I was generous at the class reunion, but my wife humiliated me. What should I do?

My wife and I are high school classmates. We have been married for ten years. My wife and I come from the same county. At that time, both parents were businessmen and the family conditions were better. I am a well-known rich boy at school, and I don't pay much attention to my studies. Eating, drinking and having fun with a group of friends all day. In high school, I have made many girlfriends. My wife was my first love because I did a lot.

After I graduated from high school, I studied repair under the arrangement of my parents because I didn't go to college. But for those who are used to playing, I don't want to learn anything at all. I think my parents are rich anyway, and I don't need to study or work at all, so I can still live well. So in the years after I graduated from high school, I have been doing nothing, and my parents have lost confidence in me, but I am their only son after all. But later, my parents lost money in business, not to mention the money they earned, and they owed hundreds of thousands of foreign debts. I was also very upset, so I had to go out and find some jobs, and then I met my first girlfriend in high school. Not only did she not dislike me, but she stayed with me.

My wife has been very kind to me since we got married. Although she earns more money than me, she is very simple. Although the family boasts about doing business, she still manages my marriage. My wife and I usually live a simple life because we owe a lot of debts at home. I remember that the reunion was initiated by our high school classmates. In order to look decent, I went to a suit shop and bought a suit of more than 2000 yuan. I also got a handsome hair, which cost me almost half a month's salary. When my wife said she didn't want to go that day, I thought it would be better not to go, so as not to be dressed in rags and make others laugh.

On the wine table, many students thought I was still in high school. My family is very rich, and I am also a rich boy. We ate and drank and were very happy. I am also happy to say that I have to pay for all the meals. All the students are very happy. Unexpectedly, my wife suddenly killed me, and a glass of water splashed on my face, which made me see myself clearly. Everyone was surprised to see my wife. I'm wearing a suit and tie, but my wife is very simple and simple. Pulling me, I went out. I feel ashamed. In a rage, I slapped her in the face and yelled at her to fuck off. Who knows that the wife cried and said, this meal is 10,000 yuan, do you pay for it alone or 20,000 yuan? Do you have money with you?

I'm really ashamed of what my wife said. I really want to find a place to get in. Unexpectedly, several female students stood up to help my wife, saying that they all knew my current situation, and my wife called me and said that I was so happy. Some students also advised my wife to divorce a man like me, which is really not worth it. Under everyone's persuasion, my wife seems to be completely disappointed in me. I watched my wife burying her face in tears. I really feel like an asshole. I am really not a good person. I don't want to divorce my wife. How can we save it?