOG and Qin Shuner yelling, she smiled and said, "Haven't you heard of it? It's too dirty. It's okay to eat. "

Chi, I can't help laughing. I stood up and went outside, walked under the plum tree, reached for one and wiped it on my body. It is bitter and astringent, but my heart is sweet. In a trance, I feel that Wei seems to be not far from me.

"Master, master," Qin Shuner, not far away, came running to me panting, with a strange blush on his face and a distorted expression. I couldn't help laughing, and it suddenly occurred to me that this slave mentioned that there was a new convent today, and I didn't take it to heart. He did it early in the morning.

I can't help laughing at myself. A forbidden prince has such ostentation and extravagance ... female xiu, I am slightly stunned, and my heart suddenly heats up. I hold my chest, Wei. ...

Looking at Qin Shuner getting closer, the expression on her face turned out to be ecstasy. Isn't it … "There are only desperate people in this world, and there are no desperate things", I murmured, and my mind suddenly flashed through my fourth brother's words, "It's fourth brother who is sorry for you", and he …

My heart beats faster and faster. I turned my head and stroked the swaying plum tree. Wei, really, is that you …