There is a kind of friendship, similar to love.

The sky is blue and white clouds are floating in mid-air. In the afternoon of May, the temperature in Wuhan is very suitable, and it is still in the middle of neither too hot nor too cold. The air with the smell of grass can always be clearly felt when people walk, as if it is surrounded by water on three sides, which makes the air have weight.

On the grass called Qinrenpo, there are two people lying flat, facing the intimate lake opposite, with their hands under their heads. From time to time, they put their heads together, make eye contact, or exchange words with each other, telling their current confusion and yearning for the future. The weeping willows rustle nearby, the lake is sparkling in the distance, and fish jump out of the water from time to time. In this leisurely college time, Momo and Youyou have developed a friendship similar to love, so that every time students see one of them acting alone, they will always be surprised to ask, "What about yourself? What about her? " . Yes, in the eyes of others, they seem to be inseparable This feeling not only exists in other people's eyes, but also has the same feeling, wandering in their own minds.

The estrangement between two hearts after getting too close is often similar to a kind of competitive temptation, almost paranoid injury, which is manifested in the intersection of words and daily life. It is said that a woman's heart is an underwater needle. Where is the intersection of two underwater needles, this range becomes misty.

1 lush campus time

Momo met carefree in freshman year. When freshmen report for duty, the campus is bustling. Some families send their children to college, and a few people go to college. There are mottled ginkgo leaves on the main road of the school, parents carrying big bags and small bags, and innocent prospective college students nearby. Because private cars are not allowed to enter the school according to the school regulations, many cars that come to pay tribute should be placed in the parking lot outside the school gate. At that time, pedestrians on the road seemed to be in a hurry, and there was not much disparity. The only thing that attracts people's attention is the excitement on their faces and an uncontrollable curiosity about the future.

DOG was the first to go to the dormitory. She chose a window seat with a desk facing the windowsill, which made her feel familiar with home. I went out with my father and strolled around the campus, and simply bought toiletries. When I came back, I found two places to put things. I realized that this should be my future roommate, and only my bed was empty. Dad helped make the bed, said a few words to him and hurried to the station. Farewell to dad, a sense of loneliness welled up in my mind, mixed with two days of running around. DOG was lying in bed, and it was noisy outside, but he fell asleep in a daze.

In a trance, the sparse voice, DOG looked around, is my roommate in packing, upper eyelid and lower eyelid seemed to be coated with glue, and fell asleep in a daze. My mind is still my own little bedroom, and my mother has just basked in a thin quilt, which is soft and her mouth is smiling slightly. Sleeping until four o'clock, DOG rubbed his eyes and found that the clinic was still empty. The other two roommates, seeing DOG wake up to say hello, turned out to be a Chongqing sister, with fair skin and soft voice when talking. The other is sister Ezhou, with a strong accent and a capable look.

Suddenly, a hearty female voice came into the room with a smile. "Is everyone here?" This should be clinical. DOG carefully looked at the girl with a kind of strength. Her eyes are small and bend into a crescent when she smiles. Her face is covered with hazel finches, which are distributed on the cheeks of her eyes, making the whole oval face look very unique. She dragged a small square purple suitcase, carrying a small cloth bag, and had no parents around. After introducing each other, I realized that this girl's name is carefree, what a comfortable and casual name, DOG thought. The other two girls, accompanied by their families, went out to get familiar with the environment and asked DOG if she wanted to go out with a leisurely smile. She has just arrived and is not familiar with this place. DOG looked at the carefree smile and readily agreed.

During the conversation, Mo Mo learned that You Lan had just returned from work and worked as a waiter in a restaurant for two months, earning enough living expenses for this semester. She had a feeling of admiration for You Lan.

Warm and hazy friendship

When they presented their ID cards to handle the mobile phone number together, Momo noticed that the birthday information on their ID cards was the same number-1208. Surprised, they think this is a kind of fate. Youyou took DOG's hand and wanted to recognize her as a sister. DOG cunningly stuck out his tongue and said, "Well, Youyou, aren't we sisters now?" , leisurely raise long eyebrows, deliberately sighed, "before-yes, someone was romantic." Then she giggled. Two people are chasing each other at the lover's lake behind the dormitory building. Tired of running, the two sat on the bench opposite each other, and the girls whispered to each other. Couples Lake, mostly couples in pairs, some strolled leisurely on the flagstone road hand in hand, some hugged each other affectionately, some boys sat on stone benches, and girls lay on boys' legs. The ambiguous atmosphere surged in the couple lake, as if the couple lake was the place for couples. Only the two girls on the stone bench seem to have left the country a little, and often ridicule "we are also a pair, a pure pair" and then laugh at ourselves.

