Full text of poor school flower Chen Ruoxue

My name is Chen ruoxue. I have been called the school flower since I went to school, but my life is very poor. In order to make a living, I became a waitress in a nightclub.

I don't think I look good, but others say I have a pair of eyes that can hook people, and no one likes such comments. This is obviously belittling you, but my experience just confirms this evaluation. I used to think that the beauty queen was the flawless goddess in everyone's eyes, but my beauty queen has gone down the road.

My home is in rural Anhui. After my mother was laid off, my sister set up a stall outside. Because there are too many laid-off workers there, and most of them have gone out to set up stalls, our business is difficult to do and our income is very poor. My dad is retired at home, and he only has a pension of more than 3 thousand yuan every month. The whole family is counting on the money to live. In order for me to go to college in Shanghai, my father helped others repair bicycles by the roadside. He is almost 60 years old. When I went home for the New Year in my freshman year, I saw that my father had been sunburned a lot and had a lot of cocoons on his hands. My heart was breaking at that time, but my family told me to study hard. Only in this way can I live a better life in the future. In the summer vacation when I am about to enter my sophomore year, I decided not to go home and stay in Shanghai to work. On the one hand, I earned a little money, on the other hand, I contacted the society and exercised myself. I majored in international business, of course I don't need it. I applied for this major in the college entrance examination, but I didn't think much about it. I was admitted, and I felt very puzzled after reading it!

Look at the girls around, those girls who are as beautiful as flowers and as tall and moving as themselves, do not engage in sideline business, some work as amateur graphic models or fashion catwalk models, and some work as junior or senior with rich people. In fact, they are all from ordinary families, but they just don't want to be dull. Although they are still young, they have to shoulder the burden of taking care of their families!

It was sunny in the street that day, and I walked between shops. When I see the posted recruitment information, I will ask, the location chosen should not be too far from the school. Later, a senior heard that I was looking for a part-time job, so she recommended me to a nightclub, where I could drink with my guests and get money, but from time to time I was eaten by them. It was also at this time that I learned that my senior was a part-time sofa girl here. Considering the hard work of my parents at home, I followed my seniors into this industry. When I was with the guests for the first time, I felt the salty hands of the guests. I wanted to leave at that time, but in order to live, I chose to endure.

People's adaptability is really strong. After working here for a week, I got used to this kind of life. It's just that I never introduce it. I just drink with my guests every day. Although many guests paid the bill, I refused. I don't want to use my body to make money for myself. This kind of work is to eat youth, and I have to make plans for my future life.