When you are surrounded by people who laugh at your jokes

. . . . First of all, I am not a medical student. Secondly, I don't think I have to die if this happens. . . You know this truth. Everyone knows that it is wrong to commit suicide when encountering difficulties. Well, since you know that you will do something wrong when you die, you are doing something wrong, just like those who laugh at you and ruin your reputation. It's just that they hurt you first and then you want to hurt yourself. You know it's impossible to shut others up, so you want to avoid these discussions. So you either face it or run away. Then you can't get through this hurdle, you can't face the pull, and you choose to escape. The only choice you give yourself to escape is to die. But I didn't choose to leave here. In fact, choosing to leave here for another city is still a bit fresh. You can meet different people, or you can meet people who don't know your past. In the choice of escape, I suggest you choose another city. Of course, if it is a choice between "facing" and "escaping", I suggest choosing "facing" because escaping is troublesome and everyone hates trouble. This is very common. So how to face it? Imagine that there are billions of people on the earth. How many people around you are pointing fingers at you? Have you calculated them carefully, and after you work them out, think about their importance to yourself? Can't you live without them? Since they don't show kindness to you, you must not care about them, no matter what they say, you should know that they can't actually hurt you. It is possible that some of them have a bad reputation, and you don't know or care, but they exaggerate your business. They sometimes make a fool of themselves, but not so many people chew their tongues. Maybe they ignored the chatterbox, and now they can vent their pain on others. Of course, if you meet a disabled person now, you can also give him some advice and see how he reacts to you. It won't be strange where a man and a woman break up, even if the man he meets deliberately destroys the girl's reputation. Only people around you will mention it, not people around you will not care at all. In other words, tens of billions of people think that you are no big deal, and only a few people around you gossip. How normal is gossip? I guess you used to know something about the gossip that happened to others, but you won't always care, will you? The same is true of other people's gossip, so you should be sad if you are sad, and you should be sad if you are sad. I guess it's no big deal for you to live a life. Try it if you don't believe me. Those who have never hurt others and those who have hurt themselves are qualified to live in this world. Those who have hurt others have been shot or imprisoned. So nobody hurts you, so don't hurt yourself. . . . The above is my personal opinion. I hope it will help you and cheer you up as soon as possible.