On weekdays, the two always stick together, as if they were one person. In the morning, I can always see two people walking out of the dormitory with their schoolbags talking and laughing, carrying soy milk and steamed bread and rushing to the classroom while eating; Go to the study room to read books together after school; Get up early occasionally, go to the corner of the campus with lush green plants to endorse, enjoy the fresh scene in the name of learning, and breathe the unique fresh air in the morning; On weekends, they will also go to a small restaurant outside, order two or three fried dishes and eat them slowly. While spitting out the meals in the school cafeteria, cooking is terrible, and at the same time, they will tease each other and entertain themselves. Youyou often cocked his ponytail, munched and said with a smile, "DOG, do you think I can eat two bowls of rice?" DOG replied in mock surprise. "Like you, you still eat two bowls. Don't be afraid to eat, boss. Don't let us come next time. " The two men laughed again. Don't forget to go shopping after dinner I often go shopping from lunch to dinner, and I'm still unfinished. Students are not rich and their family conditions are the same, so neither of them belongs to the rich second generation. Most of them went shopping all afternoon, got short sleeves, or went into a shop. When they are not interested, they just stroll slowly. On a long road outside the school, the two will bet that if they go straight ahead, they will definitely see farmland. Probably just to walk together, for a change, and spend more time with each other, but these two people naturally didn't mention it, just like to stay together.

3 Lover Lake, a tour for two

One afternoon, two people were walking by Lovers Lake. Always carefree and fast, I suddenly braked, turned to DOG, and asked with a serious face, "DOG, if someone chased you, would you agree?" DOG paused, looking at the carefree and serious appearance, inconsistent with the shrewd and bright personality of the past. On the contrary, it highlights her lovely side, without a feeling of contrast. DOG paced back slowly, staring at the carefree face while looking for the answer, pretending to be indifferent, and said, "With you accompanying me every day, who has the opportunity to get close to me?" At the same time, he seemed to think of something, stopped and casually asked carefree, "carefree, will you?" . Carefree hands crossed, as if to alleviate this sudden embarrassment, paused and said word by word: "I, it depends on your performance." Say that finish also don't forget to wink to DOG. DOG was amused with a reddish face and reached out to play carefree. However, carefree didn't dodge this time, and the slap fell on her neck. The girl is not strong, but she is still ringing.

DOG obviously a little surprised, hand froze there. The long neck is very slender, and the sunshine at four or five o'clock is still dazzling, but there is no heat at noon. Leisurely carrying light, the thin braids combed behind the head are projected on DOG's hands, and a long shadow is oblique, as if a pair of gentle hands are touching every nerve of the body. DOG a soft heart, but at the same time feel strange. This feeling is not only a moment when two close partners are connected, but also something else.

While DOG was wandering, Leisurely suddenly put his hand on DOG's shoulder. In early summer, the air is slightly hot and humid, and the temperature emitted by the carefree palm can be clearly felt through the shirt. Momowu's heart beat faster and he didn't know where to put his hand. In normal times, she would have pushed her away by hand, Doby, but today it seems that the atmosphere is wrong, and a voice in my heart told her that it is best not to do this.

Carefree tightly staring at DOG, her mouth slightly open, as if there is a sentence in the mouth, but silence at the moment. It's not like a carefree style, DOG thought, trying to break the suffocating awkward atmosphere first. Before she could say anything, she listened to carefree and said in a low voice, "DOG, you are actually beautiful. Do you want us to be together like this? " After that, my eyes are full of anxiety, and there is a fragility and fear that may be blown into the soil at any time.

DOG realized in his heart that something must have happened. Otherwise, how could she be uncharacteristically worried? She secretly told herself that her sisters were in trouble and she had to stand up. Then he took the opportunity to embrace carefree, comfort, "carefree, we are the best sisters, will always be together. Is it too stressful recently? " And patting carefree back, carefree just hugged DOG tightly, without words, I could feel her slight sobs.

