The novel Cold Moon Frost

Leng Yue was only seventeen when she got married.

It was a cold winter.

Her petite figure, red face, long eyelashes, a pair of eyes like black grapes, watery.

On that day, there was still white snow hanging on the treetops. Her red wedding dress reflects the snow and looks like a red fire.

The onlookers surrounded the bride three times on the left and three times on the right. Say it one by one.

"This little girl is a thief."

"Just like the Seven Fairies."

However, only I, standing in the crowd without saying a word, only stared at her slightly bulging abdomen, feeling very sad.

My aunt's eyes were dyed red with tears. However, what is this? Compared with the wealth of son-in-law, perhaps tears are just a tool to mix other emotions.

Leng Yue is my cousin. She was seventeen when she got married, and I was eighteen.

Leng Yue is going to be a mother, but I'm still the doll who only knows how to watch Qiong Yao's drama, play the glory of the king and read romance novels on her pillow.

My mother was very angry when she saw me. When she saw me lying in bed reading a novel again, she picked up a broom and knocked it down: "Look at your cousin, she is a mother, and you are still lazy at home. Get out! "

But every time, I will flash when my mother's "weapon" falls.

"I see, why bother nagging? If you want to have a grandson, I'll find someone to give you one tomorrow! "

I was so angry that my mother rolled her eyes and almost blistered.

And I packed my books with joy, quickly crossed the yard, jumped on the pink Jetta bike, and came here through the dense shade, gentle sunshine, trivial clouds and ancient memories.

The place where I work is a big library in the city center, with three floors.

My job is to clean all the bookshelves and the floor at eight o'clock every morning, and then my favorite book sorting stage!

I will open every book and carefully wipe the dust off it. Then tidy it up, just like sorting out your own messy mood.

After everything is over, I will find a sunny place and turn over some books I like.

I have worked in this bookstore for two years.

2

"Excuse me, do you have the novel The Unbearable Lightness of Life?"

I looked up, it was a clear face. Everything in the world is hidden in black pupils, as deep and unpredictable as night.

The newcomer is like a student, with a milky gray windbreaker, a big canvas bag and a bright smile.

"Are you asking Milan Kundera?"

"Yes, that's great! Finally found it! "

I walked very skillfully to the front of the "Foreign Literature" exhibition shelf and pulled out the book from the middle of the third row.

"Girl, are you good at business?"

He said half jokingly.

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome."

I watched him walk slowly to the end of the corridor and sit down in the innermost corner. Open the canvas bag, take out the notebook and pen, and carefully extract them.

The sun shone on the windowsill and shone on him through the dense shade.

In a trance, like a beating annual ring. ...

My thoughts drifted unconsciously to that afternoon two years ago. When I failed in the college entrance examination, I passed this bookstore dejectedly. As the saying goes, "Look at the flowers with tears." Every time I come across a book, tears pattering down.

At this time, the owner of the bookstore came over and looked at me with an incredible expression.

"I said, sister, if you cry again, these wet books won't sell."

Not to mention that it's all right. My tense little nerves seem to be gently torn off by one person, and my tears are more like a flood that burst its banks.

"You ... do you need help? Like ... being trafficked? Can't find your home? "

The boss is a chubby boy with a kind face. He wears thick glasses like a magnifying glass, but at the moment, the expression on his face is both anxious and distressed, which is very cute.

"Neither ... I ... I failed this list ... Wow ..." I collapsed and cried again.

In this way, the boss of the book city took me in.

In this way, I became a working girl here, a living book picker, and I clearly knew the location of every book, just like knowing the location of every dress at home. ...

Thought of here, I can't help but heart, continue my cycle work.

three

I was sorting out books when Leng Yue called me, when a sweet voice came from the other end of the microphone: "Sister, what are you doing?"

"Go to work!"

"Can't I go to work?"

"Don't go to work, you support me!"

"Come out and invite you to tea!"

I put down my book, packed my clothes and walked quietly to the boss, who was immersed in accounting, and his calculator kept calling "Zero Zero ..."

It's like making millions.

"Brother Jun, I ask for leave!"

He didn't answer me.

I leaned a little closer to his ear and shouted, "Brother, I'm leaving!"

He stopped by the calculator and looked up at me. The eyes in the thick lenses are as cold as an arrow. I suddenly felt as if I had been hit, and my body shrank back at once. Seeing the account book he opened and the accumulated amount, he knew that he was in trouble. He pulled out the account book, closed it with trembling hands, and said with a smile, "Take a rest, brother. I won't help you after work tonight. Now I have something urgent to do ..." Before he could react, his feet were covered with oil and ran away.

four

Passing through the faint alley on the right side of the book mall is the snack street. Leng Yue is waiting for me in a small teahouse.

She is dressed in a black dress, slim, with a high ponytail, light makeup and pure appearance. Having children did not bring her any discomfort, but added a layer of touching charm.

