Record: My monthly salary is 50,000. My boyfriend didn't touch me for a year, forcing me to resign and go back to my hometown with him. What should I do?

Sleeping in Huilongguan, like every day, when the alarm woke Lin Biao up, she was still at a loss. Two hours' sleep couldn't wake the biological machine at all, but the mechanical instinct pushed her to climb into the bathroom slowly.

In the mirror, the bird's nest's messy head, dark eyes, obscure face and frozen eyes were broken by the surging air in her throat, and she began to dress and wash.

In less than five minutes, she has solved her personal problems, half squinting, wearing an Apple headset that cost 2,000 yuan and carrying tens of thousands of laptops. Before going out, she spilled a little soup when she brought the prepared box lunch.

She checked, and her ears and laptop were not damaged, except that 80 yuan's plaid suit jacket was a little stained. She was relieved and too lazy to go back to the tube. She just pushed open the door covered with tape and slammed it, never looking back.

At this time, the whole Huilongguan is waking up, as if there were people in every gatehouse for an instant. Buildings lined with trees are like beasts crouching in the wild, devouring thousands of human beings.

It's only five kilometers away from the company, but this road is a grinding test for all internet people who travel between Houchang Village and Huilongguan.

From Huilongguan, you must first take the subway to Erqi in Xi, and then take the shuttle bus to the village. Even a hundred people can't wait for the bus three times. 15 minutes. It takes more than an hour to drive. Of course, you can also enjoy riding, but it's also very congested. The average speed of buses, buses and bicycles is 20km/h.

This magical "highway of death" is in sharp contrast to the Internet, which is seeking trillions of dollars every day. It's as ironic as Lin Jiaoran's high technology and clothes that cost less than 100 yuan, but everyone is used to it.

With the torrent being squeezed into the subway car, Lin Jiaoran has learned to go with the flow, with a cool face, still able to reply to emails and letters, carrying lunch boxes, leisurely, not dry or impetuous.

The people next to him are doing the same thing. As the Silicon Valley of China, Houchang Village has gathered the highest intelligence at the forefront of human science and technology development, but this intelligence still cannot change the essence of being far away from urban areas and lacking in consumption.

The extremes of human beings seem to be vividly reflected here. Sometimes, Lin Qiaoran will imagine that the people coming in and out of this car are like a big wave of zombies, which is so funny.

She wanted to laugh, but like almost everyone else, fatigue squeezed the smile out of the facial muscle action data code, and the body action code accurately sent her to the building where she worked.

What is a little different today is that a white ambulance with emergency lights suddenly stopped in front of the building. I saw a group of medical staff rushing into the building from a distance.

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Lin jiao ran into the office area and saw the medical staff carrying a person out. She was a little curious, and someone in the mobile phone work group answered her question.

The programmer who stayed up late last night and worked overtime was found to have a crooked mouth this morning. First aid is acute small blood vessel blockage, which is caused by stroke, long-term mental work and lack of exercise. It is said that he may be hemiplegic.

She is a little familiar with the names in the group, but she seems strange. People who come in and out of this building every day seldom communicate with each other. Due to the heavy work and the biological nature of the process, everyone's face-to-face communication ability is almost zero.

In this workplace with an average working age of 29.9 years, stroke seems to be far away, but today it is so close.

Long hours of intense work and day and night work and rest are the norm for these people. The glamorous appearance is only decorated in a science and technology building with a great future artistic conception, and the only high salary worthy of nostalgia.

Many times, Lin Jiaoran wanted to say goodbye to this place where birds don't shit, turtles don't lay eggs and rabbits don't have hair, but every time she was pulled back by the zero on the payroll. Compared with other companies of the same age, this is the greatest value of her staying in Beijing to realize her dream.

The phone suddenly vibrated silently, and Gao Feng's name flashed by, which made her dumbfounded. She hasn't seen him for two weeks and hasn't even spoken to him.

Gao Feng is her boyfriend. At the beginning, the two men fought each other for two hours at the future high-tech seminar held by the university. They made peace with each other and exchanged views. They are actually fellow villagers.

Fate is a strange adhesive that brings two strangers together and passionately wants to stay in the capital after graduation. It was Gao Feng who applied to Houchang Village.

