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I think the translation is ok. The victim's mind is a little confused. . .

Please take a closer look at the pure human translation below, hoping to help you.

Finally, I made a decision. Now, after years of deliberation, I have changed my attitude. Maybe it's time to solve the problem in the most reasonable way that I won't regret. I know that the unchanging environment was once described as a man who was going to rolling in the deep, and he could only hold on to the steep rocks. The man didn't give up, although his hands were covered with blood. He can only stop thinking about what will happen in the next second, because at least he is still alive. Perhaps this is the most difficult choice for people. I've had enough of this feeling, and I can't stand waiting for the end of the world silently any longer. Now, I can no longer hold back all my resentment and sadness, and I don't want to turn a blind eye to that sad experience. What I really want to do now is to go all out to change the status quo, forget all the work and make it a bad joke, even if it will be my last effort. Well, maybe this absurd scene of me struggling alone is an attempt doomed to tragedy after all, but the efforts during this period are of great significance to me, which may make me not regret it, and let me distinguish whether some people and certain things deserve my full emotion and energy. Once, I always compromised, gave in, and never took the initiative directly, just to ensure a happy future. This move may be more conservative and old-fashioned, rather than the so-called long-term vision. However, at this moment, let me end this idea of failure, because everything can end in a passive and helpless way. If all disputes and complaints, unity and separation can be attributed to one reason, then I'll be more direct. Reality forced me to make a decision without hesitation, and I was no longer afraid of the result, no matter how terrible it would be. Fate never cares how much I have paid, but I am different.

Some places may be inaccurate in translation, please correct me.