"Sister, there you are!"

I sat opposite her and kept staring at her: "Where's the baby?"

She bowed her head and took a sip of tea, then casually said, "at home."

Then she smiled and said, "I ordered lily and lotus seed tea for you, which is very delicious." Give it a try. "

She giggled, her shallow dimples looming.

"Sister, lend me some money."

"How much is it?"

"Five thousand ..."

"For what?"

"Never mind."

"That's gone."

"I used it for abortion."

I opened my eyes in shock, and tea almost sprayed on her face: "Does Xiao Liang know?"

"It's none of his business. The child is not his. "

"Leng Yue, are you crazy?" I stood up excitedly. This attracted the curious eyes around.

Leng Yue stretched out his hand and pulled me. "My elder sister, don't react so much. Too embarrassing. "

She calmed down for a while and said, "Xiao Liang and I were only 17 years old when we got married, which is not legal enough. In other words, it is not marriage at all, but marriage fraud. "

"Now, I have the right to pursue my own happiness."

"But what about the baby?"

"I don't care that much." She lowered her head and stared at her lower abdomen. "If my body is weak and the medicine doesn't flow away, why should I suffer again?"

"Whose child is it?"

"My current boyfriend's."

"Give me the card number and I'll transfer the money for you."

five

A week later, Leng Yue brought her boyfriend to the Book City to meet me.

The moment I met her boyfriend, I was so surprised that I almost didn't fall off the ladder where I put the book.

"Hello, my name is Jiang Xu. Nice to meet you! " He held out his hand in a friendly way and smiled politely.

I hesitated and shook.

"Have you met?" Leng Yue looked at my reaction and asked doubtfully.

"Oh, yes, I borrowed books here the other day."

The unbearable lightness of life, I said.

"Sister remembers." He said with a smile.

"This is my cousin Han Bingshuang."

"Your name seems to be Oh."

"Of course, we still look alike. Take a closer look? " Leng Yue took my arm and leaned against his cheek.

I was a little embarrassed and smiled awkwardly.

Leng Yue took Jiang Xu around the book mall at will, but I began to be absent-minded all day, and I didn't know what to do. I was smashed by the book several times.

Brother Jun gave me half a day off again.

A few days later, I saw Jiang Xu again, carrying a canvas bag and walking back and forth in front of the bookshelf.

I walked over and he saw me and smiled happily: "Sister, you are here. Can you help me find a reference book? "

"I want to talk to you first, which will take you a few minutes."

He was puzzled, but he followed me into the coffee area.

"What would you like to drink?" I asked.

"Oh, just plain water."

I got up and got him a glass of water.

"Elder sister, what can I do for you? You, you're a little too serious. Is this about Leng Yue? "

"You break up, Lengyue ... she is married ..."

My hands crossed and my heart stopped.

"Oh ..."

I looked up in surprise and saw that there was no response from the other party.

"Do you know about this?"

"hmm." He said calmly, "Leng Yue told me that she is not only married, but also has a two-year-old baby."

"You ..."

I'm speechless.

"So what, cheated marriage, imprisoned life, will be happy? Are you willing to let Leng Yue stay with someone he doesn't love for life? "

"Are you in love with Leng Yue again?"

"love." He has a firm eye and a firm answer.

Love rat!' I raised my hand and splashed the water on his face, gnashing my teeth. "Why do you love her and let her have an abortion? Why not care about her health? "

The glass of water was a little hot and splashed on his eyes fairly, but he didn't move. He was completely frightened by my words!

My behavior alarmed the people reading next to me, and everyone looked at me in unison. I seem to be seen through 180 holes.

Brother Jun trotted over, pulled me, and carefully stared at Jiang Xu, who was completely petrified. Looking at this posture, it seems that I am not the one who suffers. I slowly output a sigh of relief.

"Aunt, you want to tear down my desk all day, don't you?" Jung elder brother whispered.

Suddenly, Jiang Xu grabbed a canvas bag and walked out of the bookstore without looking back.

I froze and waited for a while, looking at the back of him who refused to leave, and my heart was inexplicably sad.

six

One summer night, I was pushing my bike along the path. Street lights are flashing and cicadas are singing one after another.

Got a call from Leng Yue.

"Elder sister, do you have money?"

From the second I saw her mobile phone, an unknown fire rose in my heart, and this is precisely the most prosperous moment at this moment.

"no!" I didn't good the spirit way, "you Qian Qian want money every day, you will know that want money, pregnant? What about abortion? You liar! "

From Jiang Xu's reaction during the day, I have guessed that I was cheated by this ya, maybe more than once!

"Don't give up, why are you so big, did I offend you? And Jiang Xu, angry with me today, too. Oh, did you two collude long ago? Or did you have an affair long ago? "

"Hum, I think you are not simple to him, and the way you look at him is wrong ..."