In the same industry, Houchang Village is a famous place. Almost all Internet giants in China are here, and their majors can survive here.

Although they have heard of the most advanced industry leading situation and the lagging consumption deficit here, their young blood still makes them fearless and full of enthusiasm and longing.

Not spending can save money. In the future, the average annual salary increase of factories and villages will be 10%, and they will earn 10,000 yuan as soon as they enter the business. The promising career development prospects have increased their confidence.

Both she and Gao Feng were born in ordinary families and came to Beijing to study. They have spent all their savings. If they want to gain a foothold, they need more than 3 million houses to buy a one-bedroom apartment, and they need money to get a hukou and take root in this land.

If you want to rely on yourself, you have to work hard. While young, the pain is only staged. This is their ambition and reason for almost all of them to stay in Houchang Village. So from the beginning, they were psychologically prepared.

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However, sometimes no amount of psychological construction can offset the physical impact and mental destruction of facts.

High-intensity workload and low-quality sleep every day are like two meat grinders, crushing people's soul and willpower, fatigue, hair loss and confusion in the future. It's hard to say which is the last straw to crush the camel.

The first thing I can't stand is the peak. After three years, the monthly salary is over 10,000 yuan, but in order to save 200 yuan for food, I will go to the rental house to cook and prepare lunch boxes in the morning 12. /kloc-I have to think about the consumption of more than 0/00 yuan. In my career, Lin Haoran successfully upgraded from T3 to T5, only one step away from T6, a great god.

Although this step away actually represents the rare index level of the Mariana Trench, at least, there is greater hope, but the development of Gao Feng is not smooth. The company he applied for has been merged and reorganized three times in less than half a year.

In Houchang village, this kind of sales promotion is not new, even a good opportunity for employees to raise their salaries, but it is accompanied by a strong workload. As a back-end engineer, a lot of data are transferred out, sometimes the peaks are withered and chapped, and his face is as white as a ghost.

And his level has always been equivalent to T3. He doesn't understand, in college, he and Lin Haoran are obviously evenly matched, and the backcourt village is also desperately saburo. How can she catch up with him?

Essentially, Gao Feng is not a hard worker. In fact, he chose to come to Houchang Village because he didn't want to socialize in society. The communication between people here is surrounded by big data and cloud technology, and speaking is a luxury.

Originally, this was exactly what he wanted to live in a technical house, but one day, he was squeezed into a subway car like a sardine and missed his stop because he was sleepy. When he left the station, he had to walk back. On the road outside Beijing in the morning, the science and technology building in the distance is brightly lit, and the sleeping city in front is dark.

He suddenly gave birth to endless fear and powerlessness, as if he had gone from light to darkness, just like his future life, and he could not see the future.

He went to see Lin Jiao Ran. Since they started working, communication has become less and less, not unwilling, but too tired. When they don't even have the desire to speak, the passion of the body has completely disappeared.

He joked with her that he would run out of bullets before they got married. This yellow joke was a year ago. So far, he hasn't been with her for a year.

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Gao Feng and Lin Jiaoran discussed. Let's go home. His parents and her parents agreed to persuade them to come back when they knew that the price they wanted to buy a house needed four or five million yuan. With their education and work experience, they may not have a well-paid job in the local area, but the total will not be less than 10 thousand.

Parents of both sides can sponsor more, or even buy a big house of nearly 200 square meters in full, and get a car, so that a small life is comfortable enough.

They are no longer young, they can obviously live a higher quality of life, so why fight for an invisible future at the expense of life and health?

Lin Biao was a little surprised when she said this for the first time, but a little surprised, but she didn't want to. She said, Gao Feng, why are you so selfish? Speaking of it, you are the one who works here, and you are the one who says you want to take root. Now you can't bear to leave you. Have you thought about me? Barely made it to this day, almost from "lying flat on the West Second Banner". How can you possibly ask me to give up now?

Lying flat in Xi 'erqi means that the interconnected companies in Xi 'erqi can choose at will. They not only have a high monthly income of 50,000 yuan, but also enjoy the rights and interests of sub-options, that is, high-paying people who reach the level of golden thread.