DOG took the carefree hand, as if to smooth the depression of carefree in his heart. He said heroically, "Come, let's go together. Good sisters just want to be together all the time and do many things together. " DOG nodded feebly, without looking at DOG, and was dragged away by DOG.

Naturally, some feelings always come from the bottom of my heart, trembling slightly in my heart, echoing gently in my mind, and my eyes are unconsciously rippling. When it comes to the mouth, it turns a thousand times, and people can't figure out why after all, not to mention that such feelings are derived from pure sisterhood.

This episode is like a dragonfly. In their quiet life, it seems that only ripples appear, which has no effect on the lake itself. However, after all, the power of these ripples is underestimated.

4 beloved toy-the hurt of love

Momo met a senior by accident when he went to take the seat first in the morning. This senior seems to like Mo Mo, so he immediately added Mo Mo's contact information and often chatted with Mo Mo. I can see you, DOG is also fond of the hospitality and handsomeness of his seniors, but DOG himself doesn't think that a boy he meets by chance will have anything to do with his real life, so he always gets along with that boy indifferently and doesn't seriously ponder. All kinds of confidence between sisters, carefree nature soon know the existence of this boy, but did not express specific opinions, just advised DOG to slow and steady, don't rush into it. Momo gave the senior's WeChat contact information to worry-free. Two people always share everything, but they don't know that sometimes what seems to care about friendship is actually a deep-seated injury.

Gradually, DOG found that there was a sense of distance between himself and carefree, which could not be pulled back by a few jokes. DOG panicked and comforted herself that she had been in a bad state recently. But carefree and seniors are much closer. In the circle of friends who study long hair, carefree will almost comment, send a flower and praise something. DOG thinks that carefree has always been a bright and clear style, and he doesn't feel stiff when getting along with boys, and he doesn't think too much.

Until, one day, Youyou took the senior and said that he would invite DOG to dinner. DOG, as if he had been struck by lightning, still smiled and sent his blessing, but this sense of loss lingered in his mind. Facing DOG leisurely, the evil spirit smiled and held hands and said faintly, "That's all, don't care too much." DOG immersed in indignation, blindly resentment, but don't understand this sentence, but think leisurely is satirizing yourself. People around you will also say to DOG, I heard that you are a carefree matchmaker, so why don't you find one for yourself?

DOG only vaguely replied, "Don't worry, don't worry", but he felt sad in his heart, like the feeling of losing what he loved when he was a child, but he added a lot of heavy things. Yes, it was taken by his trusted sister. What an ironic story, "Are you here for fun? Why is this? " DOG asked himself again and again in his mind, and all he got was deeper and deeper bruises. I used to have something to say to carefree, but now who am I going to say it to? DOG asked himself tearfully, as if he were a lost child in the wilderness, panicked and helpless. Comfort yourself repeatedly: "fortunately, there is still one year to graduate. Graduation means that this experience can be cleared, just fine. " Youyou tried to be brave at first, testing the boy's concentration, and then realized that he really hurt DOG. He was very frustrated, but he didn't want to admit that he was sad because of DOG, so he completely turned himself into this love in front of him and stubbornly told himself, "This is what I want", but there was always a voice echoing in his heart, and the days with DOG would be clearly played again and again in front of him. Memories related to DOG seem to be a part of her body. I want to give up, but I never give up.

Momo banished himself to the ocean of learning. In the corner of the study room on the first floor of the library, DOG was frozen and sat alone reading and reviewing his lessons. In order to make herself forget, she deliberately encountered carefree as little as possible, but when she did, she had to hide. Lover's Lake, which I used to go to, seems to DOG to be covered with broken glass, afraid to set foot on it, and devoted herself to her postgraduate entrance examination, anesthetizing her nerves.

5 the edge of wandering around

Two people who have turned and walked for a long time look back at each other thousands of times in their hearts, looking for opportunities to look back. The beautiful memory reflected from the bottom of my heart, like a burnt negative, is meaningful. Bright smiling face and clear laughter are a beautiful scenery in my heart. Because of fate, they gathered their hearts; Fate and years have produced a deep love, which makes two people go further and further. Maybe this is a practical lesson given by life. Give out the superficial things, the connotation inside takes time to brew, and it takes years of careful modulation to appreciate the deep taste. It's just that this is the original self, the initial love?