"Leng Yue, you shut up, you heartless thing. No wonder my aunt doesn't want you and says you have no conscience ... no wonder your marriage is unhappy. You deserve it ... "

"DuDu ..."

There is a busy signal on the other end of the phone. I called back angrily and turned it off!

The biggest injustice in this world is that I hate someone, but I can't scold her. I called her names, and she talked back. She not only talked back, but also turned off my cell phone. ...

I'm ... I'm angry ...

I dialed your brother's phone casually.

"Brother, I'm tired. I want to ask for leave! "

"……"

"Well ..."

Brother Jun's weak voice is on the other end of the phone.

seven

See Xiao Liang is a month later, he took the baby, the baby holding a toy to chew.

"Elder sister ..." Spending money like water before, but now it's like frosted eggplant.

I quit my job to help take care of the children. Actually, Xiao Liang is very nice, except that he is shorter and uglier.

"Sister, do you know where Leng Yue is?"

His question stumped me, and I was speechless for a long time.

this ...

A husband came to me for a wife.

What kind of world is this?

I held the baby in my arms, and the baby smirked at me, as if knowing that his father was like a joke.

"Leng Yue, she hasn't come home for a month. If you know where she is, please tell me. "

Liang Xiao took the child, turned and walked out the door.

This is the second injured person who came out of my side!

However, Leng Yue really never appeared again, no longer contacted me, and even Jiang Xu didn't come.

At noon one day after a long time, I still saw her news on my mobile phone.

A 19-year-old woman in our city was seriously damaged by inhaling excessive drugs and fell into a severe coma. She has been transferred to the intensive care unit for treatment.

Jiang, another college student in this city, was expelled for taking drugs.

Seeing the pale and haggard woman in the video, I really dare not admit that she is Leng Yue.

And that, Jiang Xu, who was forcibly taken away by the staff of the drug rehabilitation center.

Taking drugs? Are you kidding?

My brain went blank and I almost passed out.

eight

The door of the ward is already crowded with people, and my aunt has fallen at the door of the intensive care unit, crying and crying, and no one can pull away. Xiao Liang has been with her, secretly wipe tears.

"I shouldn't let her go. She wanted a divorce, so I agreed. I shouldn't have promised. I didn't protect her ... "

Xiao Liang gave him a hard slap.

"Later, she met some friends on the road and embarked on this road. I am responsible ... "

My aunt finally reacted when I heard this. She grabbed Xiao Liang by the collar and spat on his face: "You returned my daughter, and my daughter married you, which is in vain. Is this how you gave it back to me? "

"I'm sorry, mom ..."

"Anyway, you are Leng Yue's mother and my child's grandmother. If anything happens to Leng Yue, I will take care of you like a son! "

I stood not far away and coldly witnessed all this.

There is nothing wrong with Xiao Liang. He loves her, cherishes her and is filial to her parents.

But is my aunt wrong? She just loves money. It was only because of the gambling debt of 800,000 yuan that I married my daughter to Xiao Liang, and her family was well-off.

I don't care. My daughter is obviously a piece of reading material.

"Sister, which university do you think I should go to?"

"Sister, shall we go to Tsinghua together?"

"Sister, when I grow up, I will leave here and go further."

"I want to read a lot of books and walk a long way. See the scenery that others can't see, but also find a person who loves himself and loves him all his life ... "

I closed my eyes and thought, unconsciously, tears have crossed my mouth, a little bitter and a little astringent.

nine

Leng Yue never woke up. Maybe she was dreaming. In her dream, she was sitting in a spacious and bright classroom, and her classmates were as warm as the sun, with catchy reading sounds.

However, Jiang Xu, the boy with a bright smile, is walking by her window. They smiled at each other, and the clouds were light and the wind was light.

That's all she wants!

Shh, then let's leave her alone and let her sleep.

ten

The book mall has been transferred!

I'm leaving, too!

Brother Jun found me and hesitated not to talk.

I laughed at him: "What do you want, what are you afraid to tell me? Do you owe me money? "

He looked up at my eyes with a serious face: "first frost, I'm going to Hainan. My parents are there. I wish I could go there ... "

"They especially hope that I can bring a girlfriend with me ... you ..."

"Brother, I have unfinished business. Forgive me ... "

"Maybe one day ... I will come to you ... and work for you."

Brother Jun's eyes were red and he choked: "OK, then it's a deal!"

He opened his arms: "Can I hug you?"

Brother Jun's arms are warm. For a moment, I even had the urge to let him take me away regardless of everything. However, I finally held back and watched him turn away. Didn't say "goodbye!"

I went back to school. After three years' absence, I finally sat back in this bright classroom, listening to difficult math classes, doing boring chemistry problems, reading silent classical Chinese and watching boys and girls running on the playground. ...

Occasionally, I will go to the book city, change my boss, change my staff and change my name.

I often sit where Jiang Xu sat, listening to songs and reading books, waiting for that person.