Han Hong, 49, has no family, but she likes children very much. Why doesn't she have children of her own?

Han Hong, 49, has no family or children. However, Han Hong likes children very much.

Han Hong has a song called Dawn, for which she won numerous awards. One of the awards is the best public service song of the year. And this song was written by her specially for an adopted child.

On one occasion, in an interview with the media, Han Hong humorously mentioned Hao Lei.

Han Hong bluntly Hao Lei? Shameless? Because Hao Lei gave birth to two babies. Han Hong said that she liked Hao Lei's two treasures very much and wanted to have children with Hao Lei, but Hao Lei wouldn't give them to her. In the face of Hao Lei's refusal, Han Hong seems to have no intention of giving up, saying that she will continue to ask her for children in the future.

Of course, this is just a joke, which proves that the friendship between Han Hong and Hao Lei is extraordinary. This also shows that Han Hong likes children very much. It is puzzling that since she likes children so much, why doesn't she have one of her own?

In fact, Han Hong has already answered this question.

The reporter asked her if she had ever thought about having children.

Han Hong's answer is very interesting.

She said that when she was 39 years old, she also thought about this problem, because all her friends around her have children, and she can't fall behind. But she felt very scared.

The reason why Han Hong is afraid is very interesting.

She feels as if she hasn't grown up yet, and she is still like a child.

Han Hong's childlessness may be related to her growing experience.

Han Hong lacked maternal love since childhood, and her mother was also a singer. Because there were many performances at ordinary times, Han Hong was seldom accompanied by his mother when he was a child.

It was not until Han Hong's father died that her mother returned to Han Hong and was sent to the Conservatory for further study. In desperation, Han Hong had to be fostered in a neighbor's house.

Later, when her mother remarried, Han Hong hated her stepfather, so she took some dissatisfaction out on her mother.

Because it is difficult for Han Hong to integrate into the new family life, her mother has to let her go to her grandmother's house far away.

Mother didn't go to see Han Hong off in person, but let Han Hong go to Beijing by train from Tibet Station.

That year, Han Hong was only 9 years old.

It takes three days and three nights to get from Tibet to Beijing by train, but young Han Hong has to bear all this alone. Her inner depression and hesitation may only be deeply understood by those who have experienced it.

In fact, Han Hong's mother has her own helplessness, and her heart is buried by endless regrets. Once, she got a chance to perform in Beijing.

She can finally meet Han Hong.

But, with mother? Throw away resentment. Han Hong doesn't want to see his mother. She won't even say a word to her mother.

At that time, my mother's heart seemed to be suddenly poked by something. She hid her face and cried sadly, and left with guilt. At this time, she knew that there was an invisible barrier between her and Han Hong. This obstacle is invisible and intangible, but no matter how hard she tries, it is difficult to cross.

Therefore, it is not surprising that Han Hong said that she was afraid of being a mother.

The mother's duty is not only to give birth to children, but also to be responsible.

Han Hong knows that it is difficult to heal a child's lack of maternal love, so she will try her best to dedicate her love to so many children who lack it after becoming famous.

Time flies for many years, and now Han Hong is 49 years old. At the moment, she is warming the children she rescued with her heart, like a touch of bright red in winter.