What kind of experience is it to have an idol that keeps you forging ahead?

I used to be a real groupie. In the four years of college, I have never had a touching love like others. But in my best youth, I devoted all my enthusiasm to idols.

At that time, the Korean Wave was flourishing, and the Korean drama Han Xing Han Zong was highly sought after. I fell in love with my idol TVXQ!'s captain Jung Yunho! Just because I watched a Korean classic variety show "Love Letter". It was such a casual moment that I fell in love with this man and deeply engraved it in my heart.

? Like other groupies, I didn't neglect my studies because of idolization and asked for money from home every day. My family is not rich, I'm just a student. I live on the living expenses given by my family every month, but this living expense can't meet the huge consumption of idolization at all. Just a concert ticket, the most common ticket will cost a month's living expenses, not to mention the VIP ticket in the infield.

In order to save money, I studied hard and didn't miss every class, just to get a scholarship for a good result in the final exam. My parents saw that idolization didn't affect my studies, but worked harder to support my action and help me make up for it when I was almost rich at some point. At that time, I felt that I had inexhaustible energy every day, and I could attend classes as an idol.

During the summer vacation, in order to get closer to my idol language, I didn't go home, so I signed up for a small language class, Korean in the morning and Japanese in the afternoon. Get up at 6 o'clock every day to catch the bus and go to class. Have a casual meal at noon and continue in the afternoon. When I come back in the evening, I will do homework and oral exercises assigned by the Chinese teacher in the dormitory. When I finish studying, I will look at their news activities and programs. It will be 12 in the middle of the night. This kind of day has been repeated for a summer vacation. Going out in Wuhan in summer is a sauna. There was no air conditioning in the dormitory at that time. Two electric fans can't blow away the heat at night. Looking back now, I really admire myself at that time and have no regrets.

Thanks to my idol Jung Yunho, he inspired me to be independent and self-motivated. You let me know that I still have so much inexhaustible energy and so many unknown things to learn.