The day before New Year's Eve, I blacked out my parents, and I haven't contacted them for a year (the second part).

Life is very realistic. No one's life is smooth sailing, and no one's family or parents are born rich.

whose life is not a chicken feather, just some people choose hysteria, some people choose silence, some people choose to embrace tomorrow, and some people choose to let go ...

and I belong to the latter. My father doesn't love my mother and I don't love nothing, but I still want to work hard on my own and live a human life frankly.

But many things in life, which don't happen to you, are called stories, and what happens to you is tragedy.

it will crush you like a boulder.

It is often the smallest things that push you to the wall in life.

in the last article, I wrote that Mr. Wang completely blacked out his parents and brothers, and I haven't contacted him for a year.

why is this happening? Let's take a look together.

I am introverted because I have been brought up by my grandparents since I was a child. Although I don't talk much to my parents at ordinary times, even if my parents are at home later, I really don't know what to say and how to say it.

1.

Anyway, it's the tepid kind. Sometimes there is nothing to talk about when we stay together, and I feel embarrassed myself.

The day before New Year's Eve, where they live, they will be completely blacked out, and there are many reasons. It can be said that all kinds of contradictions accumulated for a long time broke out completely in that quarrel.

years ago, my brother borrowed an online loan behind his family's back, which was about 5, yuan. Later, he was not urged to pay debts every day, but he hid himself.

After that, my sister-in-law called my parents and told them that I couldn't find my brother for three days in a row. As soon as my parents got worried, they called my daughter-in-law and asked her brother to contact the local traffic police and police station to find someone.

later, we searched all over the city for a day, but people called themselves and said they were drinking at KTV.

My daughter-in-law got angry at once. "In the cold winter, we put money behind our baby's back to find someone. What's your brother doing?"

only after I found it did I know that people were trying to hide their debts. Then my parents asked my brother and sister-in-law to pay back the money from the usurer on the spot and let them borrow money by themselves. Then my sister-in-law cried for a divorce.

I couldn't help it. In the end, my parents paid for the money. I just lied about it to appease my daughter-in-law's parents.

Later, my daughter-in-law was also very angry. "I want to buy a house and ask your parents for help. I keep saying that I have no money, and they will have money as soon as the boss meets something." Great!

2.

Before that, we had a bad time with our family because we bought a house. When we got married, our father-in-law didn't ask for a bride price, but only if we bought a house.

My parents and I also promised to get married first and buy a house within three years. As a result, after giving birth, my parents said they would continue to take care of my brother and sister-in-law (the oldest is 7 years old and the youngest is 5 years old) and could not take care of me.

I have to ask them to take care of it, and call them on time with 2, yuan a month. The salary in a small city was not high, and I couldn't afford 2, yuan in January. Finally, my daughter-in-law decided to quit her job and take care of the baby full-time.

when we talked about buying a house, we meant to borrow some from my daughter-in-law's family, and then ask my parents to borrow some for a down payment. After all, house prices have risen rapidly, which is better than renting.

to tell the truth, I didn't say anything at that time, because my salary was average after I graduated from college, and I also paid a student loan. Later, I got married and had children, and I didn't have any money at all.

3.

Daughter-in-law was quite angry at that time: "I didn't ask for the bride price, but you asked for money to see your grandson. Did your second child come from the garbage?"

Of course, this is not the most important thing. What makes me depressed is that my brother has something to do, and my parents have to go to help. So far, all the expenses for raising two children have been paid by my parents.

but I'm different. I borrow everything from the east and the west by myself. Even if I have a baby, my parents argue with me at the maternal door to keep my baby big or small, and others laugh at me.

At that time, the child was polluted by amniotic fluid and admitted to the intensive care unit for emergency treatment. People asked me to pay a deposit of 1, yuan, and my parents asked me to borrow it. I'm not complaining either. If parents don't want to help, help themselves.

I can read all these, after all, those are my parents.

I understand that I didn't help when I was raised, but what makes me chilling is that my parents and sister-in-law brazenly told us not to come back this time.

I didn't expect my parents to cry and rob the land by an unintentional question, calling me a baiwenhang and going to college for nothing. Your brother and two daughters haven't given birth to sons yet, so it's selfish of you to think about starting your own small family.

4.

My parents are still silent, and my daughter-in-law is completely angry: "Poor wretch, I will never let my parents buy a house even if I live in a toilet all my life".

My daughter-in-law's voice did not fall, but she was slapped by her brother and her glasses fell to the ground. All of a sudden, I was completely desperate for my loved ones.

moreover, my parents have repeatedly threatened to let my brother fight to death, and my father-in-law and brother-in-law have all kinds of troubles for this "slap", and my brother was almost taken away by the police station.

It turns out that it's true that parents don't love you, so is eccentricity, and it's also true that this family doesn't have a place for you. I'm the child who has never been treated well, and I feel sorry for everything.

Every family has a hard book to read. I didn't think I would be so embarrassed. It's cruel that your relatives don't even give you a tile. I believe this kind of thing will only appear in soap operas!

I said these bad things today, either because I hate them or because I have thoughts, or because I want to tell myself that I am completely relieved.

even if I can't sleep in the street like a human being in the future, I will continue to work hard.

in the first half of my life, I feel depressed, because my parents and brothers don't like me. I have been trying to prove myself, that I am better than others, that I am filial and sensible, but I still don't like me.

Now I'm completely relieved. My parents don't love you, that is, they don't love you. No matter how hard you try, it's futile. Otherwise, be yourself and live a different life.

Write it at the end:

I want to say that being loved by your parents in a family is a happy thing. If you are not loved by your family, please don't be depressed and love yourself.

On the road of growing up, it is always necessary to swallow some grievances, then dry your tears without saying a word and move forward. No one can be as blank as a piece of paper without a story, and the price of growing up is to lose the original appearance.

strangers across the screen, please live a good life, and be sure to live a wonderful life of your own, so that those who treat you like dirt will be impressed.

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