After learning that her husband was having an affair, it only took her 2 days to get divorced. There must be zero tolerance for infidelity in marriage. Do you think that’s right?

Our family lived at No. 48 Xiangyang Lane in 1997. It was an old house that was decades old. The paint on the walls was peeling off, the doors and windows were rusty, and the corners were full of rat bites. The ground floor is flat and flat, with four families living there. The first one uses a faucet and the third uses a bathroom.

Every morning I hear vulgar scoldings. Beating children, scolding wives, fighting for water and toilets, and making noise in the neighborhood. People don't care about dignity and dignity. These noble adjectives are not worth mentioning in Xiangyang Lane. The bachelor in the room on the left is an old gambler for decades. He lost all his belongings and fled his old house.

A young couple lives on the right. The man is a plasterer, and the woman washes people's hair in a hair salon. The man often doubts whether the woman has had sexual relations with customers. Every time she gets drunk, he beats her until her nose is bruised and her face is swollen. There, there was a single mother with her seven-year-old child.

After a woman has suffered the pain of love and life, she vents her anger on her children. I can often hear her shouting to her children in a hoarse voice: "You are a debt collector, why don't you go?" Die? ”

I hate it here. No one likes it here. It's just cheap. The monthly rent of several dozen yuan is an irresistible temptation. That year, my father fell from the scaffolding, causing his right leg to be slightly disabled. The life of a family of three depends entirely on the mother alone. On days when you can't afford three meals, nothing else matters, right?

I spent my entire childhood in quarrels and verbal abuse. Neighbors insult each other, and parents are no exception. After the leg injury, my father fell into inexplicable irritability and attributed the accident to my mother: "If you didn't make a lot of noise, I wouldn't be here today!"

On the stool He sat down on the bed, kicked hard with his legs, jumped up and down, and his neck was full of tendons. It was difficult to walk, and my father couldn't exert any strength. An old villager introduced him to a job - guarding a timber warehouse halfway up the mountain. The salary was 1,600 yuan per month, and he could eat, drink and have sex in a small house.

It is sunny and windy in winter, but exposed to the sun in summer. But thank God, the family is coming back to life. My father lived in the mountains all year round, and my mother had to work even harder. She not only had to take care of me, but she also had to make a living by selling a stall. In those years, the most familiar scene to me was that of my mother sitting at the collection stall, lying on the bed with her head up, crying quietly. The old ones had just been erased, and the new ones fell again.

I can't fully explain the pain in her heart. I'm scared of being a mother. So I read hard. When I was a child, my mother told me one thing - if you want to move out of Xiangyang Lane, you have to study hard.

I have excellent grades, with perfect scores in almost all courses. My teachers praise me for my hard work, but how can the children in Xiangyang Lane really understand? There was no other choice, we had to know in advance.

I never ask my parents for toys, I never ask for snacks, I never look at beautiful dresses, and even if I like them, I don’t dare to let my eyes stay on them. Afraid, afraid that my mother would be sad if she saw me like this.

All this is to let you understand how difficult it is for me to get everything I have today. I entered a key university in 2006. This was the beginning of the change in my destiny. I still remember that on the first day of school, my mother sent me home with tears in her eyes. She told me to study hard and said that my family was sorry for me and had not prepared anything.

She was full of reluctance and guilt, but she didn’t know what was in my heart, but she was only eager to leave home. It's almost time to arrive in the city. I can immediately be reborn and wash away all the memories of Xiangyang Lane! In the student union, I went to the library, used all my spare time to work part-time, and studied hard day and night. No one understood why Jiang Yuzhi, a student in dormitory 506, had to be a senior in college.

Having never lived in Xiangyang Lane, they don’t understand this. My grades were extremely good, and I even won a national scholarship. Since my sophomore year, I have never asked for a penny from my family. There was a glimmer of hope in my life, and the joy that my fate was about to turn around made me excited and sleepless on countless nights.

But fate played tricks on me again. In the winter of 2008, my father died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage. He became obsessed with alcoholism in the dark and damp warehouse in the middle of the mountain.

Night after night, he was so drunk that the pungent smell of cheap liquor emanated from his body. Finally, on a cold winter night, he fell to the ground. When he was discovered, he had missed the best moment. Rescue time.

The house suddenly collapsed. I stood in front of the open door, looking forward to it. Seeing that it was about to dawn, a pair of big hands locked the iron door with a bang.

I fell deeper into darkness. I suffered from depression. The school psychology teacher told me that this may be the direct cause of my father's death that I have been worried about for many years. Freezing does not last overnight. To get out of the shadows, you have to rely on yourself. At that time, I often suffered from insomnia. When I finally fell asleep, I always had nightmares.

I dreamed that my father fell from the scaffolding, he strangled my mother's neck with his hands, the man in the next room beat the woman, the children in Xiangyang Lane cried and screamed... I experienced a lot of pain , I thought fate would eventually change my fate, but I didn’t know that fate would only take a nap when I woke up, and I would be manipulated by applause again.

At that time I met Hao Yang, who became my future husband. As a member of the school's psychological counseling center, he is responsible for receiving students who come for counseling. I often go to the counseling center to make appointments, and I became friends with him as we went back and forth.

Contrary to me, Hao Yang is a child who doesn’t like to endure hardships. Between his eyebrows, he was as frank and sincere as a kid from a rich family. He loved to laugh, tell jokes, and be helpful.