Gao Feng sneered at this. You are a girl. What's the point of ascending to that height? Finally, I want to get married and have children? Do you want me to resign and wait on you at home?

The two broke up in discord, and after two weeks, neither of them contacted each other. Maybe they are competing with each other to see who will be the main one. Maybe it's just that they are too busy to make time for quarreling and making up.

Unexpectedly, Gao Feng took the initiative to contact Lin Biao Ran. He made a deal with her on the phone. He is nicknamed "Huang Ji" in Sacido, located in the basement of Brilliant International Plaza, and is known as an Internet person who improves his life.

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Eating a little food is regarded as the improvement of daily food by people in Houchang Village. Lin Jiaoran and Gao Feng sat in their seats, but they didn't have the leisure to embrace "eating goods".

Gao Feng sincerely apologized to Lin Jiao Ran. He said that what he said that day was all angry words, I hope she can understand. In addition, his classmate called the day before yesterday and said that he had started a technology company. He wanted his old classmates to help him and let him go back without worrying about finding a job, and she didn't have to.

I know you want a better life, Gao Feng said. Houchang Village does have a good prospect on the Internet, but the price paid is too high. You are optimistic about stomach trouble, not to mention me, just yourself? I am in that terrible pain every month. Have you forgotten what the doctor said? Conditioning? How? If we keep working here, can we adjust it?

If you want to settle down in Beijing, we can still save the country by curve. Try my classmate's company first and work for a few years. Let's settle in Tianjin first, and then we'll find a way slowly. Gao Feng took out the small advertisement that he saw on his bike that Tianjin had settled down and handed it to Lin Jiaoran.

Lin Biao is silent, and she can feel the sincerity of the peak. Two people are not without feelings, and he is not the kind of person who has no responsibility. He's thinking about two people. She can feel it.

She also admitted that such consideration was his last effort for each other. He didn't want to give up this relationship easily, but he was willing to talk about it, but the decision was too big for her to give an answer simply.

She said to give her some time to think about it, and Gao Feng agreed.

When we broke up, there was always news on the mobile phone. Opening it is a good thing. After passing the data test for a whole month, the boss was also very honest. He directly paid the employees for a day off, and only then was the ghost group full of happy expression packs.

Some people in the same trade suggested going to Wangjing for dinner, feeling the nightlife of modern people and soothing the barren mind.

Everyone readily agreed. Everyone has dried up in the desert of life for too long, and is too eager for a happy release to vent and prove that he is still alive or young.

Wangjing SOHO at night is not only a feast of lights, but also a carnival of people. Compared with the equally crowded people in Houchang Village, there is more urban noise here.

A group of people like hillbillies came to town, close to each other, and there seemed to be something inappropriate in all the excitement.

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Lin Biao ran in the crowd and saw a couple, holding hands, about her age. They are closely related, intimate, young and arrogant, and uncompromising with the world.

She suddenly smelled of falling, and the excitement around her was like an impenetrable wall, pressing on her.

"We, we'd better go back." I don't know who suddenly spoke A person's opening is like a sudden opening in this group, and everyone is relieved.

Yes, I have to work overtime tomorrow, so I'd better go back to bed early! Everyone agrees for various reasons, but the direction is surprisingly consistent.

On the way back, the car was silent all the way. Lin Qiaoran knew that at this moment, everyone felt that the splendor of Wangjing did not belong to them, and that was not our world.

But where is our world?

Is the company proposed by Gao Feng very good? After experiencing the internet, it is difficult for you to integrate into traditional industries, even local technology companies. Gao Feng said that the position of growth director offered by her boss sounds good, but there is such a position in Houchang Village.

She saw that complicated procedures and remuneration were not better than her present position.

To put it bluntly, that is the job that makes the big boss happy.

She doesn't want to give up this relationship, but is it worth giving up her present career for this? Lin Haoran didn't know that the lights of Houchang Village appeared in the field of vision again. She got off the bus and stood at the famous Internet Cross Street. The Baidu, Netease, Sina and Tencent buildings under construction were like four gluttons.

Bright lights, reflecting the sky, night is like day.

She looked around blankly, like a child, lonely, unwilling, afraid, and what to do. All the emotions came to her mind at once, and she couldn't hold back any longer, and suddenly burst into tears!

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