Do you know the life track of Qian Zhongshu and Jiang Yang?

1939, he wrote on the edge of life, and 68 years later, her "Walking to the Edge of Life" was published. This is the longest confession, right? ! -inscription

Qian Zhongshu and Jiang Yang

I read an article more than ten years ago, and the author described the details of an interview with Jiang Yang. He talked a lot of big words in front of Mr. Yang to the effect that he was healthy and never caught a cold or got sick. Hearing this, Mr. Yang stood up silently, took his hand and walked to the wall, then put his hand on the wall and knocked three times-indicating that that sentence was wrong and invalid. Some people say it is the custom of my hometown in Wuxi. Please forgive me if the child talks too much.

I work in the front line of the factory. At that time, the degree of automation was not high, and there were no machining centers and CNC machine tools on the tall floors. Turning tools for machining mechanical parts often need to be ground in the grinding wheel chamber. When they slip and are not careful, they will be worn by high-speed rotating grinding wheels, or their skin will be cut by flying chips. At that time, I found that as long as someone talks big or laughs smugly at others, "My hand has not been broken for a long time", something will happen to that person who talks big, including myself.

After reading that interview, whenever I realized that I had said something big or crazy, I always patted the wall or table consciously to show that "what I just said doesn't count." Is this hint superstitious? I thought it was a fear of the unknown mystery or impermanence. Even "superstition" leads to a better direction for yourself, your family and friends around you, in line with the three principles of "hello, I am good, everyone is good". Isn't that a good thing?

In the preface of Walking to the Edge of Life, Mr. Jiang Yang recorded some people's experiences, some were told by honest farmers, some were her personal experiences, and some were ancient "ghost stories". She said, "Their experience is something that advanced intellectuals have no chance to experience, and they can't be completely regarded as superstition."

She wrote that a gay scientist is a big landlord in Changshu. He just built a new house in the city and chose the "livable" ecliptic auspicious day to move to a new house. Jiang Yang and a female classmate were also invited to their classmates' home for dinner. Shortly after returning to school, male students told her that their house was haunted and they had only moved into their new house for seven or eight days. Five people who eat at the same table and live in a new house are "two deaths and two diseases." It is said that the foundation of the house is a public stadium, which was originally a tinker who executed death row. Ask, "Why is it haunted?" It is said that "when it is dark, the footsteps on the stairs keep going up and down, coughing and swearing everywhere ..." The book also writes about her grandparents' "Damn it". Her grandparents were together after dusk one day, and they both saw Taigong at the same time. Both of them said "Hello, Dad" at the same time, but disappeared in the blink of an eye. Then both of them became seriously ill. Grandpa resigned and went home, and he took a breath before he got home.

So I think Mr Jiang Yang has "faith". Faith is not a mystery; Don't believe it. It's not that you're not fascinated.

Are their ideas correct? Their "unbelief" puzzled me. They are not a minority. They come from all walks of life: science, history, literature and so on. But their opinions are so consistent and firm that they obviously represent the social fashion of this era. They all attach importance to material things and doubt the intangible "metaphysical" realm.

Towards the Edge of Life was first published in 2005. After a serious illness, Mr. Jiang Yang returned to Sanlihe apartment to think about the ultimate problem of life. Two years later, when she was 96 years old, the book was published. She said earlier: I have reached the edge of life, and if I go further, I will be "gone", "gone", "gone" and "gone" ...

Walking to the Edge of Life is a response to Writing on the Edge of Life written by Mr. Qian Zhongshu 1939, right? ! Qian Zhongshu said that the greatest happiness in his life was that he married Jiang Yang, saying that she was "the most virtuous wife and the most talented woman". I never thought about getting married before I met her, and I never regretted it after I got married. "

After the death of her daughter Qian Yuan and her husband Qian Zhongshu, she lived alone, "talking to herself", in which she poured out her thoughts on fundamental issues such as fate, life, life and death, spirit and flesh, ghosts and gods.

People like us who are still "walking on the road of life" can only look up to and pay homage to a century old man who is still alive, and write the words of the value of life and the destination of the soul! At the age of 96, apart from admiring her tireless writing and meticulous thinking, I still have a faint regret-in her Thinking, she wrote that she saved many mistakes in her life. A small mistake and misunderstanding lead to many sins. "Frankly speaking," my parents gave birth to me, raised me and nurtured me, but when they needed me most, I was not around and I went to the countryside. I'm still happy, just homesick. Qian Yuan, the only daughter, failed to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother. "Let my daughter be misdiagnosed as terminally ill. I didn't know her illness until the end of the terminal illness. It was not until after her death that I learned about her pain when she was ill from her friend's account. How can I compensate my debt? " It's heartbreaking for Jiang Yang to lose his only daughter, and a white-haired man sends a black-haired man. No matter "Six Chapters of Cadre School" or "The Three of us", the words involved are extremely calm and forbearing, but they are even more embarrassing and moving.

I have been alone for nearly ten years, and I often stay with my relatives in my dreams. But in my dream, I never saw their faces or their clothes. I only knew it was them and thought it was them. As for me, I got rid of the body, and my soul knew each other and knew each other, and I will never change, just like meeting in a dream.

By 20 16, Mr. Jiang Yang was 105 years old. We are on the road of life. Fortunately, there are still such predecessors who are "walking on the edge of life" (Yang Jiangyu) looking up, just like looking up at the stardust and facing the ocean.

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