He told me that he came to the psychological counseling center to help more students in difficulty. Can you understand that feeling? There is everything I envy in Hao Yang. The innocence, perseverance, and childlike innocence that is faintly exuded because of ignorance of the sufferings of the world, all conquered me like a demon.

It’s still hard to tell whether I fell in love with him or with a dream person. I really want to have Hao Yang's happiness. Even if I am not so lucky, I still want to stay in this warm halo for a little while longer.

To this day, I am still grateful to Hao Yang. In my life, he accompanied me through the most painful and difficult moments. He allowed me to see a world that I had never been before, where the four seasons are like spring, flowers are in bloom, and love and warmth are spread everywhere.

It was the National Day holiday, and he invited me to travel: "Classmate Jiang, give me a chance? There is no way to refuse. He kissed me on the crowded West Street of Yangshuo.

At that time, I was really low on self-esteem. So how could I fall in love with him in this broken and poor family, and this nightmare that I could not escape from?

Hao Yang and I are originally from two different worlds. Why should I be with him? But Hao Yang said that he doesn’t care about anything. Just as I like his sunshine, he also likes my innate beauty. Melancholy, he wants to be with me, protect me from the wind and rain, and disperse the dark clouds for me.

Look, I have said before that Hao Yang is a bit childish, right? Maybe this is also for us. Let’s lay the foundation for the ending.

However, at that moment, even if I had to choose ten thousand times, I would still choose to be with him. I was so eager for warmth, like Hao Yang. Ten Suns.

That year, I came out of the shadow of depression and got an offer from a Fortune 500 company. I remember how happy my mother was when I returned home. >She kept nagging, saying how difficult it was for me to go to school in the past, how much pain my father had caused her, and that I had been very sensible since I was a child, and that I had achieved everything I have today through my own efforts.

My mother started crying again, and I knew that she remembered everything in Xiangyang Lane again. Those dirty and indecent memories not only haunted me, but also haunted my mother.

After my father died, my mother no longer lived there, but we all know that the past will be engraved in our bones and blood no matter how long it takes.

When her mother saw Hao Yang's photo, she was both pleased and worried: "Can we have such a good family and dislike us?

Hao Yang doesn't. There is one thing that is particularly good about rich children, they don't know about money.

According to Hao Yang, if you don’t have enough money and you don’t care about your family, why should you care about your family? Besides, I have a decent job and my salary is even higher than him, so what else can I do? What about the doubtful one?

It was obvious that my later mother-in-law, Hao Yang’s mother, was not satisfied with my family, but this kind woman had nothing to do with it. Say, accept me. Look, they are all kind-hearted people.

Or maybe I have too much inferiority in my heart. To this day, I often think of Hao Yang’s words. He has escaped the poverty of his original family and his salary is even higher than his. Why do you always treat his love as a kind of condescension and a gift?

How many girls in Xiangyang Lane? Poor, so pitiful! But no matter what, the ten years I spent with Hao Yang were the best years of my life.

It was like being cured of all the love and respect a husband can give his wife. , they are all given to me. I have the most beautiful wedding, the most unforgettable honeymoon, a warm day all year round.

The way Hao Yang loves me is gentle and considerate just like my father loves my mother. , careful, careful. In addition to a prosperous career, we also have a lovely daughter.

The hard work Xiangyang Lane has given me has helped me a lot in my work. "Mom", my colleagues could not solve technical problems, but I could always find a way to deal with them. Gradually I was promoted and raised my salary, and finally became a middle-level leader of the company at the end of 2018.

In this world, I have gained everything Happiness. I will almost never dream of Xiangyang Lane again. It feels so good to be loved and not short of money.

I use everything I lacked when I was a child. Make it up to my daughter. Buy her a beautiful dress, the latest doll, keep a dog at home, and give her all the love and companionship I can think of.

But I didn’t expect it, and I couldn’t give it. She has a complete family. Hao Yang was derailed. In fact, there were some signs at that time. Hao Yang was chatting on his mobile phone all day long. If the woman next to him had noticed it, he might have noticed it. No

I just wanted a job and my daughter. It wasn’t until one day that Hao Yang told me that he was going to take a trip far away that I agreed. At the door, suddenly, his eyes turned red, "Don't you miss me?" "He was secretly unwilling.

"I miss you very much, but don't you go to work? "I didn't think much about it. Hao Yang was a little disappointed. He opened the door and wanted to leave, but before leaving, he turned back and hugged me hard.

Later I found out that Hao Yang and other women We spent a lot of time together. He explained that I was too busy at work and worked overtime almost all the time. Even when I got home, I only cared about my daughter and didn't think about him at all. An emotional man.

I am a person with a lot of personality, unlike the women outside, who are gentle, sensible, and coquettish. I don’t know why, but I felt like I was in a trance when I saw the photo of that woman on WeChat. Illusion, she is like Hao Yang when she was young - bright, innocent, and emotionless

Well, finally, after ten years of hard work, Hao Yang finally discovered that he and I are not the same. Belonging to the same world

He sat on the sofa and cried: "I don't know how to love you. Over the years, I have given you everything I can give you, but I always feel that you are too far away and can't figure it out...

I don't refute, let alone accuse him of his betrayal. Many things cannot be explained in words at all. How should I tell Hao Yang that I am too scared, afraid that I will be knocked down by fate again, so I work hard for more reliable safety.