The original "fluorescence" is going to drop?

[1] Let dust increase the distance between us.

[2] When I was in primary school, my parents were always on business trips. When I am alone at home, I go to jiaozi during the day and eat noodles at night. A few days. The key is hung on the chest with a long rope. When you get home, turn on the TV. A little bully learning machine is actually used to play 64 1 game cards. Knock on ice bricks or tanks and eat beans. My junior high school is opposite the stadium, so I got a large open sky. In April, someone was flying a kite, and I couldn't help but take a look at it in class. Then I went to the video store two blocks away after school, and my favorite idol singer released a new album. In the days when tapes were still mainstream, there was a whole wall on the wooden shelf. The fried sugar cake I bought before was scolded by the manager before I came in and swallowed it in three bites. I almost rolled my eyes. In high school, I also went to make up lessons in summer vacation. A class lasts for 40 minutes, but 30 minutes are spent dozing off. It takes 45 minutes to ride a bike from home to cram school. In the midsummer of July and August, I staggered on the pedal, riding faster between two lush camphor trees, but riding slower in the shadow of camphor trees. However, my grades didn't go up. After the exam, I bit the sheets with my teeth in the dormitory in the middle of the night and cried hard.

[3] So, the friend who put on pajamas with me and sat in front of the bully learning machine was so close to each other's parents in elementary school that she brought two dinners on the night when I was alone. Putting homework aside at midnight 10, the two men opened their eyes with excitement in order to pass the "Squirrel Fight". And where she is now. Just like friends sitting together in junior high school, they were named together in class because they were in a daze. In front of the video store, she swallowed three candy cakes, and I swallowed four, sharing the same sweetness. Then I bought a lemon tree in Su Huilun, and she chose Mai's heart sign language. Even invented a strange game, even if only two or three meters apart in the same classroom, they also communicated frequently by writing letters, twice a week, and soon accumulated a thick stack. I must have, maybe, should, maybe, written something like "I'm glad to be like this" at the end of the letter. But where are such friends now? Organize mobile phone messages on weekends and see the New Year messages from high school friends. During the summer vacation, we went to a remedial class together. After that, I volunteered to drive her to the station in the opposite direction, even though it took me fifteen minutes to get home. In the inseparable three years, she played all the roles, including crawling into bed in the middle of the night and groping to wipe away my tears in the dark, skipping classes to buy delicious bread in a distant supermarket, and even getting really excited and scolding me for not being strong enough. However, at present, I am a friend who only sent a text message to greet me a year ago. Where is it?

[4] It's not that I don't know. They study abroad, fall in love and get married, or work in companies in the city. After a good internship, I successfully stayed in school. "Where" doesn't mean that.

[5] After studying, meet new people. Working together, staying up late together, holding the quilt out and spreading it on the floor of the hall, tearing bread while chatting, girls' calves are tangled together and often stretched out for air because of overheating. In the idle night, I walked hand in hand into the street and sat by the closed fountain. It suddenly reopened and sprayed a few wet backs. I met him online, from strange to familiar, to a good relationship. Chat for hours every day with chat tools, talk about some small things that happen at any time, talk about what I just had for lunch, or talk about which cartoon I am watching now, and talk about a joke I just saw. Even if you shout "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I want to give gifts on my birthday, and I can meet at a fast food restaurant if I have the opportunity, but when I meet in the middle of the night, I am willing to tell my innermost secrets and loneliness. The same, all disappeared. Become a person who doesn't even know the situation at the moment, doesn't leave a name in the phone address book, and never flashes a chat avatar again.

[6] Just like the road of subtraction, it is slowly, gradually and barren.

[7] But there are still people who can play jokes on each other, know each other's temperament, have a warm relationship that can be heard from her mouth, have people who can go to the movies and fill in phone records together, make long-distance and short-distance calls for days and nights, and chat from dark to dawn. So, there are still friends at the moment, and there are still friends at the moment. They replaced the former.

Unfortunately, it is not a quarrel, a split, or even a contradiction, not because the mood changes from positive to negative. It seems natural and helpless. After a long period of unconsciousness, I realized in a short time that I lost the information of those important people and lost contact. Taking graduation as a turning point, there is no chance to meet. Maybe I wrote more frequently at first, but one day I stopped because of the exam week, and then the density dropped sharply. Until I finally remembered, I didn't contact again for several months. At this time, new faces, new phones and new topics are like soft water pushing out a river in front of us. So, in the final analysis, I feel lazy and frustrated. I invited different people for my birthday and had a good time. Graduation or job-hopping, farewell to leave, and sometimes even similar opportunities are not needed. Just because of busy negligence or other reasons that have long been forgotten, they cut off contact on the Internet and turned into gray-black patterns with each other. When they realize this, they can no longer talk to him rashly. Even with such a beginning, more than a dozen conversations suddenly solidified. Embarrassed and uncomfortable, get up and stand in a warm place. Time and space become two multiplied lines, and a huge number is obtained, from which only the dust of memory can be filled. Alienation seems to be the law of nature. Just like a depressed city, a season without electricity, a gesture that is no longer popular, an abandoned railway track, its sleepers are weathered or decayed, wormwood grows everywhere, and it is buried a little until it disappears from sight.

[9] There must be eternal and beautiful friendship in this world, just as all the poems sing. There must be. Long-term companionship, unlimited by time and space, is the eternal friendship between Liuli and Cai Hua. So there must be eternal, not-so-eternal friendship in this world, which only shines at a certain stage.

[10] Similar losses are so common that they are used to it from heart to body. Organize the address book of the new mobile phone and consider whether to delete it. "What's the use of keeping it?" And so on. I realized that I was passing by my former friend's company and didn't want to stop and have a look. I just said, "Oh, here it is." That's the decision. Desolate?

The use of the word "former friend" must include the meaning of "not now" Although there is no real reason, "no, no" is just a passing remark.

[1 1] Then one night, ignorance broke into the website of a former friend, and from this to that, everyone who forgot his name for ten years became clear. Recalling the past more, physical education class played badminton and got stuck on the branch of a tall spruce tree. One year's birthday present is to record a tape recorder. There should be a Su Huilun song. She was the first person to speak after I entered high school. Like a towel soaked in hot water. So, of course I dream when I sleep. A car full of people, the sky outside the window is a mixture of purple and blue. In the later conversation, I understood that it was originally to watch the Cassiopeia meteor shower. The sky, which seems to be only a few hundred meters away, is full of flying white light, and you can vaguely hear the roar and crack. This is a beautiful night. I talk to people around me, and then turn to talk to people in the back row, or talk to people in the front row and people on the right in the front row ... a car full of former friends.

[12] There must be eternal, not-so-eternal friendships that only shine at a certain stage in this world. Just like there is a substance called phosphor in this world. It will slowly release the light it absorbed before, and it will be released one day. At the last moment, the beam reflected from it is from strong to weak, and finally becomes thinner, followed by complete and silent darkness. In the past, all the road signs and place names written in fluorescence have disappeared. So, at this time, can you understand the meaning of an old saying now? That sentence said, "I can't go back."

Do you understand now?

It's over.